Welcome to my life! I'm Sophie Webster and I have a beautiful wife. We are both successful at our jobs. She is a lawyer, I'm an architect. We have an amazing house which was made by me. However, I'm not happy for a while. My wife and I didn't have sex for six months. She didn't even let me touch her.

I know she has a hard time because she had a miscarriage when she was four months pregnant. And I know it's hard for her. It's hard for me too. Not she's the one who lost the baby. I know she blames herself but it wasn't her fault. It just happened. I don't blame her for the miscarriage. I told her we could have another baby but still she keeps distance and it's so disturbing.

Everytime I want to comfort her she pushes me away. When she does that I feel so upset, sad and disappointed. I want to be there for her but it's difficult when she doesn't let me.

Now I'm out in a pub with my friend, Steve. I know him since my childhood. We are best friends. We're drinking beer and a couple shots of vodka. Usually I don't drink but now I let myself loosen up a bit.

Steve: What's up with Sian?

Sophie: We still hadn't had sex. She barely let me to kiss. We give each other little pecks but nothing else not even a passionate kiss. I mastubating everyday because I'm so horny.

Steve: You should talk to her.

Sophie: I don't want to bother her with things like this. It's hard time for her.

Steve: True. It's hard time for her but what about you? You lost the baby too and now you have wife who doesn't even wants to have sex with you. You have more problems than her.

Sophie: No, I let her elaborate the things.

Steve: Okay, you know. But I can help in an other way.

Sophie: How?

He gave me a slip of paper. I looked at it. There was a phone number on it.

Sophie: What's this?

Steve: It's the phone number of a pimp.

Sophie: A pimp? Why would I need it?

Steve: You said you horny and masturbating is for losers. Have yourself a good time with a prostitute.

Sophie: Are you crazy? I would never cheat on Sian especially not with a slut.

Steve: Okay. Anyway, I have to go home.

Sophie: Bye!

Steve went out from the pub.

I looked at phone number again. This is madness. I would never do that to Sian. I don't need a bitch. The fact that Sian is my wife is enough for me.

I stay in the pub and I drink three shots of vodka and I think I am a little bit drunk. Probably I should go home. I put the phone number in my pocket and walk home.

It's about midnight now but lights in the house are still on. Probably Sian is still up. I go into the house. Sian sits on the sofa when she hears I came home. I don't really can walk straight because I'm too drunk and she realizes it.

Sophie: Hi darling!

I try to kiss her on the cheek but she doesn't let me.

Sian: How much did you drink? You know I hate drunk people. Why do you do this?

Sophie: Why is it a problem? I was never ever drunk before. It's the first time and there won't be no more but I needed this now.

Sian: You say you need to be drunk? Are you stupid? Why would you need it? I'm the one who lost the baby.

Sophie: I lost him too! You're not the only one who feels awful about miscarriage. And even the top of it you don't want to have sex with me!

Sian: So it's all about the sex! You come totally drunk because I don't have sex with you. You don't even know how hard for me to get over on my miscarriage!I thought you would understand me!

Sophie: You know what? I have enough of you yelling at me!

I slam the door of the house and I go for a walk. I'm grateful that I can still walk.

Tears come down on my face. I didn't want this. I didn't want to have a fight with Sian. Fuck! Fuck my life! I think about her words and I realize that she is completely wrong. Maybe Steve was right and I need a fucking prostitue. I take out the phone number from my pocket and withouth a blink of thought I call the pimp. I order a bitch. He tells me where I have to go and tells me the prices. I don't care about prices. I just want to have a fuck great night!

I go to the place where I have to go. It's a kind of club. I go to the waitress and tell her why I'm here. She knows what I'm talking about and gives me the directions.

Sophie: Thanks!

I go in the directions. As I go the music becames more and more quiet. I find door. I knock on it and a really sexy woman opens it.

Maddie: Are you Sophie Webster?

I nod.

Maddie: Come in.

I go inside.

Sophie: What's you name?

Maddie: It's Maddie but we are not here to get to know each other.

She starts to undress me.

I'm really going to have sex with a prostitue.


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