Title: Feel
Author: Israelianbabe15
Pairing,Character(s): Shelby/Jesse what else ?
Rating: M
Word Count: 1443
Spoilers: none i think

Summary: Jesse and Rachel are married and everything is fine until he knocks up her mother ^^

Notes: In a Universe where Shelby can have kids, Glee doesn't belong to me... if it did , Shelby and Jesse would absolutely happen !

Shelby's POV:

When Rachel called, I was more than happy !

My students even asked me, why I'm so damn friendly all the time.

She wanted me to come visit her, although I knew It was really Jesse's idea to get us back together, I was excited about seeing my daughter again.

She hadn't even invited me to her wedding, which lead to a fight with Jesse, because he wanted me there.

But she changed his mind.

We Corcorans have the crazy ability to always get what we want, as long as it involves seducing a man.

Jesse always said I was a better "mum" to him, than his mother ever was.

I really liked that he looked up to me this way. I felt needed.

Rachel called after I didn't hear from her for almost three years.

They had married without me being there.

They had moved to New York without telling me, right after that. I didn't even have a address.

I heard both of them got great roles in a musical, but I didn't go see it. I was too proud.

She didn't want me there and I couldn't even blame her for that.

I was a bad mother and I was an even worse mother that week I visited them.

Jesse was all excited to see me and I was glad he changed Rachel's mind.

With that, he gave me the chance to get my daughter back, to repair our relationship.

And I did. The first two days. Then it all got weird.

Rachel got a call from a friend, she was in tears when she put the phone down.

Her friend had told her, that she had to come visit her in that small town she lived in. The parents of this friend had died in a car accident and she needed Rachel to comfort her.

My daughter accepted me now, so she didn't really care leaving Jesse and me alone for a few days.

She trusted both of us, but I think her trust in Jesse was a little stronger.

After she had left, we began talking about old VA times and started laughing and singing, while we were kinda drowning in memories.

We may have had a little too much wine, but only a glass or two.

If it was the wine or the memories, I still don't know, but something changed that night.

Jesse's POV:

After the six' glass of wine and what felt like a thousand memories, we were lying on the couch, a little too close to one another. Her hair smelled like mango and felt really soft. Just a tiny bit softer than Rachel's. I remember thinking that this was a very inappropriate thought, but in that moment I didn't care.

It was the first time after three years, that I've been this close to her. And if you don't count occasional hugs after a win, I have never been so close to her.

It felt good to have her around again and I remembered how I first met her.

She was in fact the first teacher I met at Carmel High.

I remember how I thought she was the sexiest woman I ever met.

What ? I was a fifteen year old boy, what else should I have thought ?

The first few weeks she was everything I could think about and I wasn't even in one of her classes.

When I heard she was coaching VA I went directly to the audition.

Sitting with her on my couch, the couch Rachel had chosen, felt like it was meant to be that way.

I had my arm around her back, while we watched an old video of nationals, or was it regionals ?

I couldn't really concentrate on the video, having her so close, her face just about ten centimeters away.

Eventually she turned her head to look at me, her eyes fixed on mine.

She smiled for a second, them looked back on the screen.

I couldn't help but study her features for a second. Her eyes, her nose,... her lips.

Before I was able to think about what I was doing, my lips were on hers.

She tasted like the wine we drank and a bit like the coffee we had a few hours ago.

I could feel she was surprised, she responded to the kiss anyway.

Shelby's POV:

It felt so right in that moment.

When he deepened the kiss, I should have stopped him, but I didn't.

I liked the sensation. I liked exploring his mouth with my tongue and I loved exploring his body with my hands.

A moment later he was almost half on top of me, never really breaking the kiss.

His right hand was tangled in my hair, while his left hand ran under my shirt to rest on my side.

A few moments later he was fully on top of me. I put my legs around him, while he tried to pull off my shirt.

When he finally succeeded, I began to work on the buttons of his shirt. I succeeded fast and his shirt met mine somewhere on the floor.

My jeans got of along with my panties, when he kissed down my body.

I don't even remember when my bra came off !

While I already was completely naked, he was still half dressed.

I was about to change that, when he stopped my hands and started kissing my inner thigh's.

His mouth went places, no man's mouth had ever reached.

He really seemed to like licking my clit and I wasn't in the mood to stop him.

Jesse's POV:

I didn't care being half dressed, her moans were enough to keep me where I was, doing what I did.

I liked the way she tasted and when I felt her being close, I needed to change positions.

I wanted to be inside of her, when she came. And by the look on her face, I could tell she wanted that too.

She helped me out of my jeans and boxers as fast as possible.

Then I positioned myself right over her, gently pushing my cock inside.

She moaned my name when I was in completely and we started kissing again, while I trusted into her once more, twice, uncountable times.

Shelby's POV:

He was so big ! I never felt something like that.

When he trusted into me like a hundred times, I felt my orgasm rise again.

I knew for sure, he would get me over the edge now. And he would follow right behind !

And so we came simultaneously, shaking with the contractions of muscles in both our bodies.

I felt him fill me and in that very moment, it felt so good.

Little did I know !

Now almost nine months later, I feel a little guilty.

Not for having sex with a man, who could be my son and not for having sex with a former student.

Not even for sleeping with a married man and now carry his child.

But for having slept with my daughters husband and soon giving birth to his baby.

We didn't tell her about anything. When I found out I was pregnant, it had been five weeks since the last time we had sex. I know that implies it wasn't only one time! In fact it was uncountable times.

Rachel had left on the third day of my visit, I left on the sixth. In the time Jesse and I were alone, we never left the apartment once.

We were occupied with each other.

The day I found out I was pregnant, I called him. On his cellphone, not the apartment. Rachel was there, but he answered his phone, told her he had to talk to a friend and went outside.

We talked for almost an hour, trying to find a way to keep this from Rachel, or tell her someway.

Anything that would make this work.

For the baby, not for us. We had had our chance. This was all about our child.

We never considered abortion, it just wasn't our way of doing things.

About three weeks later, he called. He said he wanted to be a part of our baby's life, that he would do anything to make this work.

'till now, he has done anything possible.

Rachel doesn't know yet, but she has to find out someday !

I'm already scared of that day !

I love her so much and I hurt her again.

TBC

pls review ^^ makes me happy and makes me write more ^^