Hey you!!! Welcome to my first fic about CCS!!! For you who never read
anything mine before, just be aware that English is not my native language…
so, don't flame me because of the grammar and spelling mistakes… I try
really hard not to make any…
This fic is based on… nothing really… just something that came into my mind while watching the "Christmas' present" episode from the last season… where Sakura were supposed to go shopping with her brother, but The Mirror went instead… Just a silly and short thing…
Disclaimer: Only the fic idea is mine… and even if I never read anything like that, I'm sure that someone already wrote about it… It's not very creative, in my opinion… nothing mine is very creative… ^_^;; Oh, yeah… CCS and all characters belong to Clamp… Luck ladies from Clamp… I wish I could own any of their cute guys…
Forbidden
If only I wasn't a card… Maybe I would be luck to meet someone special… But, maybe… I think I've already found someone special… Although I think it's forbidden…
Not just because I'm a Clow Card… Maybe I wasn't supposed to love, being a card and all… I'm just a creation from Clow Reed… I only exist because of my master… And now Sakura is my master… But… somehow… I believe that we, Cards and guardians, can love…
Long ago, Yue loved someone… we knew that. So, I guess we CAN love… we are able to feel this kind of emotions… I figured that out long time ago… But… I never felt anything like that… not until I saw him…
But something inside me keeps saying it's forbidden. Not because I'm a card and he is an human… Or, maybe, that's the only problem… I don't know… Maybe he being my master's brother is a block too…
If only I was human… Then maybe, I could be able to talk freely to him… I could see him whenever I want to, not just when my master evokes me… And he could see the true me… not his sister image in another being…
But, again, I think that I'm thinking too much… He already sees me… the true me… He knew my hair was long… and even bought me a present. My first present. Does it mean I'm special to him?
Yeah… maybe I am… after all, he said it… I take care of his sister… not something that he should thank me for, though… after all, she is my master… My whole existence revolves on taking care of her… Ok… I know that I would take care of her anyway… after all, she have been taking care of us, cards and guardians… But… I believe I have another wish inside my heart… a more selfish one… a forbidden one…
If I could choose, maybe I wouldn't be taking care of her… maybe, I would prefer taking care of him… It's selfish… and it's not appropriate for a card to think those things about their master, that I am sure is forbidden… But I can control my heart… and even if I don't like this thoughts, that's what I feel… if only I could be human… If only all this wasn't forbidden…
~*~*~
The end!
Very short, I know… I didn't want to babble too much… Just let's hope anyone likes it… Please, review and tell me what you think…
If you like longer fics, be my guest and read my other fanfics, specially the ones from Magic Knight Rayearth… Be carefull… Lots of Fuu x Ferio on those… ^_^;
Beijos (kisses in Portuguese)
Harue-chan
This fic is based on… nothing really… just something that came into my mind while watching the "Christmas' present" episode from the last season… where Sakura were supposed to go shopping with her brother, but The Mirror went instead… Just a silly and short thing…
Disclaimer: Only the fic idea is mine… and even if I never read anything like that, I'm sure that someone already wrote about it… It's not very creative, in my opinion… nothing mine is very creative… ^_^;; Oh, yeah… CCS and all characters belong to Clamp… Luck ladies from Clamp… I wish I could own any of their cute guys…
Forbidden
If only I wasn't a card… Maybe I would be luck to meet someone special… But, maybe… I think I've already found someone special… Although I think it's forbidden…
Not just because I'm a Clow Card… Maybe I wasn't supposed to love, being a card and all… I'm just a creation from Clow Reed… I only exist because of my master… And now Sakura is my master… But… somehow… I believe that we, Cards and guardians, can love…
Long ago, Yue loved someone… we knew that. So, I guess we CAN love… we are able to feel this kind of emotions… I figured that out long time ago… But… I never felt anything like that… not until I saw him…
But something inside me keeps saying it's forbidden. Not because I'm a card and he is an human… Or, maybe, that's the only problem… I don't know… Maybe he being my master's brother is a block too…
If only I was human… Then maybe, I could be able to talk freely to him… I could see him whenever I want to, not just when my master evokes me… And he could see the true me… not his sister image in another being…
But, again, I think that I'm thinking too much… He already sees me… the true me… He knew my hair was long… and even bought me a present. My first present. Does it mean I'm special to him?
Yeah… maybe I am… after all, he said it… I take care of his sister… not something that he should thank me for, though… after all, she is my master… My whole existence revolves on taking care of her… Ok… I know that I would take care of her anyway… after all, she have been taking care of us, cards and guardians… But… I believe I have another wish inside my heart… a more selfish one… a forbidden one…
If I could choose, maybe I wouldn't be taking care of her… maybe, I would prefer taking care of him… It's selfish… and it's not appropriate for a card to think those things about their master, that I am sure is forbidden… But I can control my heart… and even if I don't like this thoughts, that's what I feel… if only I could be human… If only all this wasn't forbidden…
~*~*~
The end!
Very short, I know… I didn't want to babble too much… Just let's hope anyone likes it… Please, review and tell me what you think…
If you like longer fics, be my guest and read my other fanfics, specially the ones from Magic Knight Rayearth… Be carefull… Lots of Fuu x Ferio on those… ^_^;
Beijos (kisses in Portuguese)
Harue-chan
