A/N: Suzalulu, in a sort. I thought of this and I liked the idea. NOTE: Sakuradite is NOT in this story. Yes, I know that it was in the R1 ending but it's not here. Note also that It isn't that the Geass on Suzaku (when he was commanded to live) isn't gone, but it's power goes out. Well doesn't go out, it just isn't as strong, so he can actually go against the Geass.

Title: In The End

Summary: What if Suzaku really did shoot Lelouch that night?

WARNINGS: Suzalulu (mentioned), character death, and suicide, and sadness.

NOTE: AGAIN, THERE IS NO SAKURADITE, AND THE GEASS ISN'T AS STRONG. SPOILERS FOR R1 ENDING!

Italics emphasize, These are Suzaku's thoughts, These are Lelouch's thoughts.

Never did Suzaku actually expect it to be Lelouch. He didn't want to believe it, he didn't think Lelouch would do such a thing. But here they were, mask split into two pieces on the ground, Lelouch in his Zero uniform, and Suzaku pointing a gun at him.

"I can't believe you, Lelouch. How could you?!" Suzaku yelled. "You don't know anything, Suzaku." Lelouch stated. "I do! I know about your Geass! I know what you did to the world! I know what you did to Euphemia!" Suzaku yelled, furiously.

"Euphemia murdered many innocent Japanese people. I couldn't keep her alive, she'd just kill more people, Suzaku." Lelouch stated. "AND WHO'S FAULT IS THAT TO BEGIN WITH?!" Suzaku spat back at him. "Suzaku-" "SHUT UP!" Suzaku yelled. "I know you used your Geass on her! You made her do that!" Suzaku yelled. "I didn't intentionally, Suzaku." Lelouch said.

"It doesn't matter! Do you have any idea how many people you've murdered, how much you've destroyed, and how much you've affected people with your Geass?!" Suzaku yelled. "Your a hypocrite." Lelouch replied. "How so?!" Suzaku yelled back.

"You killed your own father, did you not? Euphemia was my sister, and I killed her to stop her from killing off all of your people. You can't tell me not to do this when you've killed your own father. You have shed blood before, and you can't ever take that back, Suzaku." Lelouch said.

"SHUT UP! You don't even know how much Euphie meant to all of us!" Suzaku yelled. "All you did in the end was betray the entire world, as it betrayed you! I won't let your dream be realized, whatever dream that is you have! You don't deserve to live at all! You need to disappear, and I will be the one to make it happen!" Suzaku spat out. Lelouch's eyes widened, just staring at Suzaku. Stop hurting me...

"You know what, Lelouch?! I won't hesitate one bit to shoot you, and I WILL FEEL NO REGRET AFTERWORDS!" Suzaku yelled. This was anger guiding Suzaku. Suzaku deep down didn't want to kill Lelouch, but right now, he was too angry to realize or listen to that part of him.

"Now, to dispose of you!" Suzaku yelled, pulling the trigger. No not once, but multiple times. Firing at Lelouch time after time, surely he was now dead. Suzaku was breathing heavily, and his anger level was low. Suzaku was angry enough he didn't even realize what he did, or why he did it, or why he said the things he did.

Suzaku walked over to Lelouch, who's body was completely lifeless, lying in his own blood, and his clothes bloodstained. Suzaku just continued to stare down.

Suzaku looked at Lelouch, and he looked so peaceful. So peaceful it hurt. So much. Suzaku still didn't know what to do, or think. He collapsed next to Lelouch, crying.

Suzaku continued to look at his friend, deep in thought. This means now...I won't see Lelouch anymore. He won't be here to hang out with me everyday, he won't be here to go to the Student Council Room with me anymore, he won't be here...He won't be here to show me that beautiful smile of his that always brightens my day, he won't be here for me to see his beautiful violet eyes anymore, he won't be here for me to call him Lulu anymore, he won't be here for me to look forward to seeing him everyday, because he won't be there, he won't be here for me to finally tell him I love him. And...it's all my fault.

Suzaku looked down, crying his heart out. "Lelouch..." He grabbed onto Lelouch's hand, which was now cold. "Lelouch, no..." Suzaku said. He looked back up at Lelouch, and it hurt. So so so much. He won't be here anymore. "Lelouch, come back!" Suzaku yelled. "Lelouch, say something! WAKE UP!" Suzaku shouted, shaking him, nothing happening. "Lelouch, get up...we can still go to the student council room together, and still be best friends, just wake up..." Suzaku said, as if something would happen.

"Please, wake up..." Suzaku began. "Lelouch, there's still so many things we can do together...so please, wake up...There's so much we can do...And so many things I have to say, so please, Lelouch, please open your eyes. Please come back!" Suzaku cried out. But he knew he wasn't coming back. He knew he couldn't bring him back. He knew he couldn't undo what he did to Lelouch.

"I didn't even get to tell you I love you! Come back, so I can tell you, and I can hear your response, and I can see your beautiful smile again...I'm so sorry Lelouch..." Suzaku said. There was a heavy pain in his chest, and he could hardly take it.

Suzaku stood up, his face tearstained. He walked to Kallen who was also crying, and he gave her the gun. "What is this for?" Kallen asked. "Kallen, I need you to kill me." Suzaku said. "I cannot do that to you.." Kallen said. "Please, Kallen! It's the only way I can be with Lelouch again!" Suzaku cried out, desperately. "I may not like you, but I can't kill you! No! I won't do it!" Kallen exclaimed.

Suzaku took the gun back from Kallen, and walked back over to Lelouch. "Suzaku, you need to stay here." Kallen said, thinking he gave it up, since she wouldn't kill him. "Kallen..." Suzaku began. "I did this. And so, I need to atone for it." Suzaku said. "That doesn't mean you need to be killed off!" Kallen exclaimed. "But most of all, Kallen..." Suzaku began. "I need to be with Lelouch again. I love him. So much. And I can't bear the fact I will never see him again." Suzaku said. And with that, Suzaku slowly raised the gun, putting it to his head. "Suzaku!" Kallen exclaimed. Suzaku just stayed still. His finger began pulling the trigger. I'll be with you soon, Lelouch, wait for me... "NO! SUZAKU, WAIT!"

But she was too late. All that remained were two the two peaceful, lifeless bodies of Lelouch Lamperouge and Suzaku Kururugi.

A/N: IT'S DONE. I usually don't cry writing fanfiction, but I cried during this one. Do you guys want more? Funeral? Suzaku and Lelouch reunited? Or both? I hope you liked it, and please R&R! I really want your input on this one and I want to know if you want more! So please, R&R! Thank you so much!

-Maddie