"Sasuke," I mumbled. "Why?" 'You...you were always there for me, so why are doing this to me? I subconsiously remembered all the laughs we shared, the hugs, the kisses; why did it end up this way? With me on the verge of death, no one to rescue me, all so perfectly planned. All I can ask is 'why?'
Sasuke--my Sasuke--stood over my bloodied body quietly, gazing down carelessly, looking into my pained eyes without flinching. I should have listened, they were right. I was warned to be weary of deception, but it's to late now. I'm miles from any civilization, it's the dead of winter, and no one expects me to come back to answer the call of my dream--to become hokage.
My once lover drew his katana, he slowly, painfully slitted my belly, my limbs, anything-anywhere; he wanted to here my final scream. That was the only thing i would refuse to give him.
I remeber when you came back, you invited me in with the trust you knew i still withheld for you. Now that i think back, you used my vulnerability, your agressive personality to control, to carve my future. You used me. The smugness of your smirk as we kissed, as we touched. It is true, that you wouldn't let Akatsuki nor anyone else touch me, but it was all for your sake. You abused my power so you could take them out in a single stroke! You wanted their power, now that it is revealed, i can see through your failed plan, you wanted Akatsuki's power, but couldn't reach it alone. You made--yet again--another mistake in your lowly quest for power. Everytime you said 'I love you,' were you lying? Or were those three words true, was your quest to strike fear into other's hearts and souls just getting in the way? Think about it, you know that i AM correct.
I still believe that you love me, but i should have seen this coming, you have always been an emotional wreck my love. Your brother wouldn't have wanted this, so why--why do you do it. You loved him, i know.
Your faux expression turned to malice as you saw that my movements were clearly unpained as your blade cut through my skin, causing the oozing of blood down my already numb body. This was not torture, no this was release. My torture came from none else but you. The one who is sick, so sick.
You want strength, but what you do not realize is that love is the strongest strength. How do you think i had bested you after you came back from Orochimarus, left snake, left the world. Your battles lie not not with others but with your own self. I only hope that my sacrifice is enough!
No matter how much you yourself believe that you have cut those bonds holding you down, we know that it's not true. bonds are unbreakable.
"Naruto, you had a chance, a chance to turn around and follow your dream; you declined. The villagers, that you left behind, warned you--but you were as stubborn as always. Deception is the way of the shinobi.....dobe" You said, dragging me out of my thoughts. And their was no way i could deny it, nor was there a pang in my side filled with regret. Even if i had known of what would be to come, i wouldn't have had it any other way.
With that, you peirced my heart, tired of my stoned appearance that displayed not a pained one as you complied with your emotions. I glimpsed a single tear stroll down your windburned cheek as you said 'I love you doe,' I felt the final drop of life fall upon my face as my body stiffened, reduced to a mound of snow in the icy caps of the ridiculed earth. The end has finally come. (curses i couldn't find the right japanese words to say that in japanese dammit!!)
