Disclaimer- I do not own Naruto or the song, this is pure fiction.
WARNING- This is a rape story. Remember you were warned so do not complain.
Comment if you like it, it makes me want to write more stories.
His little whispers.
Love Me. Love Me.
That's all I ask for.
Love Me. Love Me.
He battered his tiny fists to feel something.
Wondered what it's like to touch and feel something.
Naruto could still feel Sasuke's breath tickling his ear. Softly questioning him to love. That was all Sasuke had asked for, it wasn't much.
If he had pretended would it have made the difference? Yes, it could have prevented it. It was his fault he had gotten raped after all.
He should have loved him. He should have.
Monster.
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here.
Looking through the window...
Sasuke.
It wasn't his fault.
Tears pricked at his eyes. His emotional state was in turmoil right now. He wasn't sure what to feel. Though he knew he felt something.
It felt like the raven was there to do what he had done to him earlier tonight, again. Remembering, one lone tear escape his ocean blue eyes, running down his face to drop softly on his palm.
That night he caged her.
Bruised and broke her.
He struggled closer.
Then he stole her.
Violet wrists and then her ankles.
Silent Pain.
Then he slowly saw their nightmares were his dreams.
Tonight he had followed Sasuke out to a event, not expecting what would happen. If he had known he wouldn't have gone.
The raven had driven him to a secluded spot and tried to kiss him. He had rejected Sasuke, and then Sasuke hadn't taken no for an answer. He had pleaded, but he guessed he hadn't done it enough.
Sasuke had pinned him down in the car. Grabbing his wrists harshly and holding him down. Your first time is supposed to be special, but not in a twisted way like this.
Naruto could still sense the pressure on them, the way they were held together, above his head.
While the raven had done all sorts of things to him he had been silently crying, hoping that it would be over as soon as possible.
He wasn't sure how long he and Sasuke had spent in the car, it had felt like hours. Non-existent hours that he would haunt him for the rest of his life.
Monster.
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here.
Looking through the windows.
I will.
Hear their voices.
I'm a glass child.
I am Hannah's regrets.
Naruto stayed sitting on the bed. He couldn't be in the house right now. It was starting to smell like the car had which was making him slightly nauseous.
He needed fresh air, to get away from this stifling room. He got up hastily walking out of the room and to the front door, walking out onto his front yard.
Monster.
How should I feel?
Turn the sheets down.
Murder ears with pillow lace.
There's bath tubs.
Full of glow flies.
Bathe in kerosene.
Their words tattoed in his veins.
There were lightening bugs shimmering softly on the grass. He lay down on his back and watched them fly into the sky.
Watching them take to the air reminded him of when he was younger. All the innocence he once had. Too bad he couldn't go back to a younger self and not experience anything like he had tonight.
Maybe in time he would be okay. Just maybe.
The song is really good, go check it out on youtube. It's called Monster by Meg & Dia. Now review please?
