Numb

This is my first fanfiction ever so R&R please. If this doesn't crash and burn, I might think about writing more often J

I don't own Charmed or Linkin Park. This is a one-shot. Just something I thought about while reading Charmed fanfic with Numb playing in the Background

Enjoy

p.s.

Stuff in italics that aren't lyrics, are conversations between Billie and Christy using Christy's telepathy … if that makes any sense

"kill them'' "Billie you know us". " I'm your family" "we were there for you". " They're evil! Come with me" " Billie please listen to us" . " NO BILLIE LISTEN TO ME" "Billie. Hon-". "DON'T LISTEN TO THEM!" "ENOUGH!"

I don't know what's real anymore…

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface

I don't know what you're expecting of me

Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

"Christy I'm sorry," I need to stand for what's right "just come home" "You're on the wrong side" " No Christy. For once I think this is where I belong"

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

"YOU' RE WRONG!"

That was when I knew Christy was too far gone

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you

I had to do it. It was my fight not the sisters'. I had to do it… right?

Can't you see that you're smothering me?

Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?

Cause everything that you thought I would be

Has fallen apart right in front of you

"Billie you were meant to help me bring down the sisters. It's not too late I'll forgive you if you come now"

"Christy nothing you say will change my mind. I know what has to be done."

"I guess I'm on my own"

I was hit with a wave of anger, hatred and maybe even pain, there was no going back

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

And every second I waste is more than I can take

"good bye" was the last we said to each other before a huge fire ball was flung in my direction. Instinct took over and the next thing that I remember doing was watching my big sister burn

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you

She was gone. She was really gone. What now?

And I know I may end up failing too

But I know you were just like me

With someone disappointed in you

I don't blame you Christy. I blame myself for not being there to pull you out in time

I've become so numb

I can't feel you there

Become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you

I wont forget you Christy. You're what keeps me going now. I'll live my life for us both. I know this isn't what you wanted, but I know if you hadn't been take away from us, maybe you would have approved…

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Someday I'll fell truly alive again… for us….

Okay so what do you think? Say what's on your mind and don't hold back because that's the only way I'll know what to fix right? This all went a lot differently in my head but then again isn't it always like that? Please any feedback would appreciated