Based on My Suicide Story. I dont know own nothing.
People say darkness is the most scariest thing ever existed on the face of the earth. Wrong, the unknown is. The future is unknown. What lies after death is also unknown. I guess that's why people are frightened of the unforgiving blank darkness of death. But me on the other hand; I embrace it.
I felt another breath taking punch to my rib cage. This is it. The day i been waiting for. The day he loses it and kills me. Its painful. Heart wrenching. Unbearable. But it's worth it. Finally, after three years of abuse, torture, and lost; I'm free. Bam. Another head smash into the dry wall. I watched my bloody head print on the wall. Same print of Xavier...my child. He was murdered by his father, which if you haven't figured is beating me. I deserve this. I should of listened to Phil. Not to marry Marcus but I had to be a stubborn bitch. Its okay because I'm finally gonna be at peace. You know how I feel? Picture the one thing you love the most. But it's killing you. You can't breathe. Everyone is laughing and smiling. Why they can't see you? Why they aren't helping? You're frozen. Stuck. Dead. Just yet physically to the outside world, you're alive. But inside the thing or person you love the worst...is the reason you're gonna die.
It's over.
I felt my weak body got limp and toss to the cold, hard floor. Then a strong figure looked down on me.
"Ts April, I told you not to make me angry. You just pissed me off! YOU'RE FUCKING USELESS." I closed my eyes as I heard the door slam shut, leaving me to drown in my own pool of blood. I gave a weak smile as the one thing i was grabbing onto slipping away...
Life.
Game over. I clenched my fist as I took one last sharp breath. Then it was darkness.
CM PUNK POV
AJ hasn't came out the house yet. It's freezing cold and I have reservations for 9. I glanced down at my Micheal Kors watch, 8:55 pm. Ugh we are late. I lifted my head up as i heard a door lock. It was Marcus. I don't know why she would marry such a dipshit. But out of all nights he was off...more than usual. My eyes widened when I saw the red crimson substance in the street lights. AJ. I felt my blood boil and my veins pop out of neck. He hopped into his Mercedes and drove away in the opposite direction. I ran to the front red door banging on it until my hands swell.
"Shit." I cursed to no one in particular. I need to get inside. I thought for a good thirty seconds. Aj leaves an extra key behind the rock. I lift up the small gray rock and insert the key. I'm in. I search the first floor out of the two story condominium.
"APRIL. ANSWER...please." The last part came out as a plead for help more than a shout. I ran up the spiral stairs and into the bedroom. What I saw next made my heart drop. The once joyful April is cover with her own blood. Draining all the way to my feet. I stepped back in horror. I gather all my might i can muster up and walked over to her. Her face covered with bruises and a streak of blood down her temple. She looked like she was at peace. I started to shake her.
"Aj...Marcus did this to you. Why you didn't tell me." I shook her harder.
"Aj.." No answer.
"Aj?" Nada.
"APRIL."
"WAKE UP."
I put my two fingers by her neck to feel her pulse. She's dead. Gone. Never coming back. I felt my eyes get watery and my hands shaky. I remember her smile and laugh. The day I told her I loved her. Or the day Xavier was born. Memories. No more.
She was my light...
Then it was darkness.
Hello, Well thats it. This is based on my true story of suicide and abuse. I'm still battling with depression. Well i hope you likey. I wrote this in 15 minutes and i'm on my phone so sorry for the errors. Review n enjoy. Thank you.
