Glee is not mine. Obv.
And I love Jesse and his voice, but hate him too. Haha, and this is like really an intro type deal.
Hello.
Is it me you're looking for?
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
It was their song, their ballad, their strength. Where would they get it from again? Now that they were separated? Now that their run was over?
Their two year run into Spring Awakening had ended, and Rachel was headed to Lime-o (she liked to call it Lame-o), Ohio.
And he was headed, where? New York, LA, London? His options were open, with his bank account flowing and his adulthood (he had just turned 18) he could go anywhere, and the talent to go anywhere.
They had never gotten a real chance, to be together, they were best friends, but in their hearts, they knew there was something more, never able to admit it, never able to fully go through with it.
Now they were separated.
Rachel POV
I was headed back to LIMA, OHIO. Woohoo, like honestly, I don't belong there. When I moved to New York when I was 13 to start Spring Awakening, I was a child, knowing that, I belonged on the stage, but nothing more. Now I know, I belong in New York, in my studio apartment in SoHo, right across from Jesse. Jesse… Now that we're apart… I don't even know what to do. I don't know what to say, or feel. Because I know that I have feelings for him, and I know that we get along, but what I don't know is him, what does he feel? Where is he going? Fuck. Honestly, I was talking to John about it, and what did he say? Berry go for it, come on, he's a pipin' hot hunkwad. Obviously, I didn't listen to anything he said, go for it? What kind of advice was that? Why are all my friends guys? Seriously. And they were best friends too, so it was like a crazy thing.
"Rachel?"
"Yes, Dad..."
"Come on down for dinner. We're having Chinese."
"Be down in a minute."
Jesse? Where was he?
Jesse POV
What was I supposed to do? Where the hell was I supposed to go? My time at Spring Awakening has ended, my time with Rachel has ended. I miss her so much, I don't know what to do? Her laugh, her smile, ugh just fucking everything, and I just can't stand it. When I talked to Johnny about it her was like, go for it man, she's pretty hot. But I didn't have the cajones to do anything about that. How embarrassing would that be, if Rachel just rejected me and we had to perform, and then she just left. Flew away, never to be seen again. So what's next for me?
