This Pain in Me
Starting out the Day
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I slowly woke up and turned to my left, so that I could see the handsome brown haired middle aged married rich man who had been very drunk when he had paid for me. Memories of last night flooded through my mind, he had told me that his wife would be home Thursday morning, which is today, which means I don't have all that much time, to slip away and disappear...He only wanted me for one night, that much is for sure, so it's not him either, though what a shame he had been very kind to me, the whole time that I was here.
I quietly rolled out of his bed and went over to my black bag, I grabbed my hot pink mini skirt and a red belly shirt; it's a good thing that this village isn't as cold as the other village was.
Still drowsy from my lack of sleep, I slowly slipped into the bathrom around the hall and took a nice warm ten minute shower. The shower felt nice on my skin, it made me feel clean, something that I tended never to feel about myself. That man had just been so, so, so kind...I wondered if he had been falling for me...No! I shook my head, he was married, he didn't love me!
After the shower I changed into my clothes, that I had laid out by the sink. I then brushed my teeth, borrowing a pink toothbrush and some mint flavored toothpaste, once I had finished, I set the tooth brush back where I had found it. For awhile I just stared at myself through his mirror, it looked somewhat different today, almost nice, but not quite...
I turned away from myself, time to slip away and never be seen again...I zipped my bag shut and slung it over my shoulders, I was phiscally ready to leave, but something in the back of my head wanted me to stay...I just had never met a man so kind as that man had been, it just made me want to cry.
Tears stinging my eyes, I reached into the man's wallet and took a few bills though not much as I usually take though...
"Jared, I'm home honey! How was being home without me?" I heard a woman's voice say, my eyes grew huge shit!
Her voice sounded so close, I need to get out as soon as possible. Time to find a window!
I heard a loud groan, and muttering from the kind man, that's name was Jared, I assumed.
Oh crap, they don't have a window in their bathroom
Suddenly to my horror, I heard footsteps getting closer and closer towards me, oh no, oh no, oh no!
Admitting defest, I just stood there and watched as the woman opened the door. For a few seconds we just stared at each other in both our surprise, we didn't blink just stared. In my eyes I saw a beauitful woman with long blonde hair, and the most mature hazel brown eyes. And her eyes she probably thought I was some animal that had just come out of the woods. In a few more seconds, tears welled at the brim of her eyes, but I watched her shake them away. Her mouth curved into a sort of a frown, and she stood tall obviously wondering what to do with all of this information.
I guess she couldn't take it anymore, because beauitfulluy perfect tears rolled down her prefect cheeks. I listened as she wishpered somethings, but I couldn't make out a single thing she said. Then her voice got louder, she sounded angry now, will she hit me? I flinched, but all she said was, "You son of a bitch, she's so young! That's it, I'm leaving good luck living without me!"
There was no answer, but I heard heavy breathing come from his bedroom.
"Come on honey," The beautiful woman said to me, almost smiling.
Fazed by all that had just happened, I just nodded and followed her.
All the woman had to do, was grab a nice looking suitcase and she was out the door. When we both made it outside, I guess she noticed me eyeing her suitcase in question, she said, "To scare him, I packed a suitcase and said that if he ever cheated on me again I would pack up and leave," she let out sort of a snort, "never knew I would actually have to live up to my promise!:
I just stared down at the ground. "My name's Shishi Tsunade," she paused and looked over at me. "And, what's your name?" She asked me.
"My name's, Sakura."
"Ah, I see well... Sakura it really does seem like we've met from somewhere...Hmm, do you have any parents at home?"
I didn't like where this was going..."Of course I do!" Well I do have parents, there's Mama's and Uncle, but time to lie a little. "Papa's on a trip to America, but Mama's at home with me."
While chatting with her, I devleoped a plan in my head, so that I could get the heck away from her. So after awhile I said to her, "I have to go to the bathroom."
"Oh, okay there's nice ice cream shop down the corner with a bathroom in it." She led me to a store.
Once inside I rushed into the ladies' bathroom, and to my joy there was a window in there! I checked out the door, and saw her ordering an ice cream for herself and another one, probably for me. Without giving it another thought I threw my bag out the window, and climbed out. Once my feet were planted firmly on the ground, I took off enjoying the run in the nice hot sun. The lady had been very nice to me, but I just knew she was planning to turn me in, to some social worker or something...
Feeling the hot sun, burn roughly on me, I guickly as I possibly could threw off all of my clothes beside my undergraments, and backed up a little throwing my black bag into a bush, for safe keeping, I proceeded to run to the end of the tallest bridge, that I had ever seen and jump off it. The fall made me feel really excited. Once my body made the awesome splash, I was free to swim with the beauitful fish.
Wanting to do more, than just swim with the fish I made up a chalenge for myself, I would touch the bottom of the ocean no matter what. Before going under to make the great swim, I looked at all of the distance I had to swim, no matter what to the bottom, I reminded myself, and began my small adventure.
As I left my hell house, I jogged a little away from there. I could never be home when he was there. Why did Father even bother coming home? I stopped at the bridge and tried to swallow down my anger, only a few more years before I'm out of there I can't ruin it till then...As my eyes drifted downward to observe the beauty of the ocean I noticed something pink sinking down. I stared as hard as I could to figure out what the heck that pink thing was. Oh my God, it's a girl!
I closed my eyes and pushed with all of my might closer to the bottom, some bubbles come out of my mouth making it very hard to not swim back up for air, but I know that I really need to finish that. Though just as I'm about to feel the bottom, I feel something tugging me up, by my arm. I try to yank it back, but whatever is pulling me up, is very stronge. Suddenly I feel fresh air fill my lungs. Everything just happened to fast, and I soon felt the famillar feeling of sudden tiredness and hunger.
I carried the girl up out of the ocean, and put her around my shoulders as I swam back to the dock, leading to the bridge. I pushed the girl off of my back and onto the bridge. Not quite knowing how to wake up, I smacked her face, and said. "Hey, wake up!
Damn it, she didn't wake up...Even though that was a cheap shot, I still felt halfheartedly surprised. I put my ear to her chest, to hear her heartbeat, it sounded rather faint to me. Memories of the classes I had taken on CPR to become a lifegaurd, flooded through my memory. I let out a huge sigh, I quickly studied the girl, to see how much air I needed to give her. Before I closed my eyes, I could tell that she was around my age, but she's the height of a twevle or younger child. It's a good thing that she's good-looking, or this would really be a problem for me.
As fast as I could, I pushed my lips onto hers and breathed a little less than I usually do, because of her size. As I did that, I pushed her stomach lightly in a pattern with my breathing. I brought my mouth away from hers and studied her still closed eyes, again I brought my mouth down onto hers.
I opened my eyes, to see some extremly good looking guy, right in my personal space. What the heck? "Get the fuck off of me!" I mumbled surprised and embrassed. As fast as I could I tried to push him away, but he is way too big to push him away.
His face rises, and I sigh with relaxation. Though to my horror, his face comes closer again, like he's going to kiss me again. I put my hand over my mouth and glare up at him. He gave me a strange look, obviously surprised.
"Pervert!" I yelled as loud as I possibly could. Uncle, had always warned me about guys like this guy, they have a nice face, but they're monsters inside. I sat up and pointed at him. Though I noticed that no one was around to hear or see us. Crap!
I took a good look at him, he had nice smooth looking really nice black hair, and the same color eyes. His skin had the palest skin that I have ever seen, he probably doesn't get out much...
"What? I just saved your life!"
I rolled my eyes at him."Good job, you want a cookie for that?"
He began a sentence, then stopped in mid-sentence, then started a completely new one. He took a deep breath, looked up at me and said."But more importantly, no matter how much your life sucks don't ever kill yourself, I've been down that road, you can't do it. That would just give them the sweet satifaction that they have won the war, never let them know that, even if you think that!" He then began to shake me by the shoulders.
"Whoa what the heck, do you-"
"You really do need to understand, that you need to live!" He began to shake me, by my shoulders.
"Stop that hurts, I'm not some rag doll-"
When he didn't stop shaking me. "I wasn't trying to kill myself, I swear!" I finally yelled, wanting everything to get out of his strong grip.
The boy stopped shaking me, and just gave me a strange look. "Then what were you, doing?"
"I was trying to touch the bottom of the sea..." I said, staring him down.
"That is just plain dumb!" He said, shaking his head like he was trying to hold down his laughter. "Oh, and for Heaven's sake, put on some dang clothes!"
"I'll do just that!" My face was red, I had never been confronted about not wearing any clothes, ever!
I finally found my black bag, and hurriedly put back on my clothes.
"Well see you around, or something like that!" I said, still really embrassesed and walked away, not wanting to look at his God-like face and body...I still was not completely convinced that he wasn't some weirdo. I remembered Uncle telling me that they were really good looking, but I don't remember them looking that good.
There was no reply... is there ever one?
My eyes opened at the beauitful sunny sky, for a few moments I thought I was back home with Mom and Uncle, but reality hit me like it always did...My vision foucesed more clearly and I saw the handsome boy from before, my eyes shot up and I just stared.
I looked around maybe somebody would hear me. "Oh my God it's the pervert!"
"Shh..." He wisphered. "And for the last time, I. Am. Not. A. Pervert!
I got up on my feet, and grabbed my black bag in case I had to run away from him. Though part of me kept thinking that he wasn't a pervert, but I couldn't be fooled by his face...
The boys let out a deep breath, stared at me for a few moments and grumbled out. "I'm leaving, hobo..."
"I'm not a hobo," I said, I almost slapped myself upside the head for saying that. How could I have been so stupid...? He was about to leave and I had to go and mess it up, me and my stupid pride...
"Then why were you sleeping on the ground?" He asked, spinning around.
"Uh… 'Cause it's a really nice place to sleep," I lied, in truth I didn't find a guy's house to stay out, last night...
"Stupid...God," the boy checked his watch, "you're going to make me late to school."
"School's already started?" Wow.
"Yeah, what are you stupid? Today's Monday!" He said.
I just gave him a hard stare, and turned away, outraged. Jerk...
"Just come with me, we'll figure something out with the prinicpal." He sighed.
"What are you talking about?" I questioned, following him, well I don't have anything better to do, but I'm not going anywhere with him where there isn't good, sane people to witness the two of us.
"I'm talking about maybe, you could be transferred here."
"Well how thoughtful of you." I rolled my eyes, but inside I was screaming with excitment.
Ignoring my comment, he said to me, "We should probably introduce ourselves properly, so that we can start on a new foot...My name is Uchiha Sasuke, and what is yours?"
What a proper manner...I thought to myself, "Sakura," I said plainly enough.
We kept on talking, and so began a rather dull conversation about the daises by the creek.
"Well here it is!" He finally said.
"Ah," I said, looking up at the huge building.
We both walked in, and saw a bunch of kids around my and his age, walking around the halls and chatting with each other. Upon entering, most of them stopped and stared at the two of us in silent awe, what was such the big deal? I tried to shrug it off, but I still got a strange feeling remember all of their completely fixed expressions on me and Mr. Uchiha.
We walked into a rather strange looking office, there were dull looking walls, and pictures of people I had never even met before, over joy? Soon we approached the same looking woman from before and a dark haired woman, with beautiful ivory skin, she was wearing a pretty dark blue long lengthed dress that showed off her slender body. Though I was too freaked out about the woman from before being there, to notice anything else.
"I need to speak to you, Miss Tsunade."
"Alright, Shizune please leave the," she eyed me, giving me a look. "Three of us need to talk about something...important. Come back, when I call for you."
The young dark haired woman bowed and said."Yes Lady Tsunade, as you wish."
With that said, she was out the door in under twenty seconds. Now it was just me, the supposed pervert, and a random lady that I ran away from, because I had slept with her husband...Nothing abnormal here...
"Well ma'am, I'm here to ask you if you can allow this girl to transfer here, in the Uchiha name-"
"Miss Sakura, please leave the room, Mister Uchiha and I have some things to discuss with one another." Miss Shishi cut in.
I nodded and left the room. I sank down at a nearby wall, and waited...just waited, for my fate. Will they track me down and put me in somewhere? They probably will, but it was nice knowing that for awhile I had a place to go to everyday instead of going anywhere life led me...
I waited for a few more seconds, dweling on how much I really did want to stay here...Finally Miss Shishi opened the door, and looked at me. I instantly got up off of the wall, I wasn't going without a fight I was a fast runner maybe I could outrun her and Mr. Uchiha.
She walked up to me, and said. "You will be going into Kakisha's classroom, he is your homeroom teacher. Here is your next classes," she handed me a sheet. "And here is your school uniform and you're gym clothes, have a nice day, Sakura."
I kept notcing the strange way she said my name, but I was too excited about not having to be sent somewhere that I didn't even care.
I walked down the halls, looking for room 202, I couldn't help but smile. Though soon I finally noticed that, Sasuke was following me, and glaring a little at me I looked up at him and asked. "What?"
"We're in all of the same classes with each other." Was all he said.
Crap! "You have to be kidding me"
"Nope."
So much for loving this school...He stepped past me, when he saw a group of people. I watched as he walked up to them, they all smiled at him, and he smiled a little too. While staring at them, I bumped into a girl, both of us fell to the ground.
"Sorry..." I said, getting back onto my feet, and offered my hand to help her up. She took it.
We both stared at each other for a few seconds, I noticed her beauitful extremly light blonde hair, and her sparkling ocean blue eyes.
"No it's fine, I wasn't looking where I was going." The girl smiled and walked away.
