Jennasis Winston was finally back home in Charming after three years. She was back to help her brother raise his kids. She pulled up to the club laying on the horn. "Opie get your lazy ass out here and help me." she shouted.

"Comin' Jesus Jen!" Opie lifted Jennasis' wheelchair out of the back of her truck setting her in it.

She saw her ex Jax teller… their motorcycle had left her in this chair and he'd walked away without a scratch. She'd left town because she couldn't stand to see Jax's guilt. Now, though she was home to stay.

"Jesus, its Jenna!" he thought to himself

Jenna tossed her auburn hair back. "Jax…"

"Jenna…"

"Lookin' good Jaxy Baby!" she flirted trying to put him at ease her blue green eyes sparkling. It hit him like a ton of bricks he still loved Jennasis Winston.

She was wearing a wife beater tight over her plentiful breast pushed up giving him a good view. She had a new tattoo a cross tattoo in the form of a necklace the cross nestled perfectly between her breast. God she was a beauty. He was fucked.

"Take me in to see Pop?" she told Opie. He popped a wheelie pushing her through the club doors. "Pop Baby's home!" Opie hollered.

Jennasis rolled over wrapping her father in a hug.

"Hey Old Man…"

"Hey Baby… long drive?"

"Not really…"

Jennasis saw a dark haired chick in scrubs stitching up Tig.

"Oh for fucks sake Tara Daddy really? Has Jax lost his ever lovin' pretty lil' mind…" Opie chuckled "Down killer…"

"Aw, now Op you know it ain't fun for me without a lil competition…I think I'll go refresh her memory as to I am."

"Be nice Baby…"

"Always Daddy… sugar and spice I promise…" she rolled right over "Tig, Tara…"

"Well holy shit its Baby Winston…" Tig said

"You still a Crazy fucker Tig?"

"You bet…"

"Nice to see you Tara…"

"You too Jennasis…"

"Your Mama and Clay here? And what about Abel?" She looked over at Jax.

"Yeah I'll show him too you he's in the back with Ma and Clay…" Jax followed her back.

"I don't like her anymore than I used too…" Tara said to Tig

"That's cause your smart honey… Don't trust me either while your at it…" Jennasis called back.

After seeing Gemma and Clay and playing with Abel for a bit Jennasis went to Opie's place to settle in. after helping the kids with their homework bathing then feeding them and putting them in bed. Jennasis prepared for bed herself. Until she realized she couldn't reach the lock and with Donna being gunned down by the Mayans a smart SAMCRO woman locked her doors.

She called her brother. "Hey dipshit I can't reach the lock on the damn door."

"Ok I'll come lock you in and move it down tomorrow…"

"I gotta go lock the doors for Jen… be back." Opie said.

"I'll go." Jax offered. "You're busy Jenna and I need to clear the air…"

"Don't you mean fuck on my kitchen table?"

"Funny Op…Can she still do that?"

"Don't make me answer that I'd rather shoot myself in the foot first."

Jennasis heard a bike rumble into the driveway. She thought it was Opie so she stayed put at the table reading her book.

And then he was there. Jax Teller her one true addiction she couldn't kick it either even after all this time he stood there looking all broken and hopeful. He was the best she'd ever had… and she couldn't have him ever again. His guilt smothered him. They where young and stupid on a rain slicked road everyone had told him it wasn't his fault. Even she had but nothing helped nothing but for her to leave so she had. Just because she loved him and her presence caused him pain.

"Jenna…" was that longing in his voice

"Will you be ok with me here Jax? I have to do this for Op he's barely functioning someone has to be a leveler for the kids…"

"I know…"

"You can sit…" he pulled a chair close to her and sat.

"I'm good Jax I'm ok I never blamed you for it was just an accident…I'm going to have hell being a good girl and fighting our pull…"

"Me too…"

She brushed his blonde hair back just because she had to touch him if for only in this moment.

"Being good's never fun…" she smirked. She grabbed his chin pulling his gaze to her "I like the facial hair… sexy…" she smiled at him. "Works for you…" she kissed him chastely. He deepened this kiss. He could allow himself this for just five seconds. He needed it. Her. Jenna. Just Jenna. His hand squeezed the back of her neck an old signal that meant "let me in." she opened her mouth to him. Her tongue battled with his. She tasted the same. Like honey and her.

She broke the kiss. "I play second fiddle to no one not even Tara Knowles…"

"It'd be best if you left now… I never was very good at resisting you…"

He locked the door and left…

Jennasis Winston was going to be the death of him.

A week later at a club bar-b-que.

Jennasis was talking to Opie and Jax. When Tara came over.

"Stay away from him." Tara warned. "Shit!" Opie muttered.

"See sweetie you did that all wrong…" Jennasis pointed out. "Wanna get your point across next time try this…" Jennasis pinned her with a look. "Touch him again I rip your intestines out through your cunt." she took a swig of Jax's beer. "Going to go make sure your kids aren't burning something down bro…Have a good rest of your night Tara… See ya 'round Jax." she rolled off.

Gemma walked over to her.

"He's happy you know… and Tara's not half bad….don't ruin it for him."

"If he's really happy I can't mess it up for him he'll do that all on his own… and you forget Gemma I'm a SAMCRO baby just like Jax I don't flinch at murder or gun fire and I can assemble a rifle in ten seconds flat…I put him back together when she broke him… I fixed him…I love him… she just wants to play in the mud for awhile…I want him and I'll have him Gemma."

AN: I only own Jennasis nothing else. I am just having fun! Also this is my first SOA Fic so please review and tell me what you think.