Author: Kage kioku aji tenshi A.K.A. Kage-san

Summary: Kira isn't sorry, but that doesn't mean he can't regret but what are Kira's regrets?


"Are you sorry?" Ryuuzaki asked Raito quietly.

"What about?" Raito questioned.

"Any of it?"

"I'm not sorry." Raito answered looking away from Ryuuzaki, who leaned against the bars. Thus Raito Yagami missed the detective leave silently. When Raito looked at the prison door though, he wasn't surprised to find the man gone.

I may not be sorry, but when I turned myself in there was a reason, one I will take to my grave. I can't be sorry not when I believe I was right, yet God or not I regret…

"Raito," Misa said, "what do you want me to do?"

Raito looked up from the ground to look into Misa's light blue eyes.

"Misa," Raito whispered, "tell Her to take it and leave, then you give it up."

"Raito," Misa pleaded "…"

"Misa," Raito's firm voice cut her off, "I wont see you in prison."

"Misa," Raito called her name softly.

"Yes, Raito?" she whispered with a quiet sob.

"Please, do this one thing for me, this is my last request."

"Okay" she said, nodding.

"And Misa, I regret that I couldn't love you like you wanted me to but there will be someone out there for you, you just have look for him, okay. I will miss you Misa. Good bye."

Misa heard the dismissive tone in Raito's voice and left as quietly as she had come.


Time jump-night, same day


Raito Yagami sat against the bars of his cell lightly dozing; he felt that after all he'd done, even in his last moments, he shouldn't be comfortable.

"Get up Kira." A guard said harshly.

Raito got up slowly and walked with the man to the room where he would receive a lethal injection.

Raito did not look at any one, the person he wanted to see before he died was only there as a computer with a large letter L.

"Raito Yagami, you are charged with the murder of thousands of people, you are to die by lethal injection. Do you have any last words?"

"Only this, I'm not sorry, saying so would mean my death is meaningless but the only thing I have to say that I care about is this: Ryuuzaki, remember me, and good-bye" Raito did not look away from the ceiling, even when he was injected.

Raito's last thoughts were: I regret never telling you something, Ryuuzaki, I regret not telling you that I … that the reason I turned myself in was because I couldn't kill you, I got too close, and I fell in love with you. Ryuuzaki I do love you and I regret not telling you. And with those last thoughts Raito Yagami, A.K.A. Kira, died, as a single tear rolled down his cheek.


Author's note:Hi, Kage-san here/smiles/this is just something Kage-san thought up the other day, hope you like it/author hums updated version of Barney's "I love you" song /this is the first fan-fiction that Kage-san has posted. Kage-san is very proud of Kage-san's self/innocent, but shy smile/ do you think Kage-san talks too much? Ryuuzaki-kun, Les-sama, Raito-kun, Mello-san, Near-kun, and even Matt-kun tell Kage-san so/sobs/Kage-san's updated Barney song is: "I hate you, you hate me, let's get together and kill Barney, with a rifle and a gun and a shotgun 34, let's blow Barney out the door" well that's it, Kage-san has to go, Raito-kun and Ryuuzaki-kun are putting their hands down each other's pants, talk to you later, Bi-Bi/waves, and rushes out the door to avoid watching sexual education as pants and boxers go flying/