Hey Diary!
Well, I Guess My Marriage Is Now Over! John Told Me He Has Been With Another Woman - A Nurse On His Ward Of All People!
Weirdly Enough, I Don't Know How I Feel About It, Stupid I Know, I Should Be Seriously Pissed!
My Emotions Are Shot! I'm Angry That He Did This To Me And Our Family, Yet I'm Relieved. Things Haven't Been Right Between Us For Ages To The Point The Only Thing We Shared In Common Was The Boys, Our Surname & Our Address.
I'm Glad He Told Me Outright, That I Wasn't Told By Someone Else Or Worse, Saw Them Together; At Least He Had The Guts To Tell Me, Even If It Was At Work!
Yet I Feel Embarrased. How Am I Supposed To Do Ward Rounds Up There? Trying To Concentrate On My Work, Wondering If Anyone Up There Knew About John & Tina.
The Boys Are In Bed, Thankfully Oblivious To What Is Going On, Gives Me Time To Figure Out How To Explain This To Them Without Confusing Them, Heck, It's confusing Me!
I Know John Will Come Home Tonight, Well Attempt To. I Put The Chain On The Door. He Can Sleep Outside. I'm Not Putting Up With Him & His Excuses.
Grr! Anyway Diary, My Glass Is Empty So Im Off To Bed!
Night!
C x
