I want you back...
I wake up to find you next to me wondering where I'm at and if this is a dream...
You as the love of my life reply that this is not a dream and it's as real as it gets and that I should just relax and enjoy myself, something I haven't done in years that I had been together with you...
I ask where I at and you tell me that I am on your bed at your house and that I had decided to come here to the house after getting into a fight with the parents about something and made myself at home like things use to be but your face shown different emotions of hope and desperate love, something that you never have shown me before the time you broke my heart...
I sat up and looked around seeing everything that belonged to you in the right place it was and nothing was left unnoticed, and I thought to myself how I shouldn't be here after what happened and all the pain you put me through...
I got up to leave but you grabbed my hand and begged me to stay and spend some time with you like it used to be and I reluctantly agreed and sat back down as you began to talk to me like the old times when we were together...
We watched movies together and held hands and I eventually relaxed and fell back into your hold as you gave me comfort, something I never had since that dreadful day...
I still remember the memory clearly as if it was happening all over again as you told me I don't love you, and you don't love me and then said those words that cut through my heart like the world was going to end by what you said next...
"It's over... I want out..." But as I look at you now, I think of you, being here with me now telling me how you have been and how much you love me... You tell me you want me back and that you were stupid and didn't want to hurt me that day and I just cry as you tell me these things... you hug me and then pull me back to kiss me and I kiss you back, telling you how much you hurt me and how much I missed you and just telling you that I love you still and we continue to break our love to each other as we cry out our frustration of being apart...
Eventually we both agree to not ever break one another's heart and we fall back in love to where we first began to love each other kissing each other on the shoulders, neck, or wherever we felt like...
You hold me and tell me you love me more then anything in the world and that you don't want to lose me ever again, and then you pull something out of your pocket to what looked like a box... I knew that something was up and then you opened it to reveal a diamond ring to show me that you meant what you are going to say next,
" I love you with all my heart, and I don't want to lose you before, like I did the last time... I never want to go through the torture of my mistake ever again... So... I want to to with you in anyway possible... Marriage, kids, body, mind, you name it, and I'll do my best to make it happen... to make you happy like you deserve... The thing I'm trying to say is... will you stay with me forever?"
My eyes began to water as I looked to you and saw that you truly meant it and I wanted nothing more then for you to be happy... whether it was with me or not... but when I heard this, I knew what I needed to say...
"Yes... I will be with you in anyway you want... I love you..." I watched as the pain had lifted from his expression and you began to kiss me, leading us to the most passionate love-making night of my dreams, as I whispered the words, "I love you..."
And the stars began to surround the midnight sky...
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