Hello there.. No, this is not not my "first".. But it's my first "real" fanfic! I'm hoping for this to get.. well Ok, please review!

Oh and yeah: I do not own naruto.
(Why are wveryone writing that anyway? Of course I'm not the owner of Naruto --)


Of all the tears I've cried, the ones I've cried the most is the tears I've cried because you.

Of all the smiles I've had. The ones I smiled the most was for you..

Of all the pain I've suffered the pain that hurt the most was the pain who were caused by you.

I gave you my heart, you throwed it away..

Now I'm taking yours with force!


A fifteen years old Haruno Sakura were sitting on a bench. But this was no ordinary bench. this was the most emotional bench she knew about. This was the bench she had been sleeping on after sasuke left her, the bench she had gotten her fist kiss on, the bench she had been crying on when her mother died. Short, it held every emotion this girl had. And now she was about to leave this bench and all the people she'd though of while sitting on this bench. she patted the flat gray stone and smiled sad at the buildning tops she could see from her spot. Then she got up and walked over to the gates of konoha. At this time of the day they were locked, but she knew that she could easily put a genjutsu on the guards and then open them enough for her to get through using the super human strength she'd gained.
The guards never knew anything happend. and seconds after the gates were closed again, no one would see 15 years old haruno sakura for a long time. She was going to show that she too were worth something. And that she'd never let anything like that happend ever again!

The day after:
Tsunade were sitting on her often throwed out blue office chair, tapping on her desc. Sakura hadn't met up this morning, and that wasn't like her. Even when her mother died, she had comed to tell that she were skipping classes, work etc. because of her mom that day. "Shizune" She said loud enough for the black haired lady on her left to hear. Shizune turned to Tsunade awaiting an order.
"Any news on sakura?" Tsunade asked, shizune shaked her head. Tsunade let out a sigh while leaning back. " The fact that she's not here doesn't make anything better. it's been awefully quiet after Naruto died.."

With sakura:
The pink haired female shinobi were jumping from three branch to tree branch, trying to run from time. Most of all she just wanted to sit down and cry. she'd never felt this lonely in her entire life! But he had made her promise not to cry because of him, but in stead celebrate each day. He didn't want anyone to feel the same pain as he'd gone through. The last sentence there never left his mouth, but Sakura knew it was coming. She had felt it on the way he looked at her while speaking those last words. The glance were gone from his eyes. He looked at her, but he was staring right through.
Flashback

"Don't you dare die on me now, Naruto" Sakura cried, while gently heling the big wound on his side. Naruto tried to smile, but he just ended up making grimaces.
"Sakura.." Naruto said in a low woice.
Naruto and sakura had after many weeks, mabye months of traveling and searching found Sasuke. But this was certanly not the reunion Sakura had pictured in her head so many times. There was no hugges, no one said "I've missed you" and no "I've always loved you, Sakura" wscaped Sasukes lips. In stead the one sentenve coming out of his mouth was: "I need to forget my past, therefore please die"

Nobody moved. Then suddenly Sasuke was aiming his sword at her. She screamed, unable to move away. But Naruto were there, and he deflected the sword. And with that the fight had started. Sasuke opened by showing of his new and better version of Chidori. This one taking form as one thousand small lightballs, who aimed for the enimy. (Chidori means a thousand birds..) Naruto was wounded deepily, but that didn't stop him. He pulled of his new jutsu, and the wind sliced sasuke countless times. Naruto ran foreward, while holding his kunai ahead. Ready to cut Sasuke.

Sasuke had allready activated his Sharingan, and he saw narutos movements before he did them. And just when sasuke were about to strike back, he was grabbed by the feet by two of narutos clones. "heh.. stil haven't gived up on the kage bunshins, eh?" Narut didn't answer. Sasuke sent a kunai at each ot the two clones. And they started fighting again. Naruto tried to kick sasuke in the stomach, but sasuke jumped back and that made him an easy goal, since he was in the mid air. Naruto throved a kunai at him, wich sasuke deflected . at the same time as he deflected the kunai, he also sent a needle at Naruto. Wich naruto didn't see until it was too late.
Seconds later Naruto was on the ground. It looked like he was sleeping. Sasuke smirked. "You haven't gotten that much stronger.. have you?" Then when sasuke were about to end narutos life, a thread of read chakara pushed him back. Soon Naruto were in half his form. Sasuke turned into level two, and the fight went on. at one point Naruto had let his guard down, and Sasuke saw this as a chance to attack.

But Narutos read chakara stopped him. In the end there once again was jutsu vs jutsu. A thousand lightningballs hit naruto, while countless wind strokes hitted sasuke. they both were thrown back. Out of nowhere Kabuto came and picked up sasuke.
"NARUTO" Sakura shouted, and ran the way naruto had been throwed. On the ground was a blond haired shinobi, lying in a pool of his own blood.
After less than ten minutes, with crying, talking and healing Sakura had to face it. Her best friend were dead.

end flash back

The moment Naruto had died she decided that she'd train so that she too could fight. Even though she was a medic she had to be able to pull fightng jutsus.
She wised she had been fighting by Narutos side. but before they found Sasuke Naruto had made her promise not to innterrupt in the fight. no matter what happend she was a medic nin, and she had to stay so that they could heal sasuke and bring him back.

"Don't worry Naruto.. i'll take down that traitor even if it costs me everything I care about! Just wach me! " She saidwhile looking up at the sky.

And with those word in mind, she set off. Ofcourse Tsunade or any of the senseis in konoha could have teached her something. But she couldn't ask them. She felt that she had to do this on her own, or at least forst make a really powerfull jutsu, that were better than lightning. And then she could focus on getting help making it better! But she needed someone really strong.. Some one like -


Cliffhanger Oo..

Sorry, I know it was a really poor fighting scene.. I'm sorry! But please review! Tell me what you think, I need it :D
the next chapter will also be longer, I just needed to get starting xD!

And well the story line is'nt completly finished so I'm open to suggestions .. and yeah, Sakura wants to Kill Sasuke Oo..! and yes, the little cursive test in the beginning was for sasuke.

Thanks for reading :D