Hey everybody I felt like the little preview that I put up didn't really have enough writing in it so im going to put up the first chapter and then ask you guys what you think. I feel like its going to be better if you read the first chapter.
Ciel: haha hey Sebastian get a grip on this!
Sebastian: what is it young master.
Ciel: im so sad in this one and your a lot more caring in this story. Ahahaha so funny!
Sebastian: did you perhaps drink anything my lord?
Ciel: nooooo… just some alcohol hehe. 1, 2, 3. Not only you and me.
Got 180 degrees and I'm caught in between.
Sebastian: oh boy(ciel in background stripping) young master put back on your clothes!
Ok enjoy guys
This story is not a happy fairytale nor is it the end of your favorite book, but somewhere in between in the middle.
I don't know how it started or why it did but I still hold the vague memory of the regrettable scene. Alone, crying, confused, and everything despair carries filled my room. There I sat on the floor not knowing what I was doing but I knew one thing I felt horrible.
There was a knife in my hand it was made by the world's sharpest knife factory. I was talking to my mother telling her I wish she could have been here how I wanted to hear her voice wish she didn't have to go.
And as the minutes passed the knife in my hand looked so comforting so finally I decided to put the sharp blade to my upper arm I left it like that for a few moments before I breathed in and slid the new drug across my arm.
It stung, hurt, felt relieving. The blood trickled and ran down my arm like a race to see who could get to the floor first. I watched it bleed saw how it glimmered in the light.
I can't remember anything else because right after that I cried myself to sleep wishing none of this had happened but I knew it did. That was two years ago at the time I was 13 now I'm 15.
My names Ciel and I have a secret. Can you guess what it is?
As the sun crept through the tiny cracks in my curtains I struggle and toss to the opposite direction of the bright beams of light.
"Ugh. Sebastian what time is it!" Ciel shouted.
"Its 7:42! Go back to sleep your taking the day off from school just relax!" Sebastian answered back.
As I stumbled out of the bed a made my way to my door swinging it open.
"Why can't I go to school, if it's about the stupid incident that happened I'm gonna be pissed Sebastian." My voice was cold and heated at the same time mad because my new guardian was the same man who had caused such heartbreak in my past.
"look Ciel you and me both know that your going to be in pain if you have to move your arm in facs and gym so just take the day off ok?"
"don't talk to your guardian like that he teased.I just want to help." Sebastian's voice was soft but stern as he led me back to my room
"But its not that back they're just tiny scratches." I lifted up my sleeve "see just tiny scratches"
Sebastian grabbed my arm painfully gripping it.
"OUCH!" I screamed
"Just scratches Ciel look at this your arm had to be stappled and stitched back together like you were some kind of.. of ragdoll!"
Sebastian's grip loosened and he let go of my arm he stopped looking at me by now and had his back turned away from em probably not wanting me to see the state he was in. "Ciel stop please its hurting me so much to see you hurt in the worst ways that I can't help. You know if your parents were here right now they would agree with me. I'll do whatever it takes to help… but I can only do that if you let me…" silent tear drops fell from his face and with that he left the room leaving me there well completely dumbstruck.
" What the hell is the man thinking dumping all this on me right now..?" I quietly walked over to the edge of my bed taking a seat I put my hands over my face.
" maybe Sebastian's right by the hell must i always fuck shit up, but I didn't think he even cared about me. The last time that I spoke with him he told me he was going away and that we would never see each other again why the hell do i still love him? I've been such a stupid fool. Stupid! I quickly got up and hit the wall. It shook. pulling my fist from the dry wall I went back to my bed
footsteps loudly pounded off the wood getting closer to my room. Sebastian quikly burst through my door.
"Ciel is everything ok are you hurt or anything?" he asked as he rushed to my side.
" I'm fine Sebastian just a little nick in the wall now." i jokingly said
"God damn it ciel you really had me worried" sebastian's head sunk into my shoulder
"aw are ya fallin in love with me now acting all like my tough boyfriend." Sebastian bit my shoulder playfully
" shut up i was worried about for real i mean i did just dump a whole lot of stuff on you just a few minutes ago. I'm sorry i did that"
"nah its my fault for being an ass you know how i am in the morning" i laughed.
"hmm yeah i think i know it quiet well but that's what make you so cute" he mumbled the last bit leaning closer i questioned
" did you just call me cute" i blew into his ear i felt the small little shivers run down his strong spine giggling i got up and pinned him to the ground
" dont try to fight it off i wanna do this and your gonna let me kk? good." i leaned down and sat my head on his chest. the rhythm of the beating of his heart nearly put me to sleep until sebastian got up and carried me down stairs.
"and just what in the hell do you think your doing?" i asked
"taking the spoiled princess to the kitchen to feed her grumbling tummy." sebastian said while rubbing my baby as though there was a baby inside
"I'm not pregnant you stupid ass" I commented slightly glaring at him but gave up knowing he wasn't looking my way.
" I know that very well, but i can change that if you want me to." Sebastian retorted back as he smiled slyly at me giving my goosebumps.
The doorbell rang. "ugh. hold up one minute ok ill go see who could possible be here in the morning." Sebastian said setting me down on the counter
"Alright I'll still be in the same exact spot you left me in not like i could go anywhere because i am a robot." I retorted sarcastically.
there was another knock on the front door. "One minute I'm walking to the door now!" Sebastian announced
Opening the door a rough looking police man stood. about 6'7 with a 5 O'clock shadow. hand resting on the side of the house.
"um hello..Can i help you officer?" He questioned
"Ahh yeah ya could your the guardian of Ciel phantomhive right?" the officer asked
"Yes that would be me is there some kind of problem going on?"
"well you know the tragic event that took place two years ago right with the fire and stuff? it seems that we figured out that it was no accidental fire. someone had wanted his family dead and it seems to me they are after Ciel next. so you better be careful and watch out for anything unusual alright? wouldn't want anything to happen to the precious o'l boy now would we?
Ciel:BUHBUHBUHHHHHHHH!
Sebastian: your doing it wrong young master it's DUHDUHDUHHHHHHHH! see theres no "B" in it just "D"
Ciel: your just one jealous bitch sebastian one jealous bitch... you should be ashamed of yourself
Sebastian: (off in a corner crying) he's right i am just a..a..a fucking strawberry poptart!
Um guys you ok up there seems pretty intense need some help? lol i hope you guys have enjoyed the first chapter of my story i decided to take down the preview because im using it as the first chapter. and i feel since i worked like fucking 16 hours on this i deserve a metal! jkjk i didnt work 16 hrs on this probably just 2 or 3. im really happy with how it turned out so i hope you did too. please review and tell me how i did on this one. :)
HUGS NOT DRUGS! - idk just fucking random ik.
