I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
"oh my god, my head is killing me" he said trying to bring his hand up to rub his temple, panic spread like wild fire as the realisation that he couldn't move ran over him. He flung open his eyes and quickly screwed them shut again as the bright white light burned deep into his head.
What the hell was happening?, why am I lying here?, why can't I move?
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
He gritted his teeth and dug deep for all the strength he had to open his eyes, he needed to open his eyes right now, if he saw her face once more he was going to be sick, it cant be ture, he wouldn't let it be true.
"I need to get out of here" he screamed trying in vain to push himself up off the floor "HELP...HELP..." he screamed
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
"HELP...HELP..." he continued to screamed as people ran pass him to a body lying just feet away from him and pool of red liquid surrounding the body, he slowly moved his eyes up the body, along the long black legs, pale blue back and up to the brown golden streaked hair that fan out on the floor behind the lifeless form of his partner. He screwed his eyes shut again trying to block the image out
Slowly
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
His chest suddenly felt like a ten ton brick had been sat on him, his breath was caught in his tough
"NO...NO..." he whispered to himself as he remembered the first conversation they had ever had, and how they had clicked and he had never wanted to leave her side from that moment on. His whole life had changed when she walked in to the 1-6
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
He felt a force pulling him up, but he had to fight it, if she was no longer there with him then he had nothing to life for, he loved his kids but she was his life without her who would keep him in line when his anger got the better of him who would be there to hold him when he needed a loving arm.
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
The force on his arm got tighter and started to shake him
"Elliot...Elliot..." a soft tender voice came to his ears, he knew that voice, it was her voice...but...
Slowly he opened his eyes again, her beautiful face came into focus inches from his own
"Hey baby" she smiled at him looked deep into her eyes
"Olivia" he breathed wrapping his arms around her and pulling her close
"I thought you were..." he began as tears began to form in his eyes, Olivia could feel the emotion building in his arms and heard the crack in his voice as he spoke
"It's ok baby, it was just a dream" Olivia said planting a tender kiss his lips and laying her head back down on his chest
