My only goal in life
Is to be swallowed
By the darkness within us all
No matter how vulgar
One might assume for I to be
I shall never mourn
Over those who don't deserve
Nothing more than I
I, Alois Trancy
Shall live a life of
Pain, torture, and bondage
To discover my own dark past
Filled with demonic secrets
Of not anyone but you
I will mourn no longer
I shall receive my
Bittersweet revenge...
...
As a pathetic mortal I never truly grasped the idea of what a demon really was. They're nothing but heartless cold-blooded monsters. But I can't deny the fact that the devil is within us all , both mortals, Angels, demons, and even reapers. Then there's the very few who have the slightest bit of light within the darkness. Those are the ones I truly envy.
All my mortal life I've been tricked, abused, left in bondage to only rot as the pain grew worse. Eventually I lost my own damned mind. I know realize I made it too easy for those who wanted to destroy me. And the very few that I cherished either I walked all over them or they walked all over me. I have finally discovered the difference.
Sleep and death are almost the same. So many similarities yet so many differences. I have slept for so long I almost believed I was dead. But in death you cannot feel pain or love. And I have experienced both.
The only ones I need in life are those who bring out the best in myself. And I have found them. Both of them. One has always been clear but the other I tortured and abused and they still obeyed me. That I realized, is love. Those who love you even at your worst.
Hannah, she saved me in so many ways. She saved me from Claude's grasp, showered me in love even as I pushed her away, and reunited me with the one person who has made me feel happiness for the first time, my dear Luka.
Claude thought I was gone for good. Well actually they all did. All of those who laughed at my downfall . Those are the ones who gave me the true strength to return, quite improved.
Oh but they won't even know I'm here. They will regret the very day they chose to use me, Alois Trancy.
I will have my revenge.
