What is it like to cry?

What is is like to feel so alone?

What is it like to feel as if you cant breath?

What is it like to lose everything you had in the blink of an eye?

What is it like to be a loser no one wants?

What is it like when your friends leave you for the person who was your enemy?

What is it like to know you've been lied to for years?

What is it like to be betrayed by the ones you needed most the ones you trusted?

~Osctober 5th 20XX~

"Dame-Tsuna get up" I heard a voice calling me to get up. I just couldn't my body felt numb. I felt so cold. I couldn't movie I didn't move. I opened my eyes. I knew what was waiting for me. PAIN.

"yes reborn." then I got out of my bed. I slowly got changed. I knew I would be late, I simply just didn't care. After last nights dream I didn't care about anything anymore, because I knew it's going to happen in real life.

~FLASHBACK~

Tsuna saw his friends. Today was a day he was running early.

He started running towards them yelling there names.

"Yamamoto, Gokudera, Ohayo" the slowly turned and looked at him with an annoyed face.

"oh, Good morning sawada" they both said.

Then they walked away as if he was nothing. No a second thought of him.

They went and started hanging out with mochida.

Kyouya rushed at him for a fight, then he walked away " you Herbivore, aren't even worth my time." no a second thought about tsuna.

For the rest of the day he didn't speak to any of his "friends" no one talked to him, he didn't talk to anyone. Tsuna felt alone betrayed. Tsuna never cried. I knew it would end soon.

When he got home Reborn was waiting for him.

"Welcome Home Dame Tsuna"

"I am back Reborn."

"Tsunayoshi Sawada We need to talk"

Then both men went into a room alone to talk.

"Tsuna you are useless, no one wants you, everyone is just pretending, they had enough, and you are no longer Vongola Decimo. You where just a replacement for a little while. The real Vongola Juudaimai is Mochida. So from today of you have nothing to do with me or the others."

Tsuna just stood there frozen. He didn't cry he didn't make a sound. He didn;t want the others to see how hurt he really was.

"Fine get out of my house as fast as you can." He said in a cold tone that made reborn shiver.

"I Said leave your unwanted hear, unneeded, you have a student to tutor, don't let me hold you back," he sope is a harsher tone. Reborn did nothing but comply. He slowly walked out of the house. Tsuna went to his room and fell onto his bed. He didn't want to move. He just sat there, although he was broken, he didn't let it show. Not a tear was shed from him. Not a tear he will shed.

~Flashback End~

my hyper intuition was telling me this dream was predicting what will happen soon.

I knew I couldn't do anything. I slowly put the dream into motion.

I turned to reborn.

"Get out." he looked at me. Funny he just stood there.

"Reborn, I said get out. Get out of my room, get out of my house, get out of my life," I said. He looked at me shocked. Mt tone has gone cold.

"No dame-Tsuna Not yet."

"Reborn I wasn't asking I was telling." then I grabbed my bag and walked to School.

On my way to school I spotted my so called friends. They didn't even notice me as I passed them. No a single hello. They where to busy with Mochida.

In the class room I entered early everyone was surprised to see me early.

That included my "friends" I payed them no mind and went to my seat.

Mochida walk up to my desk.

"Not so tough now Sawada, you have no friends, I can split you like a twig."

"A twig is the only thing you can split, I bet I can take you out and send you too the hospital."

then Mochida snapped. He thought he took my power now that he had my friends he was wrong.

"Mochida, no Vongola Decimo, take care of them." that's when mochida's eyes widened.

"How t-t-the hell did you knowa bout that," mochida stuttered. I looked over to yamamoto he was giving mochida a worried look not me, the only look he was giving me was disgust and pity. Same with hayato.

"I'm not in the mood to fight, go sit down, class is about to begin." I stated, then Mochida walked away.

I Decided, I will make them regret losing me, ill make friends, study harder, train on my own.

Try my best to be a better me. That is so when they see me they will regret losing me, not just as a friend, but as a person in general. I was going to change. After reborn would leave I'm going to leave as well to be better. When I come back they would never guess I was the same person. That was my resolve.

~after school~

Reborn was waiting for me. Just like the dream.

I bet he was going to say exactly the same thing.

And he did. He thought I would cry, I would beg for him to stay.

But he got it wrong, im going to make them beg for me back.

Yes I am lonely. Yes it is hard to breath. Yes I feel betrayed.

Yes I lost everything. But I am going to make them want me back.

Although I don't know what I am thinking. Why would I want to go back after what happened.

~Time skip~

~Around dinner time~

I started packing everything I could. From the big things to the little things. I packed my gloves and pills (I don't need the pills but they are just in case). Then I went down stairs and disappeared.