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Note: No this was not inspired by (I Hate) Everything About You. What gave you that idea? Hmmm well it could be the fact I am a Three Days Grace obsessive...And that I am writing a whole series based on their songs. This chapter is actually based on Three Days Grace. If you are a true fan you will know which one...(i have a serious problem with the band...)

Chapter One- Friends for life

Nothing lasts forever. Alrianna thought while sitting in the co-pilot chair watching her droid MS-89 fly her ship. She knew she was as good as dead. The Jedi probably didn't even want her back now that Revan and Malak had fallen.

The galaxy seemed darker now with out them at her side. Sure they had won the war. But at what cost? For Alrianna that was easy. The cost had been everything in that she held close, and she had a nagging feeling that the council would take away more.

She could still remember what Malak told her the night of their betrayal.

"You wanted to see me Malak?" Alrianna said talking a seat in one of the few chairs of Malak's living quarters. Where it used to be a comfort to visit his quarters after battles and just act like they where still at the enclave, now they seemed cold and distant just like the person they housed.

"Yes. Revan and I have made a discovery that may lead to limitless power. All we need is a Jedi as powerful as you to control it." Malak said pausing for dramatic effect. "Its a factory of shorts, and will work well if a moderately powerful Jedi manipulates it, but we would need one such as you to make it work at it's full potential."

"Factory? What kind of factory?" I said dreading the answer.

"One made for war, and it will be able to create weapons and battle droids as many as we need for anything."

"But we just won the war Mak. What use would they be to us?"

"Use? You don't think the Jedi will just welcome us back with open arms. We both know that Vrook wants to see you as a padawan again,and if he learned about us. Our relationship would be shattered. I love you and don't want to see that happen."

But the end did happen. Just because she had said no to killing the order, and following them down a path to darkness. Ignoring other memories Alrianna eventually lured herself to sleep.

After Trial

And now Alrianna was an exile. Looking up to the sky she did the first that came to mind she started singing her favorite comfort.

"Don't know whats going on

Don't know what went wrong

Feels like a hundred years

I still can't believe your gone

So I'll stay up all night

with these blush on eyes

while all these wall surround me

with the story of our life.

I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER NOW THAT YOUR GONE FOREVER

I TELL MYSELF THAT I DON'T MISS YOU AT ALL

I'M NOT LYING DENYING THAT I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER NOW

YOU GONE FOREVER!"

It was true Alrianna felt free and numb. At least she could now make her own decisions about her own life. Maybe she would take up smuggling for a while.

Then with a smirk (remembering Vrook's face when she flipped him off telling him to go space himself at the end of the trial) Alrianna left trying hard to forget who she was.