My names Bella Swan,I hate you,I dont care if you hate me.

I hate everything, even my life ,and nothing will ever change that.I blame my parents for that and anyone else that is happy.

I am 17 years old and havent had one boyfriend my entire life , probably because they're scared of me...cowards.There has not been one friend in my life since I was fourteen and I like it that way...Besides friends are people just looking to get some dirt on you so they can spread it around the school,and make your life a living hell,but I dont give them that chance,even my 'parents' have givin up on trying to talk to me .

I always keep a wall up ,most people might think that im emotionally damaged because of the way my parents have acted in the past --

Flash back

my mother slapped my father across the face after he shoved me to the ground.

"How dare you touch my daughter ,you bastered!" she screamed at him.

Charlie smirked and produced a knife from behind his back , pionting it to mom.

"Now Renee ,its okay..." He inched the knife closer." Slap her and I'll let you live.." I watched in horror as my mom came over and slaped me hard across the face.I cried out and my dad dropped the knife wrapping his arms around mom and kissed her,

" Good Girl" He said kissing her agian,I pulled myself up the stairs and made it to my bed before falling into a nightmare induced sleep..

End of flashback

I havent been emotionly danmaged I'm just pissed is all and that night was the only time I had cried for 10 years,it is weakness and weakness is unexceptable.And to think all of this happened because my father was a stupid drunk!

I dont like talking to anyone ,mainly because they are not worth my time,but I will fight anyone and I have a horrible temper as well,but who cares thats my image, deal with it.