Sorry that this is a little later than I expected. I have to do my school crap so sorry for the wait.
"Dad I am home." I yelled while dropping my keys on the counter and put my bag on the chair. I found a note sitting there.
I am doing stuff be back late. You can order pizza and then you can go out for ice cream. Don't forget you have a tour starting next week so you need to pack. Or if you want you can get new clothes for it. XOXO Nick.
Once again he leaves me. I think he is seeing someone and that is why he is always gone. I barely see him anymore. He always lets me get whatever I want because he feels like it is his way to make up for not being there. I ordered the pizza and then picked up the phone to call my boyfriend.
"Hey Heath."
"Hello?"
"It's Macey"
"Oh hey Mace."
"Are you doing anything tonight?"
"No why?"
"My dad is out again and we won't be able to see each other for awhile after next week"
"I am kind of busy I will talk to you later."
"You just said you weren't busy."
"Things change." He said before he hung up.
Nick's POV
This is the first time I am going to be telling people about my depression. I am always working and trying to avoid having to talk to someone about it.
"I like your shoes." A girl with dark brown hair and a petite frame. She had blue eyes and she was dressed in black said.
"Thanks."
"I'm Lindsay."
"Nick."
"Aren't you that guy who used to be in a band?"
"Yea I didn't peg you as the kind of person who would've listened to my music."
"Well that was before I changed. I used to be your average teenage girl and then I started being teased more and more and so I started cutting myself and then I went too far one time. I ended up having to go to a shrink which is why I am here."
I just sat there in awe as this woman who I had met moments before told me about her life.
"What about you? Why are you here?" She said startling me from my daze.
"It's complicated."
"I am smart I think I can keep up." She said with a laugh. Her laugh was amazing.
"I had this girlfriend when I was 15 and she and I broke up and then she started dating my brother. One time when he was gone she and I slept together and she got pregnant. She was married to my brother at the time and so she left because she couldn't look at him after that. So she moved out. After a little while my brother became an alcoholic. I took him to see his wife and that was when he found out. He ended up drinking too much and he ended up in a coma. His wife couldn't handle it and she killed herself. My brother woke up and my daughter went to him. I thought it would be best because I wasn't ready to be a dad. A couple months after he was better he fell asleep at the wheel and got hit. He was DOA. I have had Macey since she was 2 and she looks a lot her mom and it hurts me because I was in love with her mom but I couldn't ever do anything because she was with my brother." I had never told anyone how I felt before and yet here I am telling it to a complete stranger.
"Wow you were right it was complicated. But maybe you just need to find someone new in your life and then maybe you can gain your life back." She said with an encouraging smile.
"I think you are someone who I could see myself becoming great friends with." I returned the smile.
"Well how about we have lunch next week. You can bring your daughter and we can talk?" I nodded. She pulled out her phone and I gave her a confused look.
"To put your phone number in" She rolled her eyes. I pulled out my phone and she put her number in and I put mine in hers.
"Mr. Jonas." Someone called and gestured for me to follow them.
After about an hour I finished and I went by the cemetery. I come by here at least 4 times a week. I looked down at my phone to see that Macey was calling.
"Hello"
"Hey dad, I know you are probably busy but I need to tell you something."
"Are you sure this can't wait until I get home?"
"No it's important."
"Ok what is it?"
"Dad I'm…
I feel very evil right now. I am so happy to be writing this again. I made me a patient after much debate. And yes Lindsey I made me emo. But you still don't get to be Goth. HAHAHAHA. Sorry about that spazztic moment. Anyone who sends me a review telling me why it is called Addiction will get a chapter dedicated to them. Well I will probably have another chapter up soon. If it's up tomorrow then it will be after I do my homework. Yes I have homework in summer.
