the drama scene

I would like to dedicate this to anyone who has ever been confused about how they feel , about how they feel about someone else or even about themselves ... you'll make it just stay strong and follow your heart and I promise you'll be alright

to Meggie , for always being there when I needed you most- your like my sister

to Taylor and torree , you guys are the best damn ninja sisters in the world !!

and to the few people who inspired me to write this story , I'm not menitoning any names but thankx anywasy

sorry about all the typos , if there are any

it was a week before my first day of high school and I was so not looking forward to it , I was never the most popular girl in school and although I made friends well I didnt think this year was going to be anything to look forward too. I was shopping on day with my best friend meg when she told me something I never wanted to hear " did you hear that shane gray is coming to our school this year , can u believe it " ... she said this with such excitement that I wanted to puke. that egotistical popstar jerk ... at my school , this was going to be even worse then I thought . For several more days all I could think was why it was always me that this happened too , I hated him , loved his music ...well connect 3's music but I hated him .

it was the day before school started when I got hom from my walk to find my sister in the living room with the TV blasted to celebrity news about Shane and connect 3 , apparently the news that he was coming to newwest high was not big ... but their breakup was . shock was all that passed over me , CONNECT 3 BREAKING UP!! ... that wasnt possible , it just wasnt not when he was coming here to my school , everyone would hate him . as soon as my sister saw my face she knew something was up but she was nice enough to leave it ... until dinner . " what was with u earlier anyways jess?" ... but all I could say was that I was shocked is all that they were breaking up , but from the look on her face I knew she didnt believe me . I woke up early the next morning to make sure I looked good for the first day fo high school , I was so excited but so nervous . A pair of skinnys , a bright multy-colored tank and vest and a pari of converse later and Iw as ready to go . In my old school me and my friends were total outsiders but now we had a chance to make a new simble , a new place in the drama scene . I got downstairs and my sister was waiting with a face of pure loath on ... I was guessing she had heard about Shane " when were u planning on telling me that a world famous singer was coming to ur school?" I pretended I didnt know but I dont tihnk it worked very well " I have no idea what your talking about . I shut the door behind me after I grabbed my cell , i-pod and bag from the front hall . I turned on my phone just as meg called me " hey girl where r you ?" she sounded out of breath " I'm just leaving my house now why?" this time it took forever for her to get it out " I'm at school , he should be here soon " " who " I had totaly forgotten her obbsession with connect 3 " oh shane ... sorry I forgot " and with that I told her I would be tehre soon ... well I had planned on it untill I ran into someone coming around the corner " oh sorry ... do you tihnk you could help me ? I'm trying to find newwest high "... I couldnt place that voice but I knew I knew the voice , I looked up to see someone I never expected too ... it was hane gray himself , and then I froze " umm... ya I'm headed there now , if u needed help you could just follow me "... he looked at me like I was nuts " do you know who I am ?" haha , that made me laugh " of course why wouldnt I ?" he smiled " most people dont act totaly normal when I meet them , they are usually freaked out or excited ... your the first girl I've met who dosnt do that ... thanks though " I smiled ... what was I thinking I should so call meg , but I got so caught up in the moment I forgot all about her . As I showed him around we walked and talked , he told me how connect 3 was only on temporary leavce , until he got things straight ... jason too . I liked talking to him , considering how much I had ahted him befoir I definaitly saw why I hadnt liked him ... TV was a big one and poloroids . he was different then I thought , and I like dhaving a guy to talk to who was totaly chill not to mention we practicly matched today , both wearing skinnys , converse and tanks with a vest . I had totaly forgotten about the outside world ... until my pocket vibrated " just a sec , its my sister " I picked up the phone " what iis it D ?" I said it like I was mad at her , whihc technikly I was for iunteupting me and shane " did I just see you walking with shane gray? " oh no , she saw me ... and with shane , this couldnty get any worse " ya I guess you did , he needed help finding the school so I offered " she scremed one of those annoying littlegirl screams . I told her I would talk to her later and me and shane continused to walk , and then we met with meg ... and then it began " oh ... am I interupting ? " I looked at her like I would burn her eyes out " may I speak with u a minute jessi ? " she pulled me aside as I smiled back at shane " what the hell are you doing , why didnt you call me and tell me you were with shane gray? " she looked royally pissed now ... but what was I supposed to say " I'm sorry I got caught up in th emoment but can I please go I like talking to him ... " she let go of my arm and I lead her back to shane " hey , shane I would like you to meet my friend ... shane this is meg , meg this is shane " he smiled and waved , she did the same and then we walked into high school ... a very bad idea. the first thing we saw was shay lanker... the prettiest , girliest girl in newwest . everyone loathed her and yet they wanted to be her , and as soon as she saw me ... she laughed but then she was shane and she smirked . " shane ... can I speak with you a minute " I pulled him aside to tell him " I need to tell you to stay away from shay lanker , she will detroy you ... shes just another groupy , trust me " I knew he was happy to hear me say this " lets go " what surprised me was ... he took my hand and led me in the opposite direction of shay . I looked back as meg staird at my hand , I gave her my wide eyes and thought ... what am I doing

that night when I got hom I went sriaght to my room , my first day was great but something was wrong with me , I liked my friend brice , but I was strating to like shane too ... realy like him ... but I knew someone else liked me too , what was I supposed to do . I was so confised , I had to call shane ... he gave me his number after chem today . I called him ... bbut when he picked up I couldnt get out what I wanted and I just said " hi " but he knew it was me and that something was wrong " whats wrong jessi ?" and with that I had no choice , he asked so I let him know ... I told him everything , and then he said something that shocked me " I'm coming over ok , to your hosue .. right now " I gave him directions and within ten minutes I heard the doorbell ring , luckly I was home alone , mom and dad were out of town and meg was at the first sleepover of the year . as soon as I opened the door shane imbraced me in a hug , whihc I cant complain felt so right. " I'm sp sorry I made you feel like you had to choose" I was shocked when he said that , cause once again it wasnt what I expected . " what do you mean , I wasnt complaining ... I like you , but I dont know what to do , I'm do confused about this whole thing ". he followed me up to my room where we sat on the bed and talked for what weemed like hours , " I like you too jessi , alot but I dont want you to feel like yo have to choose between me and the othe guy " all I could think was , are you nuts ? ... and I couldnt help but momve in for a kiss , I knew it wasnt the right time but I had too , I couldnt help it . I liked how we were so connected to each other , those little sparks went off everytime he touched me ... but when we kissed , well that was another story . after that night I knew everythin was going to change ... and it did , derasticly .

thats the end of chapter 1 , hope you like it ... this is only my second so its kinda short , but I hope you guys liked it ...let me know -thx