Hello and thanks for taking your time to read this. This is my first mature, angst fic. If you like happy things and can't stand prostitution I suggest this is not the fic for you. That's why it's rated M.
EDIT:
Well it's been a while since I've touched this story and obviously a lot has changed in the story of Naruto. Before you read this please take note some of the events such as Sasuke (officially) killing Itachi, him forming his own group only to join Akatsuki and Sakura's feelings/motives were not yet established in the manga when I wrote this fanfic. I hope you can still take your time to read and enjoy it. Thanks.
I do not own Naruto.
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"Why'd you come here?"
Green jade like eyes stared back at the rough faced man, a sinister smile on his face. He roughly took her by the arm. He sneered.
"Well? Aren't you going to answer?"
He applied more pressure to his grip. The girl did not falter. She didn't even flinch. She stared straight into his face, showing no signs of fear or discomfort. She replied coolly.
"You know why I came here. Why are you wasting my time? Don't you have the information?"
The man rudely turned his head from her and spat on the ground. He then turned back to her, the look of ingdignance on his ugly face.
"Of course I have the information. You want to know about Uchiha Sasuke right?" The girl's eyes hardened. This man was beginning to annoy her.
"Exactly. Now will you take my offer?" The man's smirk came back on his face. He took his free hand and ran his fingers through her pink locks of hair. He then let his hand trail down from her neck to her chest. He tightly squeezed one of her breast. The girl's expression did not change. At this the man let out a laugh. He suddenly sounded a bit nervous. Perhaps this was his first time?
"You're pretty but you're a cold one…I like that…"
He slowly inched toward her face. His breath was appalling, his fingers grim with dirt. Still she made no sound when he lightly kissed her on the lip. He chuckled dryly.
"I except."
And with that, he ripped open her kimono, her body bear for the entire world to see. The man grin broadened. She could tell he was still a bit nervous. "Nice face and a nice body…" he mumbled to himself. Thinking that he could do anything he wanted with her and over come his uncertainty, he brusquely took her arm again and gave her a kiss much harder than the first one.
Sakura let out no cry as the man nipped her, tugged at her, and let his hands roam her body. By now she was used to this procedure. She had done it so many times before. At first, she had to admit, the thought of even letting a stranger hold her hand freaked her out. She was younger then, much more pure and innocent than she was now. Inwardly, she bitterly smiled at what she had become.
The man roughly kissed her collar bone as he began to undo his pants. Sakura could feel her stomach curl. She had done this before but the fact that someone was going to enter her body still somewhat tensed her up. Still one could hardly tell with her calm and almost blank expression.
Fleeting thoughts of her old home village flew around in her head. She saw a grinning, confident Naruto, the cool and collected Kakashi, and Tsunade smiling a crocked yet friendly smile. She saw Iruka telling her she was an excellent student, Ino calling her forehead big, and all her classmates beaming, dreaming of their bright futures.
The man took hold of her hips. She knew it was coming, the agonizing pain. When she first let a man have her body she would scream and cry out. Then they would tell her what she wanted to hear and leave her whimpering, holding onto her own bruised body.
Sometimes the information they gave her was pointless. Some were lies they told her, not wanting her to feel too bad that she had gave them her body for nothing. About two men didn't even give her anything and beat her up after they had their way with her. Sakura had tried for a while, to let the men give her the information first, then have their sinful prize. This method only worked with few and soon she gave up.
However some information was true and it would eventually lead her to him. According to her last few last resources, she was close, oh so close. Maybe this man's knowledge would be the one she truly needed.
The man pounded his body hard into hers. A shockwave of pain ebbed throughout her body. Still she let out no scram, not even a single whimper. Naruto fought with his fists to locate Sasuke. Sakura used her body, she whored it so many times just for him. By now the pain seemed, sickly, almost natural for her.
Sakura then thought what they would have said if they saw her like this? Naruto would probably beat the hell out of this guy along with Kakashi and Tsunade. Then they would severely scold her and ask why she couldn't just beat the hell out the men herself. She inwardly laughed as the man made painful thrusts into her.
She had tried to beat the men up at first. She really had tried. But alas her training wasn't complete. Some ninja were just too strong for her. She had set off to find Sasuke by herself without Naruto knowing. She thought she could do it all by herself. How foolish of her. It was on that dreary day, when the rain beat hard against her bruised, broken body and the man looked down at her, an evil smile on his face that she offered her body to him to find out where Sasuke had gone.
The man did not refuse. That day will forever haunt her dreams. She has been doing the same thing ever since. She doesn't even bother to lift her fist anymore.
But she would tell them all her reason, the only reason she let herself live this in this earthly hell. She wanted to see him. She wanted to touch him, to talk to him, to love him like she had never loved him before. She would do anything to see him again, even if he killed her off in the end. Anything. So she kept finding men who knew his whereabouts. She kept giving her body on an open platter just for him, herself and her sanity.
The man quickly grew tired her aloof manner. Her blank like stare scared him. He had never done this before. All his male friends had encouraged him to go with it when she had walked up to them and offered herself for the information he had. He thought he could go with the vile deed but she looked so dejected, so much like a broken doll. He knew he couldn't go on. Quickly he removed himself off her, feeling deeply ashamed with himself.
Sakura allowed herself to breathe a sigh of relief. The rough man stared at her for a minute of two as she avoided his gaze and looked up at the ceiling light of the dirty room.
"Sasuke Uchiha…he's gone to the Fire Country. He left yesterday…I saw him."
Was that quilt she heard in his voice? He was being very generous with this information. Usually she would get only a sentence or even just a phrase. Sakura's eyebrows furrowed together.
"You better hurry if you want to catch up with him. He's a skilled ninja…" 'I know that." Sakura snapped. He was feeling guilty. She didn't need his guilt or his pity. He could just stuff it down his throat. She quickly got up and carefully dressed herself. She wanted to look as clean as possible. Just because she did dirty deeds didn't mean she had to look the part.
"Thank-you." She said curtly. The man nodded dumbly. Stupid man. She almost felt a tiny tinge of pity for him herself.
She opened the grave metal door and walked out of the building, into the chilly night. The night as dark but the sky was clear. The moon shone brightly, hanging above her. The stars twinkled over head. Perhaps this was a good sign.
She hugged herself and made her way to the woods. The pain still throbbed through out her but she did her best to ignore it. She was a bit too excited, too hopeful to really notice it. Through these woods she would find the Fire Country, the place where he was heading. Through these woods she would have a chance to see Sasuke again.
Her old teammate. Her old friend. Her love.
'All these months of living hell may have been worth it after all…'
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Thanks for reading this. I really appreciated. Please review. They are much appreciated! I would like to hear what you think. Till later!
Moomoogirl1 out.
