Saturn's Monologue
By: lightofsaturn
"I do not kill. I only bring about the destruction that is necessary for rebirth. That, in its self, is a form of love. There is beauty in destruction and harmony in the silence that follows it.
Many people believe me to be devoid of all emotion, but love and beauty cannot exist without the bright light of emotion. I do love.
How can I love? I wonder how anyone dare ask that. They say that no one who loves can destroy, but it is because I love that I do.
I do not kill. I create.
I create new chances, new roads to take. I wipe the slate clean.
People call me cold, and perhaps I am. But sometimes I feel the fury of passion in my body, filling my veins, focusing me upon my duty. I can feel the heat of the hellfire as I bring the world closer and closer to judgment day, to doom.
Do you hate me? Many do; I almost do, sometimes. They hate me with a passion equal only to my love for them. I don't really understand hate. I don't understand why they look at me with fear and loathing when I'm only trying to help; only trying to do my job. I can only do what it is born in me to do. Why do they blame me for that? But I don't care. Let them look, let them hate. My duty will be done. It must be.
Some even ask how I live with myself, how I find peace of mind amongst all this destruction. Their sarcastic questions and angry remarks can go unanswered for all I care about their opinion. I find peace in destruction - happiness in silence. In the moment when everything stops and all is destroyed, when the entire universe is silent, there is harmony. There is harmony in the moment of nothingness before chaos resumes and the world is born again. Only I have seen this moment, only I could understand.
I love, I create, I live.
I do not hate.
I do not kill.
I only bring about the destruction necessary for rebirth."
AUTHORS NOTE
Umm…yes, well. Depressing, I know, but did you like it otherwise? Tell me if you did, 'cause then I might consider doing some for more of the scouts. So, please review and email. _serenitynendymion_@sailormoon.com
