Easy as breathing eh? Not.

By Angelina 12 - 16 - 11

I still remember. When, back in those good old days, our friendship used to be so easy. It was as easy as breathing. That was then, but not now. Oh no not anymore. Thses days everything is complicted, everythings hazy. The person I used to think you were isnt there anymore, maybe deep inside, but he hinds very well.

"How can you do this do me, to use..." I say as I feel my heart slowly caving in, breaking into little peices stabing, and scaring me so deep.

"Im sorry I just dont want to hurt you anymore, I cant be there for you like any other guy there in your town. Its for your own good."

"Hurt me? I never truly hurt intil this moment, Iv never felt cut so deep intil now. You say you love me? Thats a lie. Love goes beyond distances, boundries, loves supposed to be everlasting. I never knew it hurt so much."

That day is the day my heart truly broke. I couldnt believe my childhood best friend could do that to me, how he could hurt me so much.

Now I always think of those moments, those wonderful moments, when things were better. When things were so easy. When we used to see each other everyday, be the best of friends. Back when we were children and things never got confusing or complicated.

But today Im moving on. Today Im going to stand strong. Today Im going to solve the mystery, "where did my old friend go?"