A/N- I haven't written anything in a while because my computer has been broken, but now as you can see, it is fixed. The first part of this poem came to me at 1:00am after watching the last episode of WAT. It is from Martin's point of you, kind of like something he would say to Sam. I hope you enjoy it.
Pairing- Sam/Martin
Rating- PG
Disclaimer- I own only my car, my TV, and the thoughts rolling around in my head.
Summary- Martin's feelins about Sam's unwillingness to make their relationship public.


Fade Away

I feel like have loved you
Since the moment that we met
And that standing right beside you
Was as close as I could get
'Cause you were in love with another
Someone I could never be
And it seemed that when you looked my way
You just looked right through me
So I learned to deal with your presence
And the way you made me feel
Knowing that the dreams I had
Would never become real
And I became a good friend
Always by your side
Ready to lend a helping hand
Or a shoulder when you cried
And I got to know you better
And I fell a little more
You were the woman of my dreams
Off on some distant shore
But then one night you came to me
A change had taken place
You spoke the words I longed to hear
A smile upon your face
And since then we have been
Together every night
It has been incredible
Nothing's felt so right
And you didn't want anyone to know
So I didn't say a word
But even if I'd let it slip
They wouldn't have believed what they heard
They'd never guess that you would
Have picked someone like me
I wanted to tell the whole wide world
But I wanted to see you happy
Well it's been a few short months
And a couple people know
And I really hate to do this
But I think that I should go
'Cause I don't think you love me
They way that I love you
Maybe it is just self-doubt
But I don't know what to do
'Cause I think you still love him
No matter what you say
For you once said that feelings
Don't leave they fade away
I really hate to think like this
But I just don't understand
Why you don't want anyone to know
Or what it is you'd planned
Was it not supposed to last this long?
Was it supposed to be a fling?
Or am I just not good enough?
Am I just a thing?
And that is why I'm leaving
I'm confused and so are you
We just need some time to think
Some time to think things through
I love you more than words can say
But if you don't feel the same
Can you please just end it now
So I won't feel more pain
But if it's me that you love
And you want me to stay
Tell me why you're so afraid
And I won't go away
I'll try harder to understand
Why you feel what you do
So please tell me it's me that you love
And that what I feel is true.


Well I hope you enjoyed this and I hope to be writing more soon. See ya later.