This pairing just came to mind and I had to start writing, you have got to love the mind of a writer and how hard it can be to hold back a story. Please be nice because this is my first femslash fanfic and it probably will be horrible compared to others. I would love reviews and thanks to anyone who reads this.

Chapter 1: Losing A Loved One

He just walked away, I can't believe he would leave me for that girl! If vampires could cry, in that moment Alice would have had tears running down her cheeks and blurring her vision. All she could do with sob and feel her eyes sting and that was enough, it was enough to get out the horrible emotion she was feeling about what had just happened.

Jasper had turned a teenage girl because she had been on the verge of death, having complete control of his bloodlust he'd been able to not kill the girl. They had fallen for each other at first sight and even Alice had been able to see that they love the held was so much stronger than the love that her and Jasper had shared. She had known that this day would be coming and for the past two weeks she'd had many visions of how it would play out, some violent, some emotionless and some that ended with her "crying".

She sat down on the bed that she wouldn't even need anymore, it felt so different now, everything looked and felt different because she was thinking so different. She was seeing everything from a different perspective to how she had been when she was with Jasper and she knew that things were going to change from that moment on.

The sobs had finally stopped and now the sun was peaking out just above the mountains. It was almost a shock for Alice to see that the sun was still coming and a new day starting but it was also a sign that she should keep on living even if she didn't have a partner. Jasper had left her and it was his loss, she would find someone else, she would find someone who she knew would stay with her for the rest of eternity.

"Alice?" a soft voice spoke and Alice turned her head in the direction it came from.

"Good morning, Esme." She said in a polite voice that didn't hold even the smallest hint of emotion, it was monotone and boring.

She saw the worry in her adoptive mother's eyes, she really cared about her daughters and she couldn't live with seeing them in as much pain as Alice was at that time. Esme had never wanted to see her children have their hearts broken and she now wanted to do whatever she could to try to make things better.

"Alice, dear, is there anything you need? Do you want to talk?" Esme's voice was soft and Alice doubted that anyone but a vampire would be to hear the words.

She just shook her head and bowed her head, suddenly becoming very interested in the soft, cream coloured carpet that she and Jasper had picked out long ago for their room. She heard the footsteps of Esme walking away but she didn't look up. She felt weak and she missed the romantic morning kisses that she would get from Jasper when the sun rose. She felt as if she were about to start to sob again but she took in a deep, unneeded breath and stood up.

She didn't know what she was planning to do but she turned towards the open window, the one Jasper had left through and she jumped down out of it just like she had seen him do a few hours before. She thought for a second that her heart might be taking her to follow his trail and find him but she knew that wasn't the case. No. She wasn't planning on hunting him down.

She walked through the forest, she was only moving at a human speed and she didn't seem to be getting anywhere. It took her a good amount of minutes to get to the little house that Bella and Edward lived in. They were enjoying their happy eternity with no relationship problems or other girls taking Bella's place and they had a wonderful child. She felt a rush of emotion and it was an emotion she didn't think she had ever felt this strongly before. It was jealousy.

She began to run. She wasn't going to let these emotions take control of her, she had seen so many humans let jealousy take over them and seen them do horrible things. She didn't want to become a monster controlled by such a negative emotion, she needed to get away from everyone she loved and she needed to get herself together.

She made sure that she stayed away from the path that Jasper and his new mate had taken and she found herself heading north, towards Alaska and she wasn't sure if that was the best way to go. She hadn't told anyone that she was going anywhere, she hadn't told any of her friends that she might stop by, she wanted to be alone but she couldn't help but also want to be around people that she knew. She was a person that relied on others and she was having trouble stopped that instinct of hers to run to others. She'd always relied on knowing Jasper wasn't far away and that she would see him and be back with him but now she had no one.

She changed direction so that she wouldn't run into the family that lived like her one, so that she wouldn't run into people she could hurt if something took control of her. She had no idea when she would be herself again but until she was sure she would stay alone and become a nomad, that would be the best thing for her.

She had completely lost control of how long she had been running. She was beginning to feel the burn in her throat that meant she was thirsty and she stopped suddenly. She needed to hunt and she was smart to have travelled through the forest and away from humans.

She searched for the scent of an animal but it wasn't exactly an animals scent she picked up, it was another vampires. It was a scent she knew, not well but she knew it well enough to know there was trouble nearby.

There was suddenly a girl in front of her, a girl that couldn't have been much older than sixteen and Alice found herself tensed and ready to fight.