Hi so here is my first fanfiction. All rights are reserved to Kiera Cass. Hope you like.
Chapter 1
Everyone's family went home early this morning after breakfast. May was not happy that she had to go home after living like a queen. I didn't want them to leave. It was nice having them here with me. I wish we had a little more time together before they had to go home.
Lucy comes out of my closet with a light velvet dress that is a halter dress. The back was half backless. I as my smart self-have just split hot chocolate on myself. My dress that I was wearing is now stained. "This one shall do." Lucy smiles at me.
"Thank you." I take the dress and carefully get into it. Of course it's the perfect fit. Lucy stands in front of me looking at me like I am going to win this. Lucy then goes back in my closet and pulls out a pair of matching heels. I quickly get them on and then head downstairs for lunch.
When I get there Marlee is sitting where we usually sit. I rush over to her smiling. Marlee smiles up at me. She seems to be really happy today.
"Hey." I say as I sit. Maxon isn't here yet but I would like to talk to him. I want to just be with him. Celeste is going on about how amazing the party was last night. I agree with her because it was amazing. The king and queen walk in say hello to us before sitting down. Then Maxon and Kriss walk in smiling and laughing. I feel hot and dizzy at the sight of them. They look in love. Maybe they are maybe I'm not the one.
Maxon sits next to Kriss and they talked the whole meal away. Then I tried to tug my ear. I don't think Maxon noticed so every few minutes I would tug my ear again. But then lunch was finished. I looked at Maxon straight in the eye and tugged on my ear. Maxon looked at me as he shook his head no. I felt my heart break a little bit. I then just walked off not knowing where I was going and for some reason I started crying. I don't know why though. Maxon could be busy with royal duties. He's a prince of course he's busy. I quickly pulled myself together before I headed back to my room. Anne was changing my bedding and singing a trending song.
I stayed in my room for about an hour until I decided to go the women's room. The queen absent at the present moment which makes me a bit worried. Maybe Maxon is busy with royal duties. I sit on a chair by the window. I had left my book down here a few days ago so now I could just open my book and read. I did like my book.
I read for about twenty minutes until Kriss came in, flushed. She went over to Natalie. Kriss starts talking "Last night Maxon and I went on the roof and stared at stars until neither one of us could keep our eyes open. We talked a lot last night about everything and nothing. We held hands the whole time too. He has such soft hands. He took photos of me too. Lots." Kriss sighed. "Then he took me to my room and kissed me on the cheek. This morning after everyone left I went into his room and we talked more. We sat in like a spoon thingy cuddle. It was just so sweet. I think he must be the kindest person I have ever met." Kriss turned towards me smirking. "Then after lunch today we walked through the gardens. I insisted of course. He never takes anyone out there." Kriss smiles. I want to vomit. He took Kriss to the garden. Our place.
I stood up rather quickly not knowing where to turn. I needed out of here. I went straight for the garden but then it was too painful. I then went up to my room crying the whole way. When I got there I fell to the floor. I don't know why I was feeling this way. Like my heart was being pulled out of my chest. I wobbled to my bed. My maids not in my room was nice.
I laid in my bed for a while just crying. My maids came in after I stopped crying. I told them I wasn't feeling well and wanted to have dinner in my room. Lucy went to go tell Silvia. Anne and Mary wondered off and started cleaning my room. I told my maids I was going for a shower.
Once in the shower I just stared blankly at the wall. I didn't get Maxon. What was up with this Kriss person now. I heard a commotion going on in the other room but the shower beating down on the tile I didn't hear anything that was being said though I just kept showering. I don't even think I washed myself. I just stood in the shower. Finally I got out, my skin wrinkled and gross. I found a house robe to get into. It's soft material hugged my skin. I tied the rope tightly as I walked into my room.
I looked up surprised to see Maxon here. Sitting on my bed. His suit still looking perfect. "That was a long shower." Maxon smooth voice remarked. I felt exposed standing in front of Maxon in just a house robe. I looked at my feet not knowing what to say or react to him being here. "I sent your maids away for the night. I think we need to talk." I nod closing my eyes. I would not cry. I will not cry. "Sit America. Please." Maxon whispers. I sit on the bed beside him still looking at my feet. Maxon puts his hand on my knee.
"America I can see us getting married and having a great life together. You have made me see the world differently. You made me see that my country needs my help. I know we could make that change happen but then last night I ran into Kriss after the party. We clicked. She's kind, sweet, funny and god she listens to me. I need to know if she could work because my father doesn't want you on the throne. I need to know that if we don't work out that I can be with someone else."
"I get that." I say weekly. "You should go all in with Kriss. Your father doesn't want me to win. He will not let me win." My voice sounds weak and pathetic.
"America." Maxon whispers. I look at him blinking back tears. He then cups my face. "I want you to be my wife. If I was just a five I would take you as my wife. But that's not our world. I need to have a backup plan. Kriss is that. You are plan A." Maxon whispers. "I also have to think what's right for my people too. I know you could make good change but you are very unpredictable. Kriss I know is right for them." I breath a deep breath and close my eyes.
"Maxon, if you would please leave now. I get you need to do what's right for other people, like your country. But I can't sit here and listen to you talk like that." A single tear comes running down my face. Maxon sees it his face turning sorrowful. "Please leave Maxon." I barely get out.
Maxon comes to hold my face in his hands. He tilts my head to look up at him. His hands are soft.
"Please don't cry America." He whispers. His voice is rough with emotion. "I cannot bare it." I then cry. Maxon's arms hold me tightly as soon as the tears fall. He moves us to my bed. He holds me close to his chest as we lay together. My chest and his chest pressed against one another. Maxon just plays with my hair and kisses where he can. When the tears have stopped fully I start to back away. Maxon for a second lets me back away. Then his hold tightens. His eyes drift down to my chest. His cheeks go red as he looks.
"America." His voice is rough. I look down and see that my robe has opened up. Like fully. My breast are out. Maxon looks at them. Then his hand starts to trace them. I sigh. I close my eyes and enjoy Maxon exploring. It's only for a minute until I don't feel his hand anymore. I open my eyes to see Maxon staring at other parts of me. I blush when he looks everywhere.
Maxon slowly looks up again, his eyes raw of emotion. He suddenly pulls me against him. He lets the robe fall off more. Then his lips are on my lips. Kissing me like no one has ever kissed me before. His lips are soft as they caress my mouth. Then I'm under Maxon. His hands hocking my legs around his body.
"Maxon, we need to stop." I say for the second his mouth is away from mine. I'm naked under him. Fully naked. So naked.
How did we end up here? He was just saying how he was going to date Kriss more. How I wasn't the best choice. Then I started to cry but then we ended here.
"America." Maxon voice is smooth. "I'm sorry. I went too far." I close my eyes not knowing what to say.
He stays on the bed. "All I can say is I am super naked and you aren't. Now you know me like no one else. My ex-boyfriend hasn't even seen me like this. He never even touched me like that." I close my eyes.
"America." Maxon whispers. "I'm sorry." He says. I gather my robe up to stand up.
"Maxon if you hadn't stopped kissing me I would have let you do anything you wanted. I was so in the moment. I enjoyed myself. I wanted you to touch me." I blush. "But not like that. Not to make me feel like you want me." I close my eyes. "And the worse part I haven't seen you naked and you've seen me. All of me." My eyes fall on Maxon sitting on my bed. He stands up and takes off his jacket. Then he starts on his shirt.
"Maxon what are you doing?" I start to put my robe on. Maxon looks grim as he looks at me. Then the door opens and in comes Anne. Her eyes are wide as she takes in the scene. My cheeks must be on fire right now because she knows exactly what went down.
"I'll just be on my way. Lady America you don't need anything so." She looks at Maxon. "Goodnight your majesty." Then she hurries out of the room. Maxon and I just stand there not knowing what to say or do. He does button up his shirt though.
"I should go to bed. It's late." Maxon says. I don't know what to say but I do know that he should go.
"I think tomorrow night we should go on a date." Maxon whispers. "I think it would be good for both of us to talk about our feelings. How about dinner we meet in the garden?" He asks. I close my eyes and nod. "Meet at the bench at six?" Maxon is in front of me now. His hot breath by my ear. "America, I want you to know that this won't happen again. I won't touch you again until we are married." He then kisses my cheek. I hear the door shut on his way out my heart beating like crazy. Tonight has been crazy. Hopefully tomorrow it will be more normal.
I find a huge t-shirt to wear and crawl into bed. My dears consist of Maxon and me. His lips on mine.
So that was my first chapter. How do you like it? Please review if you enjoyed it will make my day.
