If I let you go

Would you come crawling back?

I don't want to watch you suffer in the hands of me.

If I let you go

Would I break our pact?

I don't wish to break our bond; is that how it must be?

I want to be here everyday accompanied by you,

But if you are unhappy, that's something I cannot do.

I don't want to force misery upon the one

That held me in his arms when no one else was to come.

Do you want to go;

Leave this all behind us?

From every shard of pain, to every spark of joy?

Do you want to go

And shatter all my trust?

Because once in your life, it is up to YOU. You're not my little toy.

Were all the moments that we shared only in a dream?

Were you meant to, all this time, tear me seam from seam?

Was this life that we lived just a slash to the wrist?

Or are we in a new life, sharing eternal bliss?

If I let you go,

Are you gonna stay?

Because I still really, truely need you here with me.

If I let you go,

Will you run away?

Do you know what indeed, what I see of thee?