Dear Fanfiction Readers Of Mine,

Hello. I know I've been in and out recently over the past few months due to complications in my real life, so I haven't been able to write or post anything good. The one time I did post something I've been working on for years, Heartaches, it didn't come out as expected and I think that's because slowly my heart fell out of writing my stories. I'm writing this all to you now though because I want to hear back from you. I want to get back into writing fanfictions and posting stories that make everyone happy and inspire them like I used to with my stories Issues and Mythical Creatures. Lately my stories have been bouncing around everywhere, so please leave me a review with what anime you want a fanfiction from me with the main couples and everything. The only story I have posted right now is my Miraculous Ladybug one, which I still plan on finishing so don't worry about that. I'm going to start writing more fanfics though so please inform me what you want to read. Should I go back to Fairy Tail and my NaLu's? Should I start off on a new anime? I've gotten some suggestions about writing more Mendy and One Piece fanfictions already, so I just want to know everyone's opinions.

Do I still have all my followers? Or did I ruin our relationship by being away for so long? I didn't mean to disappoint all of you and I want to apologize for that. Please review me though on this story, because if you message me it's going to be harder for me to read through, and tell me what you want.

Recently I've started erasing some fanfictions of mine because I didn't want them on this site anymore. I know I offered some of you to send it to you through email so you'll always have it, but I've changed my mind about that now due to people emailing me curd things to my personal email. I might post them up again on a different fanfiction website one day, but for right now I've taken them down. I'm so sorry for those who still want to read those stories.

Some of you might not care, and some of you may which is why I'm writing this part right now, but my life has turned complicated. I got the news I'm going to be kicked out of the place I'm living at right now, so I've been looking for other places to stay at. I had to get a job because I needed money so much, and I'm in my last semester of college finally about to graduate but my classes are not as breezy as I expected them to be. One huge reason why I stopped writing fanfictions is because I finally completely a manuscript of my real life book, like a real story people with my own characters and ideas and everything, that I've been trying to get published recently to help with my money situation. I completely have no idea what I'm doing though, and the few publishers I have sent it to all I got back were rejections. It didn't make me sad or anything, but I've been reading online about self-publication and that only truly works if I have a bunch of friends and followers and a whole bunch of social medias. That's not the type of person I am; I'm quiet and reserved, I barely go on my facebook account and I only recently made up a tumblr account and even then I don't even post anything on it, but I do like a whole bunch of pictures. The only followers I have are you guys and you don't even know what I look like or my real name because I'm embarrassed to write this stories and tell people about it. I don't know what's wrong with me, honestly. People know I love anime, nearly all my friends are nerds just like me, but I can never mention my fanfictions because it's scary for them to read what's in my heart and all my secret desires.

So there you have it everyone. Something about me, and about our future. I want to turn back into that author all of you knew and loved because honestly I loved that person too and I want to go back to that. Writing amazing stories for fun and making people laugh. Please send me a review and let me know, okay? I'll be waiting.

-BlackLynx17