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Bella's POV
Time passes . Even when it seems impossible . Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise .
It passes unevenly , in strange lunches and dragging lulls , but pass it does . Even for me . (New Moon Pg . 93)
It has been four months since he left . Without him , it's like a hole been punched through my chest . When he left and they left , they
took everything with them . Nightmares haunt me every night leaving me screaming , but it also reminded me that he was real and they
all were .
"Bella , I'm sending you back to Jacksonville to live with your mum . I already contacted Renee , she is more than happy to have
you back . " Charlie said . I stared at him , tears filling my eyes .
"Why ? What did I do ? " I chocked out .
"That's the thing , you're not doing anything . It's...This is not healthy , the screams and nightmares every night , really scare the
hell out of me and your mum . I really want you to live with me , Bells , but I want you to be happy not like this ." He said , his expression
filled with pain .
"I want to live in Forks with you , dad . I don't want to go to Jacksonville , I want to stay ."I said .
"Bells , he's never coming back ."He said . I already know . It will be as if I'd never existed . His word echoed in my mind .
"Dad , I'll be fine soon so please trust me on this one . "I said . I needed time to forget him . Charlie has been worried sick about me ,
I remembered many times he woke me up from the nightmares I had about him leaving me all lost in the forest . I felt reall bad about
doing this to him , but I somehow knew that I would be fine and all of this will be over .
"All right , if you ever change your mind , tell me , I'll send you to Jacksonville . You are everythings to me Bells , I just want you to
happy again ." He said , his words touched me .
" Thank you , dad , for everything you've done ."I said as I hugged him , sobbing all the pain out as Charlie warpped his arms
around me .
"Shush...Cry it all out , Bella . Soon eveything will be fine ." He said , patting me and soon I fell asleep too tired to cry anymore . That
was the last day , I would cry for him...
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