Is this Love or a Dream?
Jacob Black Edition
" Why am I here..." I asked myself. " Why do I deserve this, I didn't mean to cause any harm to anyone. "
Hi my name is Jennifer. I'm upset that I have to leave my home in Idaho. I'm forced to move to Washington due to some trouble I got into at my old Highschool. I dropped my grades after my boyfriend left. We were the best couple in my school. His name was James, we were in love. But he was killed in a car accident a few months ago. He told his brother that he loved me and was driving to my place to tell me when he lost control and hit a speed bump and the car rolled over on its side and he was alive and I saw it happen. Another car was coming and hit him and just as he hit him...he was dyeing. I ran over to see if he was ok. I didn't care about the one guy who hit his car. James was bleeding to death. His last words were to me were
" Live life to the fullest, find someone to love...Love isn't a dream."
Those words just were playing in my mind over and over again, like a song that was replaying on a MP3. Tears started come down my rosey cheeks, non-stop. My sister looked at me and said
" Life in Forks is going to be fine, Mom misses us, especially you haven't seen mom for years. "
Maybe I will find Love like James said to me with his dyeing breath. But as I always told him... Is love a dream? We arrived at a house in the woods by a huge lake bigger than my old lake in Idaho. On the other side of the house I saw a little house no bigger than my mom's house..or should I say my home. Before I got a chance to check out the rest of the area my mom came out and saw me she gave me a big hug and I just stared at her.
" Sweetie it's summer its very hot out here get your bags and come inside."
" Great first minute I'm here and I get ordered around, this is going to be the best summer in the world."
When I got my bags unpacked I was in a room made for a girl in her early teens who was overly obsessed with the color green. It was unbelievable! I decided to go by the beach and tan, I don't wanna be around my mom anytime when I'm here. I was laying down on a towel right on the sandy part on the beach. I heard the beach was called La Push. It was pretty bare for a hot day. Maybe because it was too hot. The beach was luckily about a short five minute walk from my house, so I can go anytime. I was laying out in my suit and my blond hair in a messy bun. I had my big glasses on to hide my eyes because I was crying and my eyes were puffy. As I was relaxing I heard footstep behind me, they didn't seem like anyone I knew...they seemed like a man about the age of 20. When I looked up it was a young boy looked like 16 maybe 17,he had short charcoal black hair. Very tan, he looked Indian, his brown eyes looked like melting chocolate. He absolutely looked like a dream. He sat right down by me and I layed up and was speechless, so out of the blue I said
" Hi "
He looked at me and starred back at me, I lifted up my sunglasses and he absolutely looked beautiful. He said
" Hi , are you new here I never seen you before, it's not like we get tourists here or anything."
His voice was like a thousand violins playing.
" I just moved here into my mom's house, I wanted to stay as far away as I can for the summer.I'm Jennifer."
"Jacob, Jacob Black." He said.
" Why don't you wanna be at your mom's."
" My parents are divorced and I don't like my mother very much. "
'' Oh well your lucky you have a mom, all I have is my dad." He said looking like he was about to cry.
" What about a Girlfriend?" I asked him hoping he doesn't.
" No I don't " He said and then asked me the same question
" Do you have a Boyfriend? ''
" No he died in a car accident in front of my house, the worst thing I have seen was the love of my life die."
'' Oh I'm sorry" He said with a worried look on his face. " The love of my life is with someone I really don't like."
" Sorry about that...must suck for ya." I said with a sad expression on my face.
" That has to be harder to deal with."
" Not as bad as your's,mine is still here, your's isn't."
After he said that James' last words repeated in my head. Was Jacob the one to be my new love, after I though that I heard a voice in my head saying to me ' He will treat you right, he's the one for you.' The voice sounded a lot like James. When I heard this voice I started to cry. I put my sunglasses over my eyes, but it didn't help. Jacob still saw the tears rolling down on my cheeks. Jacob leaned over and and whispered into my ear and told me
" Everything will be ok, just listen to the right people and trust them. "
His soft voice echoed into my head. I knew if I was with this guy I would be ok. I got up and started to walk toward the water even though I didn't really know how to swim. I stopped before the waves were touching my feet. Jacob got up as well and stood by me and we both looked to the sun. It was a bright shining afternoon. I looked at Jacob and he looked back at me. It seemed like we were going to kiss but a scream came from the top of a cliff. It was a pack of about four boys jumping off a cliff. I asked Jacob
" Are they cliff diving?" Jacob told me
" Yeah have you ever been cliff diving?"
" No, I...I..." I couldn't finish my sentence so Jacob finished it for me.
" Scared of heights?"
I didn't wanna say I was scared of water, but I also was not scared heights, I loved heights! So I said
" Yeah, since I was little."
I can't believe that I just lied to him. Jacob was about to say something when some guy from the top of the cliff yelled at his name.
" You know those guys?" I asked.
" Yeah they are my brothers."
" Oh wow they are brave."
"Yeah they are...Hey I need to go but would you like to hang out sometime?"
I was so scared to answer. But something came over me and I said
" Yes I would like that."
He told me about this carnival that his school was having at the end of the year. I accepted. He gave me his number and told me he would meet me back at La Push around five. That was only in a few hours. I saw him rush into the sun to catch with his brothers. He wasn't like the other guys I liked he seemed different...To different, but I left La Push to go get ready for my first evening with Jacob.
