They should have listened to me when they had the chance. They could have still be alive…I could still be alive. I told them she was the one. We needed her as an ally. She would help us get farther in this game. But they didn't want her. They laughed. They told me I was crazy.

They told me that a couple will only drag us down. That her and her little boyfriend would turn on us in an instant to protect themselves. But when he wanted to join, they let him. He did turn, but if she was with us, he never would have had to.

No, no. I was an idiot to them. They didn't want her, they wanted Thresh. But, Thresh didn't want them. He looked at us with disgust. He would never help us out, but he helped her.

If they had just listened to me, everything would be different. She would have never dropped that tracker-jacker nest that killed Glimmer, my beautiful district-mate. The tracker-jackers would have never killed Nikka from District 4.

Nikka…her district-mate, Stone would be alive, too, if they listened to me. Her little lover-boy would have never killed Stone if they were our allies. Stone was strong. I thought he had a chance, but I had thought the same of myself also. I was completely wrong.

If she was our ally, everything, everything would be different. Clove could still be alive. Cato. Any of us could have won. I could have won, but no. She was our downfall. She was strong, a survivor. She is alive. Loverboy is alive. It could have been me…if only.

I would have never caught that child in my snares. I would never have felt her arrow pierce my flesh. I could be sitting happily in District 1, but no. They didn't listen to me. And now she is alive, a legend. And I am nothing but a faded memory in the wind.

One simple initiation in our group and everything would have changed. I could have life. I could have money. I could be with my family and friends. But all I have is death.

Death from the one person I really had wanted as an ally.

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