p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"A/N: The first chapter is from Iwase's POV, so whatever is written about Eiji isn't the author's (complete) view about the character./span/p
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p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"When Yujiro and Miura left, Iwase rose up from her seiza position and went to the kitchen. One of Eiji's assistant had left a teapot with Darjeeling tea, a funny thing, she though, as it was Aoki-sensei's favorite tea. Not giving it much more thought she poured some for herself and took another cup to bring tea to Niizuma-sensei. She put both cups in a tray and brought it to the living room, his working station where he furiously scratched on the paper, totally absorbed in his passion for manga./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"She placed his cup on the top of the desk, making sure it didn't spill or was close to the pages he had produced, which in itself was almost an impossible task as there was paper everywhere. Then she returned to her original position on the floor with her own cup and began sipping the tea. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"It didn't take long for him to drink his in one big gulp, as if the mere idea of stopping to appreciate the beverage was such a waste of precious time drawing manga that it could never be considered, but at the end he did say "thank you" – in English – with a strong Japanese accent. Already used to his strange mannerism – as she thought someone could ever get used to all the eccentricity that was Niizuma Eiji – Iwase didn't bat an eye./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"The tea was still warm, the assistant had probably done it before going home and she got there as soon as they left, in fact she was waiting for their departure to ring the bell on Niizuma's apartment. Yujiro and Miura showing up with a ridiculous idea that she had been trying to seduce him only delayed herself and Eiji in having the tea as they had to do some explaining regarding her persuasion on him. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"As if she'd go for him – as talented as he was and she respected him for that, but it wasn't in her plans to raise a man-child. No, a romantic interest had to be an actual man, not someone living in a world of his own, with little to no idea of the reality, of what a woman needed in a relationship, of what strong style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"she /strongneeded in a relationship./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"While she was absorbed in her own thoughts, she felt a strange sensation. Her body was becoming hot all of a sudden in a way she hadn't experienced other than reading steaming romances (that she would never admit to having read) and she caught herself speaking:/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;""It's suddenly hot in here." She wiped the back of her neck with her hand, sweat mysteriously coming out of her skin. If she were to describe how she felt it would have been hot and bothered, but she had absolutely no idea why./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"When he listened to her voice, Eiji suddenly dropped his pen and turned on his chair to face her, saying:/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;""Do you feel hot too? But it's the middle of autumn!?" /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"Then she noticed the bulge in the middle of his pants as if he were also bothered, his body reacting to something, much like hers and she immediately remembered his warning some days ago, of the dangers of a young woman being alone with a guy in his apartment. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;""Niizuma-san …" she tried to say and he traced her gaze with his own eyes, speaking:/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;""Oh! This wasn't expected … Guess I'll have to take a cold shower to return working!" And as he was rising he suddenly stopped and yelped in pain. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;""It .. it hurts …" He said, placing his hands on top of his groin protectively./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"She watched him befuddled, more so because seeing him so painfully hard was lighting a fire, an ache deep inside her, worse a strong style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"desire/strong, no an strong style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"uncontrollable/strong strong style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"need/strong to strong style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"touch him there/strong strong style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"with her most intimate part/strong, just rub herself on him and relieve their pain./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"Then he looked at her and she could tell there was a hunger in him. He got closer, bent on his chair, still pretty much holding his groin and told her:/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;""I said it was dangerous to be alone with a guy. You should leave Akina-sensei, recently I saw something that could give me ideas, but that's not the path of a hero, a hero doesn't hurt their nakama."/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"Wide eyed, Iwase rose, breathing deeply, her brain battling against her body on what to do, the later wining as she sat on his lap and begun rubbing her hips against his./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"They moaned together with the delightful pressure and pleasure of the other one's body and he placed his hands on her cheeks, guiding her to a kiss with his mouth closed. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"He certainly wasn't experienced, he kept turning his head in an awkward way, lips sealed, moaning. She guessed it was his first, not that she was anywhere experienced either, wondering if this kiss counted as her first or it was the one she had given in kindergarten. But suddenly she wanted more, her head fuzzy with lust, so she tentatively licked his lips, remembering the passionate kisses she had read about in her forbidden romances./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"It took him a while to take the hint or he just open his mouth a little by accident, but she didn't waste that chance, inserting her tongue inside his mouth and chasing his own tongue with hers, provoking a louder moan from him which only increased her arousal. Soon after, he broke the kiss, his lungs in much need of air as their frenetic rubbing never ceased while they joined their mouths and she left him breathless with her ministrations. He didn't last long, suddenly hugging her tightly and crying out:/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;""Iwase!"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"She felt him tremble and she understood, horrified, that he had climaxed from grinding against her body while leaving her unsatisfied. Shame washed over her. What had she been doing? What was she expecting? To lose her virginity to someone she scarcely considered a man at all, with no love, no relationship whatsoever between them? Had she become so desperate that anyone would do? /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"She pushed him, creating some distance between their upper bodies and tried to say:/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;""This is wr–"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"But he interrupted her with another kiss, pressing their bodies together and starting the friction again, getting hard again (or never actually going soft) while she tried to disentangle from him, to no avail. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"She wanted to scream, but his tongue was pressed against hers, the sounds she made were muffled by his mouth. She closed her fists and hit his chest, but that didn't stop him and for as long as he kept kissing her and kept rubbing against her the ache inside her own sex only grew, even though it made no sense, she'd never in her sane mind be doing this with him of all people. She thought he didn't know of these things or wasn't interested or didn't have any room in his life for romance, focusing all of his energy, time and efforts to manga. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"And yet somehow his interests today were elsewhere because they were pressing against each other, his pants sticky with his semen and she knew that said viscosity was also going to her dress, joined with her own fluids that just didn't strong style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"stop/strong, no matter how much her mind yelled at her to stop. This was wrong, for sure, but it was just too strong style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"good/strong and she was just so strong style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"starved/strong for human touch and there was strong style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"definitely /strongsomething strong style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"wrong/strong with them, there must have been something on their drinks, but when the kiss ended and she could've said "no, stop", she should've said that, instead she grabbed his hair and licked and sucked his neck, still riding him. Maybe that would be enough, maybe if she released some of that fire burning inside of her she would be able to regain some control over her body and walk away, dream of having a perfect first time intact. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"Only, of course, this wouldn't go as she expected. She actually came a little, but it was such a small thrill, so unsatisfying that the frustration really messed up with her head and she stood up, reaching out for Eiji. When he took her hand, she rushed him to the bed, pulling down his pants and pushing him down, legs at each of his sides as she slid out of her dress, becoming half-naked. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"She lowered her hips, feeling the heat and wetness of his hard-on right at her center, even with the cloth of her soaked panties in the way. He took off his shirt, one of the many identical ones he owned, showing his pale and scrawny torso. She ran a hand all over his skin, while the other touched his erect member, and he shivered with her touch, their eyes locked and she could tell how vulnerable he also was at that moment as he said:/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;""Iwase …" /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"He tentatively touched the outer part of her tights, reaching for her underwear. When he grabbed at her panties' elastic and pulled them down, she raised a bit and lifted her left leg, supporting her weight with her hands on his chest. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"Now she was very much naked, except for her bra, still holding her breasts and she felt really anxious. It was her first time after all and completely different from what she wanted, what she imagined, and the heat at her center was simply unbearable, somehow it was like calling for her to stick his cock inside her, consequences be damned. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"She undid the clasp of her bra, releasing her breasts and taking the piece of garment off, his hands immediately reached for her bosom and he felt the texture and heaviness, cupping her breasts with a look of wonder, she must have assumed that this was his first contact with boobs, other than his mother's, in his life. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"Of course, him being Eiji he had to do some weird noises like "boing, boing" while feeling her up and say something like "They look like marshmallows".span style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanHe probably had the idea that he had to confirm if they also tasted as such because afterwards he lifted his torso and started licking a nipple, feeling up her other breast with his hand. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"That was it, it was too much for her to bare in silence so she moaned, loud. It was messy, most of the time he made some bizarre sound, as if even in this moment he was emulating a manga in his mind – an action manga to be more precise. span style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"It was ludicrous that she wanted this man-child's penis inside of her, but she was aching for him to put it in – she was sure she had to guide him, of course. She tentatively grabbed his dick and he moaned, the vibration of his voice making her nipple tremble and it was good. She positioned the tip of his cock at her entrance, but it was very slippery, from both of their comes, so it was a bit hard to keep it still. When she felt that it was beginning to go inside she lowered herself into it and then halted as pain began to emerge from her vagina. Then Eiji kissed her again, he certainly hadn't paid attention to sex ed classes because he just grabbed her hips and shoved the rest of his dick inside without much ceremony. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"This time she broke the kiss and said angrily:/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;""It hurts!" span style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanspan style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanspan style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanspan style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanspan style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanspan style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanspan style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"He looked at her confused and then panicked as tears began to roll down her eyes. He licked her tears and hugged her, repeating "I'm sorry" over and over again, either kissing or licking whichever part of her skin he would find. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"In all of his fright he didn't move, she got to adjust to the feeling of him inside her and got a little bit more used to the pain./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;""Wait, wait, stop!" She said, grabbing his face, making him look at her and continued:/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;""It's ok. Let's go slowly, it still hurts."/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"He gazed at her, doe-eyed and nodded furiously, then he moved his hips tentatively. She moaned and started rocking against him. The small distance between their bodies was now inexistent as they moved in tandem, slow at first and then a little faster./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;""Ahhh … Don't finish inside. Do you hear me?"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;""Haaaaaaaaaaaai" He answered enthusiastically, mouthing one nipple right after responding./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"She kissed him again and thought how intimate this position was. Their faces were very close most of the time, it involved a lot of holding and hugging, it looked like they were actual lovers when they were so close to one another. It was probably messing up with her head as she was thinking it wouldn't be so bad to have him as boyfriend – not considering how she certainly would be quite low in the scale of priorities in his life, after all he breathed and ate manga, it practically coursed through his veins instead of blood. Not to speak of all his mannerisms because of it, something that she could withstand in a work relation but she wasn't certain if she could tolerate it in a romantic relationship and if it was even fair of her to demand that he changed to suit her tastes (it hadn't worked for her before, with Takagi, and it wasn't as if she wanted to change him, maybe whatever this is between them will be a one-time thing and she won't have to worry about it). span style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanspan style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanspan style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanspan style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanspan style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"They were progressively increasing the pace, the pain bearable as the pleasure started building up, he kept repeating her name as if it was a mantra and she just couldn't contain herself anymore, self-image being damned as she furiously rocked against him trying to reach her own pleasure. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"After a while he half sobbed half moaned something like "I'm gonna …" and "we have to stop …" but she utterly ignored him, kissing him to shut his mouth, forgetting her own warning as she grinded faster against him, too absorbed in her own lust and need to climax to actually think about the consequences. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"And the consequence came as a hot liquid spurt of his come deep inside her uterus and she was so out of her mind that it only propelled her to her own climax, all rational thoughts long gone in a never experienced and absolute absence of control. For the first time in her life her own mind wasn't nagging on her about how to behave, about what was proper, what was right, so she just relished on this new sensation as the euphoria of her orgasm took over her completely and she literally lost her forces, collapsing on top of him, exhausted and satiated./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"His member continued to spasm inside her, releasing the remaining of his orgasm, as they laid down on the bed. He hugged her tightly and whispered "Aiko-san" into her ear and she knew without even looking that he had a shit-eating grin plastered on his face. The moment her mind was again able to make coherent thoughts, she pushed herself up abruptly and said:/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;""No, no, no! You came inside!"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;""But … Aiko-san I tried to warn … You –"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"She covered his mouth with her hand silencing him and furiously shouted:/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;""You should have tried harder! Look at this mess! I don't know how strong style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"this /stronghappened! What was I thinking?!" /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"She quickly pulled herself from his body, touching the ground, but her legs sagged on the weight of her body and she had to lean on the bed for support. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"'Great' she thought, 'Now I don't even have the strength to take whatever is left of my dignity and walk away' and that was the cue for her to just break down, sliding down the bed into the floor. It was as if the dam holding her tears from overflowing had just been erupted and she started to cry copiously, using her hands to cover her eyes in a vain attempt to stop the tears./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"Watching that scene Eiji panicked, got out of the bed in a quick jump and kneeled beside her, saying:/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;""Aiko-san, I'll – I'll take responsibility" He placed his hand above hers, trying to make her look at him, but she slapped his hand and spoke:/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;""This wasn't what I wanted!" Tears rolled down her eyes as she spoke and didn't show any sign of stopping "It was something in the tea! I would never act like this! Not with you!" /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"As the words left her mouth, she saw the hurt on his face. He probably knew that they weren't their normal selves otherwise something like strong style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"that/strong wouldn't have happened, but even though, what she said had clearly upset him and his childish notions of love and relationship (which she couldn't even begin to wonder what could possibly be, even being a creative author, maybe something to do with cheer on love as and minor lovely acts, much like an elementary kid). /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"And now strong style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"she /strongwas feeling bad, having crushed his childlike heart on whatever it was he expected of this. In fact she was also too confused herself, trying to find who was to blame, to actually see this situation with any sort of tranquility and be anywhere reasonable. She just wanted to disappear, that's all. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"So she grabbed her clothes and said, her legs still trembling a little bit: "I'm going home" and she left. /span/p
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p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"References/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"Seiza = Traditional Japanese sitting position./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"Sensei = Japanese Honorific used to refer to teachers, doctors, mangakas, authors in general. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"Nakama = friend, companion. /span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"Hai = Yes in Japanese/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;" /span/p