Day one

Dear Alice,

I'm emailing you because it's the only way I know how to contact you. He told me once you had the same email address since it was invented. I hope you haven't changed it. He left me, Alice. You left me. It's been 36 hours and 47 minutes since he told me he didn't want me. Do you not want me Alice? You said you were my best friend. I guess that doesn't change anything. He said he loved me. But he left. I feel like there has been a huge hole ripped from my chest. I cant breath anymore. Is he with you? Why didn't you say good-bye Alice? Why did you leave me? Why did he leave me? Is there nothing I can do to get you back? Please Alice. Come back. I need you. I cant live this way. I'm dead on my feet Alice. Please I need you. I need him.

Love, Bella.

Day Two

Dear Alice,

Why haven't you emailed me back yet? Did you change your address? Why would you do that? Did you see that I would email you? It's been 52 hours and 19 minutes since he told me he didn't want me. Alice he said it would be like he never existed. But I see him everywhere. I cant watch T.V. or read a book or listen to music with out seeing him. I swear I even heard his voice. I had a nightmare last night. Charlie came in when I was screaming. He was there last night. In my dream. But I turned into a nightmare when he left. My room was cold. It was like something was missing. He was missing. Why cant I stop crying Alice? My eyes are red and they hurt. You would think by now I would have cried all the tears I could, but they just keep coming back. Please Alice. Come back. I need you. I cant live this way. I'm dead on my feet Alice. Please I need you. I need him.

Love, Bella.

Day Three

Dear Alice,

No emails. None. Where are you? My nightmares are getting worse Alice. I need my best friend. Why did you leave? Why? It's been 81 hours and 32 minutes since he told me he didn't want me. I keep crying. It still hurts. Charlie said his name today. The hole came back. I haven't stopped crying. I am trying to be normal for Charlie but how can I be normal when he isn't here? I cant keep doing this. Life has no meaning to me anymore. Please Alice. Come back. I need you. I cant live this way. I'm dead on my feet Alice. Please I need you. I need him.

Love, Bella.

Day Four

Dear Alice,

I went to school today. No body is talking to me. Except Angela. But she can see that I don't really want to talk about anything. Everything is about him. I see him everywhere. It's been 101 hours and 57 minutes since he told me he didn't want me. It's getting worse; the nightmares. When are you coming back? Why are you not emailing me back? Is he with you? Is he reading this? I love him. Why did he leave? Was it because I wanted to be what you are? Did he think by leave it would change my mind? Change my feelings? Never. Everyday gets worse. I would rather die than live with out him. I wish Sam had never found me in the woods. I would be dead. That would be better than this. Please Alice. Come back. I need you. I cant live this way. I'm dead on my feet Alice. Please I need you. I need him.

Love, Bella.

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