A/N: Hey there! [: So, after a short break, I finally decided. It's time to rewrite my lost chapters. Yay! At first, I just want to say thank you for your awesome reviews, you guys are amazing! Rereading the comments, I decided to start with A Brother for a Brother. It's a bit shorter than Frozen Hours and I couldn't abandon it.
I really hope the rewritten version will be better, because I spent a lot of time with writing. I know it's full of errors, but please don't read if you don't like. [; The new version was given a new title, Perfect Tool. I've got millions of ideas, I hope I can accomplish them.
Rated T for violence and language.
Since I do not speak English fluently, if I make mistakes let me know.
Enjoy! [:
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I don't know what happened, how it happened or why it happened. It just happened and gave birth to a worst-case scenario. This shouldn't have supposed to happen. No. And yet it happened. I'm an idiot, a fucking idiot. I didn't think I didn't use my mind, maybe because I do not have any. I rushed into the wall with my eyes closed... and even broke through. I'm on the other side, the side where I don't want to be. Because this side is the worst and not because I caused myself pain. Oh, no, not in the least.
Ironic. It's just fucking ironic, almost makes me laugh. I am the hot-headed brother who constantly seeks for trouble and yet my older brother is the one who bears the whack of a whip, while striving to pull me out of mess. But this time I crossed the border. I've put at risk… not myself, but him. It all started as an average patrol night, I carried a lot of anger on my shoulders. The gloomy night took a horrible turn with the arrival of the heavy rain, a turn, that I thought would never occur. I was wrong.
Leonardo knows. He found out. He knows. I am the Nightwatcher and Leonardo knows it. I think he always suspected that it was me, but never mentioned in order to protect me. I'll never understand him. The idiot bastard. He had just stepped into our home, but he already began to give us instructions, we gotta jump as he commanded. But nobody can give me orders, not even my dear leader. I wasn't angry because he gave us orders, but because he had been gone and we thought he would never coming back. But he came back and I knew I was able to kill him for the damages he caused to the family.
I just wanted to get some fresh air, nothing else. Just a breath of the clean air, the sounds of the city, the armor, the heroic deeds of the Nightwatcher. But I didn't expect that Leo would follow me. He chased me across half of the city, and then we fought. I left my helmet so he could see my face. I clearly remember his voice, the appearing momentary flash in his eyes. He was surprised, but it was a different kind of shock. As if he was hoping that he was wrong and the armor was hiding someone else, not me. He seemed disappointed. So he's already known it. Then we fought, we yelled at each other. We said things we didn't mean to say, but we insulted the other with them. Finally, the last hint of patience disappeared too. I couldn't take it anymore. I pulled my weapons out, and another, serious fight broke out between us. This fight was not like the others, this was a life and death battle. I don't remember the movements, only the huge anger that blinded me and burned my body so much that I couldn't feel the raindrops falling on me.
Then… I don't know how, but I won. I defeated Leonardo. I beat the fearless, courageous and skilled leader. I won. But… it was not a real victory. When my fury began to be soothed, my heart suddenly leapt in my chest, the mist in my brain dispelled. I stood above my brother, whose eyes drilled a hole in my armor, glittered with disappointment, sprinkled with a hint of fear. He panted wearily… and then I noticed that my Sai missed his left eyeball only with millimeters. Few millimeters. My legs trembled, my breathing slowed and finally stopped. I thought I would throw up. I… I just… no… I… I stood there incredulously, speechless, my eyes opened wide in the meantime. I wanted to speak, but my throat was dry. The raindrops blunted my hearing. I killed… I nearly killed him… my own brother. A few millimeters and… no… I didn't even want to think about this. I turned my head; I didn't dare to look at him again. I wanted to run, scream, scold myself for my actions. I wasn't able to face my brother, but I still felt his irises on me. I'm a monster… my anger… my anger is a poison that slowly kills my family members, and then kill me too. Now I know how much power it has.
I shook my head; I couldn't control my body, my breathing. I wanted to run as far away as possible from here, but something happened that prevented this. I suddenly felt nausea and malaise. The rage? Is it ready to kill me? I clearly remember my weapons falling out of my shaking hands and landing with a loud crash. My eyesight is deteriorating, but the rain has almost stopped. I hear my irregular heartbeat, I feel something squeezing my lungs. I don't know where I am anymore. My dead weight hits the ground, but my limbs have become numb so I don't perceive it. Some kind of unbearable feeling starts to grow in my throat, my head is aching so much, I'm afraid that it may burst at any moment. I try to look around, but the darkness spreads over my vision, I only see blobs. I want to speak, but I am only able to moan. I do not know what's going on here, but I've got a really bad feeling. Am I still in my body? Or is it just the armor being so heavy? I have no idea. I'm looking for Leo with my gaze. I manage to notice something green figure lying on the ground… this green shape is surrounded by dark figures that lift it from the concrete. The wind catches its blue mask. It's Leo.
The sudden remark pumps strength into me, but I can't utilize it, they grab me too. I try to struggle, but this strength runs out of my body fast. Someone towers over me… a man. I blink in order to identify him. I fail. But there's something I didn't miss. That disgusting, wide mordant smile on his face. I remember, I remember everything before I lost consciousness. As a film, it is playing in my head constantly.
But these are just the preliminaries. So it was that I'm in a dirty cell in front of me Leonardo, who is suffering... suffering because of my actions... for my bad decision which he has nothing to do with it. They're going to kill him... that man is going to kill him in order to take revenge on me... and I can't do anything just to watch and scream at the top of my lungs.
A/N: Well...? *nervous* What do you think? Want me to continue? [:
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~ GirlInASuit
