AN/ this is my first fanfic. i've loved the website for weeks when i noticed someone mention it on twitter. iv'e been reading stories religiously ever since. so much that stories popped into my head. so here goes. let me know what you think. i will update as soon as possible and i will be making the chapters longer as i get into the groove of writing. i've never been one to write my own stories. i'm much more of a reader but i thought i'd give it a shot.. so without further adeau..
(RPOV)
Go to sleep Rose. Go to sleep. Come on you've got school in less than 5 hours. Your going to have dark circles under your eyes.
Oh who am I kidding, I've been covering up dark circles since forever.
Why do I have to stay up all night thinking about what things would be like if he liked me.. No not if he liked me, if he Loved me.
IF we were married with 2 kids, 2 beautiful kids with my eyes and his curly hair and dimples that left craters in your heart when they smiled.
IF we lived in a 2 story house with 5 bedrooms, 3 bathrooms, a large back and front yard and a pool. If we had a yellow Labrador that the kids would name.
IF we were the happiest people on earth with no problems whatsoever.
Fat chance Rosalie, that is way too many "If's" in that dream. Emmett McCarty does not love you the way you love him.
Then why do I want him? That's easy, because I can't have him.
I'm Rosalie Freaking Hale, easily the prettiest girl in school.
I have guys asking me out left and right but I turn them down because it's never the person I want to ask me out… It's never Emmett asking to take me to dinner.
Why doesn't he love me? Because he's been my best friend since we were in our mother's wombs.
We've lived next door to each other since we were 5 and he'll never see me like that. Not when he's seen me go through my awkward teenage stage and made fun of me everyday that I was going through it.
Maybe I'll text him and see if he's awake. Maybe he's up all night thinking of me too.. Maybe.. Probably not.
Hey Loser, you awake?-R
Tell me why I'm the loser but you're the one texting me at 1 a.m.? and No, I'm asleep!- E
You're the loser because I said you are. And if you're asleep then why is your light on?-R
I looked over to his window and saw him smile through the curtains and flip me the bird then turn off his light.
My light is not on, maybe your staring into the wrong window- E
You wish I was staring into your window.. And flipping me the bird? CLASSY! Night -R
Ha-ha you know you love me.. Night -E
I do lov .. what am I thinking? I was seriously going to text him that I love him.. Now it's definitely time to go to sleep.
6:00 a.m.
I flip over and turn off my annoying alarm clock and turn on my Ipod and head over to my bathroom.
Looking in the mirror, I know I definitely need sleep enhancers from now on.. These dark circles are not the business.
While I get in the shower and contemplate what to wear, I realize just how tired I am.. I got shampoo in my eye. GREAT. Thank god for clear eyes.
After drying my hair and curling the ends, I admire my golden locks and turn to my make-up. I really don't need much as I am naturally gorgeous but I absolutely need concealer for my dark circles.
Once I'm finished I decide to wear a purple ED HARDY shirt and matching sweater with blue dark denim skinny jeans and some white flats.
No heels today.. It's raining and I will not risk Emmett splashing water on them and ruining them forever. Even with promises of replacing them.
After heading down stairs and eating a bowl of Special K cereal I headed next door knowing my parents were already at work.
The McCarty's always had an open door policy when it came to me and my family. Why shouldn't they? Our parents have known each other since they were kids and we had the same policy for them. Each person in each family had their own set of keys to both houses.
I let myself in their house and walked in the kitchen to say hi to my (hopefully) future in-laws.
"Hi Esme, Hi Carisle" I said while sitting at the table waiting for the burly bear looking god to come downstairs.
"Good morning Honey" they both replied at the same time. I laughed as they noticed and kissed. I loved how both sets of parents were meant to be together forever. It gave me hope that Emmett and I will end up like that someday.
"Rose sweetie, would you like some eggs as well?" Esme asked while Carisle sat next to me after kissing me on the head.
"No thanks Esme, I've already had cereal this morning, but thank you"
"Rose, you do know that cereal isn't a proper breakfast don't you? You should really eat something better not something that will have you hungry in an hour" she replied while giving me a knowing glance.
"I know, but I'm trying to watch my figure, I promise tomorrow that I will eat something better" I stated while hoping she noticed the silent "yes mom" in my eyes.
"Yea mom, she doesn't want to get fat.. She's watching her figure although I don't know where it's going" says Emmett while stomping down the stairs in a white Polo and Khaki pants with a jacket draped over his arm.
"Thanks Jerk" I said while sticking my foot out to trip him.
He laughed and stepped over it while taking his plate from his mother.
"You kids be careful on your way to and from school, I've got to go and Esme don't forget we are meeting Josie and Max for lunch at 12" Carisle said while kissing his wife on the lips, kissing me on the head, and hitting Emmett for jamming his entire plate in his mouth.
"I won't, I never do!" Esme yelled after him
Josie and Max were my parents and they meet at least once a week for lunch even though they see each other every day after work.
"Ugh, use a fork much?" I asked Emmett knowing he never did when he was in a rush.
"Nope" he popped the P and egg came out of his mouth.
"Gross, let's go.. wouldn't want you to miss your morning make out session with Tanya before class" I said realizing he hated it when I threw out his "bidness" as he put it.
"EMMETT MCCARTY, you'd better not be making out with anyone before class" Esme scolded him while he was getting his backpack.
"I'm not mom, she's lying I swear. Geez you DID raise a gentleman, I at least wait for lunch or after school before I suck face with anyone" he stated proudly before ducking when she tried to swat him.
"Leave now before you get in more trouble mister" she stated while pushing him out the door. And seeing as how he grabbed my hand to make a run for it, she was pushing me too.
As we walked to his jeep, he looked over at me and glared, "That wasn't funny"
"I thought it was pretty funny actually" I stated while trying to hide my smile.
"It was kinda I guess" he said as we drove to school.
R&R: let me know if i should keep going or not. if not, i will delete the story and stick to reading. i have a lot of drama, and events planned i just want to build the storyline up first before rushing into it.
