A/N: i totally flaked on putting an authors note in here

in short, i got all angsty and shit after a crap day school, which ended up in this.

i took a bit of poetic license in the fact that ive never played CoM to see who dies first, nor could i be bothered checking wikipedia to tell me the answer. oh so lazy, arent we? :P

read, review, and it'll all be dandy :)

disclaimer: you sue for me not owning and ill totally counter sue you right back :)


It's dark

It's dark.

Dark and dreary.

It's always dark here though.

Its always dark here,

Without you.


The first day I met you,

I thought you were a brainless idiot.

You were always so confident.

I never thought we could grow close.

But I was wrong.


What would you do?

What would you do if you knew?


And yet, watching you with your flowers one day, three months after your arrival in the organization,

I came to realize that my first impressions were the opposite of who you really were.

I knew then that I could never get over the smile that always lit up your face,

Especially the one that only ever appeared when the petals of a flower would bloom and caress your palm lovingly.


What would you think?

What would you think if I told you I thought you were beautiful?


Your light pink hair,

The way it flowed;

It was nothing short of breathtaking.

Just like you.

Some of the other nobodies thought so too.

Saix especially.


What would you say?

What would you say if you knew that I wish I had have been the one to capture your non existent heart?


As I hugged you, after yet another fight with Saix that ended in with you in tears after he had punched you,

I couldn't help but be heartbroken.

Heartbroken over the fact that you were crumpled in my arms,

Crying until you exhausted yourself.

I would have never done the things he does to you.


What would you think?

What would you think if you knew that everything about you amazed me?


Your ability to forgive Saix so easily amazed me.

The way you always laughed at Axel and Roxas' practical jokes; even when they were directed at you amazed me.

The silky feel of your hair as I stroked it, telling you everything would be alright amazed me.

Your mere presence in the room.

The way you made everyone's day light up.

Your smile.

Your eyes.

Your flowers.

Your laugh.

Your lips against my cheek, bidding me farewell for a while.

Your everything.

Everything about you amazed me.

And to this day, it still does…


What would you do?

What would you do if you knew I came to visit you everyday?


Even as I stand near your grave, I can still feel your soul around.

It's in the flowers you once tended to.

It's in everyone's eyes.

It's in the room that was once yours.

It's in my room.

It's in the bed we used to lie and talk on.

It's in the grass we'd lay on to watch the clouds or look at the sky in.

It's in the books you used to surprise me with.

It's everywhere.


What would you say?

What would you say if you knew that I was in love with you from the moment you asked my name?


It's still sinking in that you've left me.

And every time I think of you, it breaks me a little more.

I miss you every day.


It breaks my non existent heart.

There's so much space between us…