He said he loved me ,but had some ware to go. It was raining, so what was I supposed to do? I mean, I had loved him from the first second I saw him ,and finally he tells me and now he has to leave? I thought he must of not meant he loved me. He probably had just said it so I wouldn't feel bad I had just slept with him.

" How?" I asked, as he turned to look at me. His big brown eyes staring back.

"How what?" His umbrella had stopped the rain from hitting him, but I was soaked.

" How…how can you love me?" His eyes softened, and he walked back, pulling me into a 'Gone With The Wind' kiss . a deep, passionate, romantic kiss

" I can love you…because you are mine. You are mine, aren't you?"

I looked up at him, he was a bit taller than me, and stroked my hand through his dark hair.

" Yeah. Yeah, I'm yours." Then I kissed him. I liked the feeling of his lips, warm against mine. Then he walked away. If I would of known what happened next, I would have screamed. Screamed at him to stay, to not leave me. Because I could of protected him. I could have stopped what happened next. I could have told Jesse never to leave me. To stay, right ware we were, outside campus. But instead he left. And a few hours later, I got the news.

" I…I'm sorry. The doctor said. Although I couldn't understand it at the time. I was just sitting on the floor, shaking. What! WHAT HAD THE DOCTER JUST TOLD ME? Jesse….Jesse, dead? No, no it couldn't be….no… He would never… he couldn't die. He had just begun to live!

"If-if there is anything I can do…" The nurse offered, but my brother Doc stopped her. He had come with me, since everyone else was out of town.

" Actually.. If you could tell me ware a phone is?" He asked. " I-I need to call someone Suze. Mum and dad actually, stay here, I'll be back-" As he started to walk away, I grabbed his arm. Not nicely, not warmly, but hard and rough.

" Suze- Please. I'll be right back." I wasn't even looking at him.

" Ma'am. Maybe we should call your parents for you. Did your friend have family? Anyone else we could call-?"

" No.." I muttered. " All he had was me." My voice was trembling, and I was still wearing the same soggy t-shirt and jeans as I was wearing when I was last with Jesse.

" All he had was me." I repeated, as she walked away. Then I let go of my brother, and started to get up.

" Suze- I, I should probably go make sure she phones the right number."

" Don't go." I whispered.

" I… I know I don't understand. But I'll be right back, I promise."

" No. No! No! No! No!" I was hitting my self, my heart. Another nurse ran over, and started to hold me still, with the help of a male nurse too. " NO! NO! Oh god, Jesse! Jesse! I'll save you! I'll use my powers! I promise! Jesse come back? You have unfinished business! Come back! Come back! No. I cant live without you! No." I was in hysterics. Finally I burst free, and ran across the hall towards the medication cart. I grabbed every kind of pill I could, crammngi the purple, triangular, and liquid fileld capsules down my throat.

" Call a doctor! She's going to need her stomach pumped and get a straight jacket!" The nurses screamed. And then Someone pushed a needle into my arm and I fell asleep.