Well it has been a long time sinse I updated anything. Anyway this is kinda wierd and the result of boredom and lack of sleep.
Enjoy!
(Note: for some reason half of the story was cut out.
WHY? No idea what so ever. Anyway I'll try and fix it.)
EDIT: Hopefully all errors have been fixed. Please tell me if you spot any more
Having someone special to you is both a blessing and a curse.
I am in love with an angel who once gave me her heart. She had loved me when no one else had. She saw me for a person and not as a monster. She told me she loved me.
Yet I told her I did not feel the same.
I told her I was in love with another.
Sakura
Yes, Sakura may be beautiful but she never loved me.
Hinata did.
I remember turning away from her, whispering her an apology. Said she should give up on me.
I broke her. I ripped up her heart, threw it on the floor, and then stamped on it.
It hurts to know my angel cried tears for me.
It took a long time, but she was finally put back together again.
Sasuke
He came back to Konoha. He saved my fallen angel. I was left to watch her smile once more, knowing it was not me she smiled at.
In the end my heart ended up broken as well.
In the end, I cried.
Now I am left to pick up the pieces of my own heart.
Smile at everyone and pretend to be happy.
Yet I will not let anyone see that I am broken. Dead on the inside.
Wishing I had not been stupid enough to leave her.
I love you, Hinata.
You will always be in my heart and, I hope, I will always be in your heart as well.
Live a happy life.
I will see you in heaven, my angel.
Having someone special to you is both a blessing and a curse, only through making mistakes is this made obvious.
You will never forget your first love.
I remember him, so clearly, sometimes, it hurts.
It hurts remembering the pain I went through.
The tears I cried.
It hurt lying in my room, crying myself to sleep and dreaming of my rejection.
After my heart was dropped and broken by him, I thought I would be unable to love again.
I thought that, perhaps, it would be impossible for me to be loved.
I thought myself loathed, Unworthy
Naruto When he broke my heart, I knew not what to do.
Everything I had ever loved was taken from me.
Everything I had ever wanted was stolen.
For the first time in my life I felt alone
I wondered why it had happened.
I wondered why everyone loved her
My friend.
Sakura.
I wondered why I wantedyou
Why I needed you.
Why I loved you
When Sasukecame back, I didn't care. I didn't love you for your looks. I loved you for being who you were.
I thought Sasuke was a cold and arrogant pretty boy that was above affection.
I found I was wrong about him too.
We got to know each other.
I felt my heart warm to him as he lowered his walls and let me in.
Yet I was still cautious. Unable to trust easily.
I was hurt, Naruto
I almost died from the pain.
But I know now I was never the one for you. You cannot offer me love, you cannot give me what I know I deserve.
But he can.
He, with his stoic face and uncaring gaze.
It was him who held me in his arms as I cried myself to sleep.
It was him who loved me when I fell.
It was him who gave me a second chance at life.
And for that I owe him my life. My heart.
I will always remember you, Naruto always love you.
But I have to move on.
You will never forget your first love, but it is my second love I truly want.
It is hard to love someone who has been broken.
Do you remember that shy girl in the playground at the academy?
The girl who hid behind her hair, and was too shy to speak.
She was unlike any other girl.
She was pure, untainted
She judged a person for who they were and not for what they owned or how they looked.
She loved the loud boy, the boy who hid behind a mask of smiles.
She saw him for who he was, something not even Iwas able to do.
She had always intrigued me and I felt myself drawn to her.
I wondered why she was in love with Naruto and not Me
I found myself watching her, confused as to why she had not fallen for The Uchiha Sasuke
And when I left the village, I found myself thinking of her.
Not often, but still I thought of her when I slept.
She was an angel in my dreams. She fell from heaven and I offered her my hand.
I helped her up and she repaid my kindness with a kiss.
Every night the dreams would continue. So frequently, in fact, that the nightmares of my family started to come less and less.
When I returned back to Konoha, I looked for her.
I could not find her.
One day I followed Naruto from the shadows.
Hinata met up with him.
I stared in shock at the beautiful angel she had become.
Then felt my heart cry as I watched her admit her feelings.
I felt the tears fall from my own eyes as I listened to her.
She poured out her heart and still heturned her away.
He told her he loved Sakura
After she had left, Narutoturned to me.
He let one small tear fall from his eyes as he smiled at me.
At that moment I saw what Hinata had always seen.
The broken man behind the mask of a smiling boy
After that I got to know her.
She was hesitant at first, and still in pain.
But, over time, she finally warmed to me.
She allowed me to hold her in the night as she told me of her heartbreak.
Still I never told her of mine.
Yet one day, she kissed me on the cheek and whispered soft words to me.
"I love you Sasuke," she had told me. "I love you so much... I want to forget himI want to be happy. Please... tell me..."
I had silenced her mouth with my own as I felt hot tears fall from my face onto her own.
Knowing she loved me... It was such an indescribable feeling.
We became a couple after that and I was so happy.
One day he came up to me, and took my hands in his own.
Soft tears fell from his eyes as he looked into mine.
"Sasuke," he said, trying to stop the onslaught of tears. "Learn from my mistake. Never let her go. Love her, Sasuke,"
His voice began to crack as he choked on his tears. Swallowing he tried to stop his cries.
"Love her like I was never able to. Please... Just make... make her." I watched as his salty tears dotted the floor, silent as I awaited him to finish.
"Make her happy."
I had smiled softly and shut my eyes, willing my emotions into place.
With tears in my eyes I had replied. "I will, Naruto. I can promise you that."
It is hard to love someone who has been broken, but even harder to fix that person once again.
But I made a promise... and I'm sticking with it until the end.
Just noticed that someone thinks I should continue this fic. This was intended to be a one-shot, but I could continue if desired?
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