You changed Leliana you are not the same
Well ,put the blame on despair and pain
I still love you, I just don't recognize you dear
You would recognize me if you were here
Leliana, the flame in your eyes has vanished
For my love's remaining time is finished
She is on her way to find solutions
But I cannot afford illusions
Leliana, your smile is getting rarer
Well; blame it on terror
You're not afraid of anything, are you?
I may be brave, but there is a few.
She is haunting me, she's on my mind
Without her, I am emotionless and blind
I cannot see the colors of life without her presence
She is my everything, my strength and my essence
She is gone, even I don't know where.
I don't know the amount of pain she must bear
She took with her my hope and hapiness
But I'll put on a mask, like an actress
But every day I am more and more depressed
I am drowning in distress
Every inch of my brain is eaten by stress
I see all around me people needing my help
All around me, they scream, cry yelp
And I'm standing here, they want me to help them
They should ask help to the people they used to condemn
But they forget and don't forgive
And what they get they never give
But still I pray for their soul
They don't believe in words if it's not written on an old scroll
Why is every friend turning in foe
Is it going to be a tale of woe ?
I am fighting, raw claws againt swords
The nightingale hits with words .
Every secret I possess is a weapon and a shield
Truth, realities are a part of the forces I wield
You thought the hole in the sky was on top of the ladder
The Nightingale is higher, and will hit you harder.
She is gone, but I follow the girl yielding emerald
In the softness of her palm, she is our herald
She brings back hope when times are darkest
And when she's around everyone can afford rest
Even if I can't because thee is too much to do
Awake all night, thinking about what we went through
It feels like it's starting again
I know how it's going to end
With a lot of pain
And the walls painted in red
But still I hope and every dawn I see
Is another hope that I'll carry
Every day is another chance, another dance
But I can already feel the end of our romance
Where are you ?
I am losing my mental sanity
What are you going through ?
Are you in a castle, desert or city ?
Are you safe or endangered ?
I trust in you, the one who's never surrendered.
But every time I breath, I wonder if you're still living
Everytime I close my eyes, I see you leaving
How can I carry one without by my side ?
I said I could keep working alone, but I lied.
Where are you ? I am screaming in the rookery
I think about my past, the killing, the robbery
When it happened you used to hold me
Saying, 'It's okay Leli
I'm here, you won't have to hide who you are
Or even any tear or any scar'
But I am alone in the rookery, I raise my chin and scream
'Où est tu ? Je te cherche, ne me laisse pas, c'est un crime'
Where are you ? I am looking for you,don't leave me, it's a crime
'Reviens, mes larmes virent au sang, je le sens, tu me laisse
Come back, my tears are turning crimson,I feel it, you're leaving me
Je me sens comme un chien qui regrette sa laisse
I feel like a dog who misses his leash
Come back to me,with your breath who smells of mint
Come back to me, I know you didn't die, you didn't
Come back to me, with your deep blue eyes and eyes of gold
Come back to me, and let's live in Skyhold.
Aaaaaaaaye improvisation time. Spent a bit of time on this one, but I feel like it's not that bad for an improvisation in a foreign language. It's a poem about Leliana feeling emotionally conflicted without her lover, the Grey Warden. Used a bit( a hella lot actually) of inspiration from my own lover ( kissu kissu btw) as always, feel free to report any error, senseless things, or just to let me know what you think about it in the reviews, it's always a pleasure to read what you guys think about my work.
See you soon !
Cycian.
