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He can't live with this pain. It haunts his every moment. Awake or asleep, he feels her. She's everywhere. Her scent is in his favorite sweatshirt, which remains untouched at the back of his closet. Her smile is in the mismatched coffee mugs that he can't bear to throw away. Her laughter is tangled in the harmony of their song. But most importantly, her love is in his heart.
He can't live without his memories. Every day, it's getting harder to remember. She's gone. There are times when he can't remember how she felt in his arms. He can barely remember the caress of her whisper in the dark. He searches at night for the memory of her touch.
He aches to remember. But he takes great pains to forget. When people mention children, he desperately tries to forget the stories he saved for his grandkids. If a happy couple walks in front of him on the beach, he chases away the thoughts of their wedding night. At Tric, he fiercely avoids dancing lovers. He simply sits at the bar and drowns the pain.
She's with him sometimes, smiling at him from the couch as he scrambles his eggs or smirking at him from the bed while he dresses. She's distracting and comforting. He loves her presence. And he hates it.
He longs to tell her to leave, but he can't watch her go. He wants to be with Quinn, but he can't let go of Sara. She was his goof. He will love her until the day he dies, and hopefully long after.
She says she understands. She wants him to be happy. But he's only truly happy when she's still with him. When her scent is in his favorite sweatshirt at the back of the closet. When he can see her smile in the mismatched coffee mugs he can't bear to throw away. When he can hear her laughter in the harmony of their song. He's only truly comfortable when he feels her love in his heart.
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