He watched her intently, as she wrote away on her parchment, her teeth biting her full, lower lip in and her face moulded in concentration. It was a similar expression she wore while playing quidditch, he noticed. He knew all about her, from her most kept secret to her favourite colour- yes;Ginny Weasley had quite an admirer. Except, he didn't feel like just an admirer; that word was just an adulterated and mild term one could use to describe how he felt about Ginny. He was intrigued by her, even though he knew everything about her she still managed to surprise him. She was something made of such light, that he felt unworthy to even look at her; as if he would be blinded just by looking at her ,thinking about her like the way he does. To him, she was his beam of light in his lonely darkness, when he was around her he felt as if everything made sense and that anything was possible, even for him; a marked man since before he was born. But when he left her, He felt the overwhelming darkness consume him again. And everything that used to make sense in her presence has gone, leaving wisps of self loathing and self doubt. that's why he never came any closer to her. He felt like two people. The indifferent Harry, who only seemed to care about Ron and Hermione and saving everyone in the nick of time, and the other Harry. The one who disappeared from the thinly veiled arguments of his best friends and searches high and low for his light. He loves watching her. Even before he noticed his attraction to her, his eyes some how always caught the different colours of red in her long, shiny hair. Oh how his hands longed to run through it! How his lips ached to capture her full, plump bottom lip, and kiss it till it became swollen. mustn't ,he shouldn't! He can't ,because he was a marked man. Because she didn't like him anymore. Because she's moved on and has a boyfriend; Dean Thomas. That's why Harry watches her, knows everything about her and still doesn't dare move from his familiar space in the shadows under the safety of his invisibility cloak, hiding the other, unknown Harry from everyone.
One word Harry might use to describe his feelings for Ginny is obsessed...
