Was it Real, Was it a Dream
Disclaimer: I do not own anything in here but I am desperately trying to buy Kane :)
When I saw you, I knew I loved you. When I saw you, I knew I needed you. I saw your smile as if it were an angel, actaully, the whole of you I thought was angelic. Your beautiful hair, your sweet blue eyes, you were my perfect angel.
Then I did have you. Tori, you were mine. I loved you. It was genuine real love. I would have done anything for you in fact, I did do everything you asked. Was it love? I guess, was it real love, the kind thats meant forever? No.
You see, I loved you when I first laid eyes on you. I relished in the fact that you wanted me and not someone that was a girl's dream like Test or even Jericho, you, Tori made me happy. I was astounded that you wanted to spend the nights with me, for me to hold you and caress your soft skin.... it was all a wonderful dream. My brother gone, my father gone, X-Pac, I was almost over his deceitful ways and I had one of the most gorgeous, talented women in the WWF.
But it was just that, a dream. All a dream. Oh, Tori, I thought thats what I wanted. I never would of guessed that you were something that you truely were not. Ah, the nights, they were supposed to be of endless caresses and passionate kisses but they were only me holding you, until you fell asleep, you were whispering sweet nothings to me. I didnt quite believe that it was real. After you had fallen asleep, I laid you back on the bed and pondered my thoughts elsewhere.You did see my face, and your eyes shown that you were frightened, but you didnt seem to lose interest.No, you went on for four months. I protected you from Viscera and all those others, and I sought out retribution when they "flirted" with you. Tori, I could have cared less. Yes, after you caused me the Hardcore title on Thanksgiving, on Smackdown, I was pissed. You say you were a wrestler, in fact I remembered watching some of your matches with Sable, but dammit, just because you were outnumbered by a good 300 lbs, and just because you're a girl, doesnt mean you cant grab the nearest weapon and hit the bastard with it.
If there wasn't a show, then I never saw you in the day. Where were you? I quickly found out that you were having your own little "matches" with X-Pac, maybe even the rest of DX. If you could even call DX, D-Generation X anymore. And then, you betrayed me. Yes, I was struck. I was in a fury. I was hurt, the dream was over, the love that Kane thought he had forever was gone. And yet, outside in the snow, I couldn't help but smile behind this accursed mask.
You were gone, I had retribution to take. Which meant, my little buddy X-Pac was gonna get killed again. I smiled at the thought of me tombstoning his little head to the canvas, I smiled at the thought of not hurting you, but scaring you. I did end up hurting you, and I smiled even more. Was it a dream, or was it real?
Where are you now, sweet Tori? You broke up with X-Pac in WWF New York, giving him a slap Stephanie would be proud of. You're gone, but training on Tough Enough? Oh yeah, you make a few appearences now and again in Raw Magazine, but what has happened to your career? Even Ivory is still around.
When I see you it reminds me of a wonderful dream. When I see you, it reminds me of what a cold heartless bitch you are. When I see you, I understand I never loved you, it was just an obsession. Maybe it was the love all the teenage girls have for the boybands, but that is not love. Now, I see what a blind freak I was to say I cared for you. But thats okay Tori, you're outta my life now, gone, shit you dont even cross my mind. But is this real, or a dream?
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OK! I know this is gay, its my first one on Fanfiction.Net, so PLEASE be a little nice and review, flames are ok, but try to be nice. This is my first one!
Mileena
