iCare About Whats Best For 'You'

By: Jey

Sam's POV

I stand in front of the highly complicated tech cart. The same one Freddie uses for iCarly every week.

I'm trying to type but my fingers wont allow it.

Is it this hard to say goodbye.

I was running away. Even though the Shays practically give me a place to live, I couldn't take their hospitality. My mother died a few days ago when someone broke into our home and shot her. I was at the Shay's loft.

Earlier this month, I spilled to the whole world that Freddie never kissed anyone, and later I defended him like I always do. Later that night we kissed just to get our first kiss out of the way. Freddie and I started dating secretly a couple weeks after that.

Now the Washington Court System gave custody of me to Spencer. As much fun I knew it would be, I just couldn't live there.

So now I was typing this letter to Freddie.

It really pains me to do this. Yes me Sam.

"Dear Freddie, I..." I typed.

"Ughh I need some food!" I said.

I went through the door and downstairs to the kitchen.

Freddie's POV

I head up the elevator to the iCarly studio

Somehow it stopped at the second floor on the Shay's apartment, so I had to take the stairs from there.

I got to the door of the studio and saw Sam on my computer, she was typing something.

I saw that the computer was hooked up to the tv so I could see everything she was typing.

Dear Freddie,

I am typing to say goodbye. I'm leaving Seattle and never coming back.

Your the only one I'm saying goodbye too, but I can't say it too your face.

I'm sorry. I also wanted to say that I like you, more than a friend.

Don't look for me, cause you won't find me alive...

I couldn't see what she was going to write after that.

"Sam!" I said while walking in the room.

She turned around as shocked as can be.

"Freddie! What are you doing here?" she said.

"Well I was going to do somethings to the iCarly website till I saw what you wrote."

"How'd you," She turned around and saw that the monitor was on "Oh." she said.

"Why are you going to kill yourself?" I said.

"I'm tired of this shit called life. I've had it!"

"Sam, don't do it, I care about whats best for you and suicide isn't it."

"Then what is Freddie! Tell me!"

I got closer to her.

"Me." I said.

I pressed my lips onto hers. I could tell she was shocked, but she quickly got over it. She started kissing back, then after a couple minutes we stopped for air.

"Wow." she said.

"Sam, please don't do it."

"Freddie, a kiss can't just change my mind, just confuse it even more."

"Just know that things can change, It may not always be this way."

"Thanks Freddie."


5 YEARS LATER

"Freddie, do you take this woman to be you lawfully wedded wife?" the pastor said.

"I do." I said.

"I now prononuce you man and wife. You may kiss the bride."

I leanead and gave my beautiful bride a kiss.

When I pulled away I looked at her. She was smiling and looked more beautiful then she ever was.

Our audience walked out so I had a few moments alone with her.

"See Sam? Things do change." I said.

"I know, Thanks Benson." she said.

"Your welcome Benson."

She giggled. Then we went down the asile to exit the church.

When we exited I saw everybody that helped Sam come through her whole suicide stage. There was Carly and Spencer, even Gibby helped but he was probably terrified fo his life.

We got to the limo and got inside.

I looked at Sam.

Not long ago there was terrible things in her life. But looking at her now, you would never be able to tell her life was that bad.

Just beacause I told her that I cared.


I needed a break from my other story and found this in an old document. I wasn't planning on having Sam be suicidal, but my friends best friend committed suicide and gave me something to write.

R&R -Jey