Hidden
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I have always kept myself hidden from you. My feelings, my secret looks, my longing. I never told you, never even hinted that there might be more than friendship between us. Then you got with Choand I hated it. I hated the way she cried all over you and the way you thought that it was all your fault. When in reality you could never hurt a fly, well, except the ones that needed hurting.
I was distraught, started throwing myself at Viktor. I acted so unfairly, I was cruel and just led him on. He liked me and I used him, I just wanted to see if I could love anyone but you. I could not.
Then you loved Ginny. I was happy for you but oh so jealous. Ginny was meant to be my friend but then again she did not know that I loved you; no one else did. I always kept things hidden. Then you finished with her and I was a happy, I was an awful friend.
Then, after the war, you came to me. You asked me to help you and together we got through it. Ron was busy with his family grieving over Fred. We were grieving too, but for everybody equally. I remember the times we cried in each other's arms, the times we just could not bear to be alone. I remember most clearly the time when you kissed me and I was afraid. Afraid that it was just because you felt alone and did not really feel anything for me. I kissed back but never told you how I felt about you.
Then everything changed. We were getting over the war, it had been two years, and we were nineteen. Still so young but older than most in mind and in emotion. We were visiting your parents' graves when you said it the words that I had longed to hear for eight years; "I love you Hermione". I kissed you with so much passion that day; let you make love to me for the first time. I married you a year later promising to love you forever but I did not have to say it because you already knew by the way that I looked at you, the way we touched.
The best thing a bout you tough is that you taught me to never hide and I never hid my feelings away again.
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