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Chapter 1: Please!


The seniors at Ouran Academy were on a tour in France. That means no Kyouya or Tamaki for 10 days in the host club, which also, by the way, means Haruhi was at the mercy of the twins.

She sighed as she opened the door to the music room. She was half-expecting to see Kouya sitting on the couch with his laptop. Disappointment filled her when she spotted the empty couch.

She missed him already even though it only had been 3 days since he left.

They got into this crazy secret relationship after the Ouran Fair, almost a year ago. Nobody knew about them being together except their respective families.

Of course, there were times that they got mad & started yelling to each other. There were also several times they wanted to break up & only to realize it was such a stupid idea. Then the times they completely forgot about hiding & almost caught kissing by the others in the music room. But the things they'd gone through had deepened their love & faith.

During one of her visits at Kyouya's house, he told her something which made telling the host club about them a disaster. Kyouya stated that she was either oblivious or preferred to not notice.

'What are you talking about, Kyouya?' she asked confusedly.

He chuckled & mumbled something like, 'so she really is oblivious.'

'What?' she demanded.

'You know what, Ms. Fujioka? You don't seem to see yourself clearly. You don't know what effect you have on people including me & especially the 3 idiots who happened to be in the host club,' he said.

'Uh huh?' She honestly didn't know what he was talking about.

He sighed exasperatedly & rolled his eyes. 'For a scholar student, Haruhi, you seem so dumb sometimes.'

'Thanks,' she muttered; folding her arms across her chest.

'Okay, listen carefully. For example,' he stood from the chair across where Haruhi was seated. He moved to sat down beside her & put his arms around her waist.

'Some people would kill just to have this proximity to you. & I'm considering myself very lucky to do this without getting a punched or kicked from you,' he laughed softly.

'You're overstating things. Who would kill just to hug me & why would I punched you if you do that?' She snuggled up to him more closely.

'No, I'm not overstating things. I'll leave it to you to figure out who I meant & please don't that, you're distracting me.' He loosened his grasped around her. She pouted so cutely & clung to him more.

'No, I'm not letting you go,' she mumbled.

Kyouya closed his eyes & pinched the bridge of his nose as he tried to retain his self-control which was very easy to lose around Haruhi.

She leaned her head on his shoulder & thought about what Kyouya had said about 3 people dying to be with her.

Mori-senpai? Nah...He doesn't need another person to look after.

Hunny-senpai? He loves his cakes more than anything, so he's out of the list.

The twins? Hmm, they're a bit odd but I know they're just plain devils.

Tamaki-senpai? He's just an idiot who likes to play so much...so now, who's the 3 idiot?

She was thinking so much she groaned in frustration.

'What is it?' asked Kyouya.

'You're giving me a headache! Why can't you just tell me who they are?' She pulled away & gave him a frown.

He chuckled at her expression. He thought it didn't matter to her.

'It's not in my position to tell you that, Haruhi. Beside, I'd like to them suffer & struggle one by one then gets a head-on rejection.' He emitted some kind of cold demon aura, Haruhi leaned away from him.

He looked at her expectantly.

'W-what?' Haruhi stammered.

'You'll reject them, won't you?' He asked; dead serious.

'Look, I'm not sure whoever you're talking about but I clearly stated myself a year ago that the only one I love is Ootori Kyouya, remember?' she cupped his cheek & looked into his eyes.

He touched her hand on his cheek & leaned onto it. He whispered, 'I was afraid I'm having too much confidence in myself. I might suffer a heart attack if you, by any chance, accept one of them.'

Haruhi laughed. 'Kyouya? You? Have too much confidence? I think having too much confidence in yourself is just like a normal dosage of vitamins in your system.'

He allowed himself to smile, 'In that case, we'll have to find the right time & right place to tell them, okay?'

As much as it troubled Haruhi, they would really have to wait to tell them.

'Yeah,' she agreed.

They cuddled on the couch & talked about random things when Kyouya's phone rang & they were forced to call it a day.

He sent her home with Tachibana.


'Ha~ru~hi~' the twin popped inside the music room.

'Hey there,' she greeted them briefly then went back to focus on her book.

'Uhm, what exactly are you doing, Haruhi?' Hikaru asked.

'Are you blind?' she said; a little irritated. 'I'm reading my book.'

'Is that the new way reading a book? Turning it upside down?' Kaoru laughed.

Haruhi blushed. She must have been pulled out the book out of habit but her mind wandered off to Kyouya.

'S-sorry, I was thinking about something.' She sighed & put her book back in her bag.

'And what something is that?' the twin said in perfect unison.

She shook her head, 'nothing much.'

'Nothing much? Yet you're spacing out a lot. We noticed in the class earlier,' Hikaru commented & Kaoru nodded in agreement.

'Mind your own business,' she muttered.

'Well, you're our business!' they declared.

'Please go away; I'm not in the mood to play around with you guys.' She kept her voice low even though she's at the verge of losing control. Not having Kyouya around made her edgy & snappy.

'What? Is it PMS?' Hikaru snickered.

There was a pinging sound in Haruhi's ears & she burst into her demon state, 'SHUT UP!' She stood up; her chair tumbled back with a loud clatter. She towered over them with the windows of death peeking from her eyes.

'Leave me alone or you better write your last testament today!' With that, she picked her bag & turned to leave just as Kaoru's phone rang.

Haruhi reached the door when she heard Kaoru said, 'Ah, Kyouya-senpai, how's France?'

She stopped dead at her tracks, hand lingered on the doorknob.

Kaoru continued to talk to Kyouya while Hikaru noted that she didn't leave the room.

'What is it, Haruhi? Did you change your mind? Are you willing to play with us today?' Hikaru assumed.

She stood still, wondering why Kyouya didn't call her instead.

'Haruhi, did you do something to make the shadow king irritated?' Kaoru covered the phone as he spoke.

'He was gone a few days ago, if you happened to forgot, so what could I possibly done something to someone abroad?'

Kaoru shrugged & held out the phone, 'he wants to talk to you.'

'Oh.'

She walked back to them clumsily, reached the phone & went back hurriedly by the door.

'Kyouya-s-senpai, what is it?' she almost whispered. She eyed the twin & they were intently watching her so she turned her back to them.

I tried to reach your phone for like a hundredth time but you just won't answer, his voice was annoyed.

'Eh?'

Then it hit her that she left it at home, on her futon. She smacked her forehead.

'Sorry, I forgot my phone at home.'

He sighed, just as I thought. You do know that it's a bit risky talking to you through Kaoru's phone, right?

'Yeah, sorry.'

"Are you alright? Your voice seems a little off,' he inquired.

'Uh, yeah. I just...I-' she glanced back & the twin grinned at her.

What? Did the twin do something to you?"

'No, just the usual evilness but I'm fine.' She lowered her voice, 'I-I miss you.'

She heard him chuckled, I miss you too, Haruhi. One more week & it's over. Don't forget your phone tomorrow, okay? I love you!'

'Okay, bye! I lo-' she bit her tongue, she almost say 'I love you too' in the presence of the two devils.

'Not very wise to say, Haruhi.' He laughed once & hung up the phone.

She peeled Kaoru's phone from her ear & handed it back in a daze.

'What did Kyouya-senpai tell you?' Kaoru asked.

'Uh,' Shit... she hadn't thought about some excuse. 'Uhm, it's about my debt.'

She turned away & rushed outside before they could open their mouths to ask her yet another question leaving the two staring at each other in confusion.

'Is there anything Kyouya-senpai said to make her blush that red?' Kaoru asked his twin brother.

Hikaru didn't answer; he thought something weird about Haruhi & hoped he was wrong.


Time flew quickly, only one day left & the seniors would be home. Haruhi was so eager to see her boyfriend again.

Someone opened the door to the music room.

'Hikaru?'

Hikaru was startled. He jerked his head to Haruhi's voice.

She was about to enter the storage room where they kept the costumes & other dry goods for the club's activity.

'Haruhi, what are you doing? What's that?' He pointed to what Haruhi was struggling to steady in her arms.

'It was the last costumes we wore. Urgh...I found it on the other room, scattered like it had been crossed by a tornado.' Sighing as she strained to the weight of the costumes.

'Let me get that,' Hikaru picked up some & the load significantly lowered.

They put the clothes back together.

'Thanks!' Haruhi smiled at him.

They stood in awkward silence for a while.

'Where's Kaoru?' Haruhi asked; walking towards the door.

'He went home already,' he answered in a quiet voice as he barred Haruhi from walking past him.

'What are you-?' She was startled to see Hikaru's expression.

'I want to talk to you, Haruhi.' He said in the same deadly tone of his voice.

'S-sure...' she backed away a little when Hikaru advanced on her.

'Haruhi, what did Kyouya-senpai tell you when he called a few days ago?' he asked.

'I already told you, it was about my debt.'

'Then why were you blushing furiously when you left?'

'Did it even matter? He said something embarrassing about me, that's all!' She shrugged; lying became easier since she dated Kyouya.

Hikaru was still on-going with her interrogation, 'Haruhi, answer me truthfully, are you going out with Kyouya-senpai?'

Her heart sank & her stomach floated. She managed a nervous laugh to hide the fact that she was surprised & scared out of her wits.

'Don't be silly, Hikaru. How could I d-date our Shadow King?' She stuttered. Hikaru kept on advancing on her until she had her back pressed against the wall. The distance between them was uncomfortable close.

'Do you think Kyouya-senpai would get any merit from going out with me? And do you actually think he would date someone like me in the first place? Are you out of your mind?' She blabbered on, waiting for a chance to escape.

Hikaru sighed, 'Maybe I am. I just couldn't bear the idea of you dating him...or anyone else.'

'What are you saying?' she whispered.

Hikaru slammed his right fist on the wall beside Haruhi's head which made her wince. He grimaced in frustration & anger.

'Damn it, Haruhi! Can you drop your ignorance for just 1 minute?' He snapped. 'Don't you see it? Are you blind or something?' He took a breath & looked seriously into her eyes, 'I'm in love with you, Haruhi!'

She then remembered the conversation she had with Kyouya, about some people in the club being in love with her. Realization hit her hard & felt guilty for being too naive.

She didn't know how to reject him but she didn't want to make his hopes high too.

'H-Hikaru, you're my best friend, I love you but not in the same level as you love me. I'm sorry,' she bit her lower lip & waited for him to respond.

Hikaru chuckled darkly, 'you sure know how to break a heart mercilessly. I wonder what that money-monster Kyouya said to you to make you go out with him.'

Haruhi snapped her head up to look at him. She couldn't believe what she just heard from Hikaru's mouth.

'Don't talk about him like that, Hikaru!' Her anger rang in every word she spouted.

'So now you're defending him?' He yelled back.

'You do not have the right to judge him, you don't know him!' She was so mad her hands trembled & adrenalin made her heart beat faster.

'And do you? Do you know him, Haruhi? Heck! You don't him better the rest of us!' he laughed bitterly. He reminded her that they were schoolmates for years & their families were tied to each other.

Haruhi opened her mouth to protest but Hikaru beat her to it.

'Don't be fool, Haruhi! Knowing him, he sure has a way of benefiting from dating you & once his business is over, he'll dump you like a worn-out chew toy.'

Every word was like an acid to Haruhi, burning painful marks on her.

She wanted to tell him that he definitely wouldn't break her heart, that he loves her & she loves him but that would gave her away. She had enough, she was so angry she couldn't think well & her eyes stung.

'Let's just stop, Hikaru. We're going nowhere.' She sighed exasperatedly, moving to get out of the room.

But Hikaru had other plans. He grabbed her by the wrists & tightly pinned it beside her head.

'Let me go, Hikaru...' she said slowly & as calmly as she could. The looks on Hikaru's face made her shudder.

'Not a chance. You're going to be mine, Haruhi,' he said menacingly.

'I am not going-' she was cut off as Hikaru leaned over her & crushed his mouth on to her. He fiercely kissed her & more roughly than Haruhi was used to because Kyouya would never do that to her. He was always gentle & soft.

She tried to push him away but he was damn strong & her whole body was turning into a Jell-O. She struggled to pull her hands from his grasp but she was simply too weak. He forced her lips to open, biting her hard on the lower lip & she tasted her own blood but still Hikaru didn't care. He forcefully explored his tongue in her mouth, deepening their kiss.

A tear escaped from the corner of her eye. Please, stop it! She wanted to scream. Her lungs were deflating out of oxygen.

Hikaru slid down to kiss her neck & traced a hard bite along. Haruhi panted & winced, tears flowing down her cold cheeks.

'S-s-stop it...please, s-stop it, Hikaru!' She pleaded weakly. But he seemed to be deaf. She kept on aiming him a useless shove & struggles.

Her heart pumped harder when she felt a hand under her blue coat. She tried to squirm but it only made the hand moved under her white long-sleeved polo.

No! Please! Someone, help me... she cried.

He caressed her spine until he found the hook of her bra. She made a small squeaking sound as it snapped out of place. His hand moved across her back & bare stomach.

'H-H-Hikaru,' she whispered as she sobbed harder. 'S-stop it, please. Please...please,' she cried.

The sound of her sobbing made Hikaru grab a hold of his self. He pulled away from Haruhi who weakly slumped on the floor, crying like a baby.

'H-Haruhi, I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to...I'm sorry. Please, stop crying.' He rubbed her back but she flinched under his touch & scooted away from him. The looks on her face was no mistaking absolute terror. He also noticed the blood on her lip which made him groaned.

'I'm sorry,' he apologized as touched her bleeding lip. 'Does it hurt? Come on, let me-' she pulled farther away from his hand & buried her face in her arms.

'Just go, please. Just leave me alone...'

After a few minutes, she heard the door closed. She looked up & sighed in relief. That was so close it terrified the hell out of her.


FINISHED: 1/12/12


minna, harooooo! ^_^

natsu_no_sora desu, yoroshiku onegaishimasu!

this is my first OHSHC fanfic & I can't believe I wrote KyouyaXHaruhi pairing! (I'm pro-Tamaki but I suddenly found myself typing a story about Kyouya! Sorry Tamaki...next time maybe, okay? Now, stop growing mushroom in my room!)

I hope you like it. Please read & review! m(_ _)m

ja, till next chapter, bye bye! C:

(Sorry if I made Hikaru the bad guy!)

06 May 2012: Last night I read this story & I found a lot of mistakes, hahaha! So I edit it ^_^