A/N...
Guest, dear this is the one, you have requested me to write on Abhijeet sir... I tired to give my best, dear... :) Keep smiling and stay blessed... :)
Friends, Here DUO dose is completely missing and is based on my own imagination, stay blessed you all... :)
An apology in advance if any of my word will hurt anyone... :)
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Quails...
Quails stopped in front of a home and a person with red swollen eyes, got down from the car...
The other person, who was still on driving seat, hesitantly: Sir main...
The person raised his hand to stop him with: Thanks Daya, good night...
And he left from there towards the home in same silence, taking small steps while Daya sighed deeply with: Bhagwan please Abhijeet sir ko himmet daina, bohut sari himmet...
And he moved from there, towards beach...
While Abhijeet was standing in front of the main door of his home and was looking at it in extreme pain and hurt... And a voice filled with selflessness and sacrifice, echoed in his ears as...
Abhijeet baita main janti hoon k tumhien main yaad nahin lekin iss mein tumhara koe kasoor nahin hai baita, tumhara koe kasoor nahin... (Took deep breath to compose herself and to stand strong for her son, added lovingly...) Abhijeet yeh humary ghar ki chabi hai baita, kabhi dil karey tou aana zaror, mujhy mairy baity ka intizar rahy ga...
And she moved out from there in the same second to shed her tears while hiding from her son who was standing there in complete helplessness and pain...
DARD NA JANYYYY, PYAR NA JANYYYY...
KS KO SUNAIEN, HAYEEEEEE, DUKHRYYYYY PURANYYYY...
Abhijeet came back in present, feeling some salty drops falling down from his eyes and with blur image, he taken out the key from his pocket and then silently opened the door...
An overwhelmed voice welcomed him with: Abhijeet tum, tum aa gaye... (Wrapping him in her protective wings after hiding inside which, for a moment Abhijeet felt himself in the most protective shell of the universe, living the belief that now no bad could touch him as his mother was there to be his shield while she added in wet tone...) Main janti thi tum aao gy, janti thi main...
MAAINE, MAAINE, MAAINEEEE,
MAAAAAINE, MAAAAAINE...
Abhijeet moved forward while wiping off his tears which were again and again coming back like today they were not going to stop... He looked around, on walls, having various photos of his and some with his mother too... He entered inside the lounge and...
A lovely voice hit his ears as: Abhijeet uth gaye baita tum, aao main tumhary tael malish ker dun, rooz itna kaam kerty ho thak jaty ho gy na, aa jao shabash...
Abhijeet while sitting on carpet: Haan maa jaldi...
And he stopped in shock and looked around, no, he could not found his mother around... He looked towards his clothes and found himself wearing white colored dress... He had just returned after completing his mother's post-rituals ceremony and hugging his mother's photo tightly, he started crying bitterly when felt a soft touch on his head but he did not open his eyes, having fear, once he would open his eyes, the sooth would went away...
AAAAAAAAAAAAAA...
MAAINE, MAAINE, MAAINEEEE...
MAAAAAINE, MAAAAAINE...
After few minutes of composing himself, he stood up and entered inside his mother's room and...
A smiley voice echoed in his ears as: Aao baita, drwazy py kyun ruuk gaye tum... (Feeling his stare on walls, added softly...) Tumhary room mein ya ghar ki baki kisi jagah nahin lagaien yeh tasveerien ta k tum preshan na ho inhien daikh k lekin mairy liye yeh bohut keemti hain Abhijeet, issi liye yahan ly aai...
Abhijeet silently: Achi lg rae hain...
His mother, proudly: Lagien gi hi, aakhir maira baita hai hi itna pyara, hai na...?
A smile crept on Abhijeet's lips and he softly spread hand on one of his mother's photo while few drops again fell from his eyes...
Abhijeet in painful whisper: Aap ko nahin jana tha na maa, itni jaldi tou nahin na... Mujhy tou iss waqt kitni zarort thi aap ki aur aap mujhy easey hi haalat k bharosy chour gaien, not fair maa, not fair...
HO GAE, ZINDAGI, AJNABI...
MAAINEEEEE, MAAAAAINEEE...
Same time a voice echoed in his ears with: Abhijeet aa jao baita jaidi sy, dinner ready hai aur aaj tumhari favorite bhindi ki sabzi banae hai...
Abhijeet while moving in hurry: Aaya maa...
And he stopped after coming out from the room and found the kitchen in complete dark just like his life, he was feeling at the moment, surrounded with dark shade or like a large vacuum appeared in his life so suddenly and the loss, which could never be compensated, not by anyone or by any means...
Abhijeet silently moved forward and after reaching close to TV table, opened the drawer and took out a DVD... He stared at it for few moments and then silently put that in DVD-player and absent-mindedly kept standing there after playing it... The DVD started but Abhijeet's mind was hearing something else...
An affectionate voice as: Abhijeet yeh tumhari tb ki recording hai baita jb tum ny secondary standard mein board top kia tha, itny grand level py celebrate ki thi hum ny yeh khushi, tumhien yaad... (And she stopped in shock and pain while Abhijeet also moved his head down in silence... After few moments of complete silence, his mother in soft smile while spreading hand on his head...) Pata hai baita, iss rooz tum ny pehli baar mujhy kaha tha k tumhien police mein jana hai aur ajeeb baat pata kya hue Abhijeet... (Abhijeet looked at him in silence, she added while cupping his face...) Aik duum sy easa laga mujhy jaisy maira pata nahin kitna khoon berh gaya hai, maira baita bara jo ho gaya tha... (And she softly kissed his forehead with...) Abhijeet yaadien tou phir sy bhi banae ja saktien hain na baita, hai na...?
Abhijeet nodded in silent smile and a color passed his mother's face...
JAGY HOYE THY KB SY, TUM NY NAHIN SULAYA...
ROTHY HOYE THY KHUD SY, TUM NY NAHIN MANAAAAAYA...
Abhijeet could still felt the touch of his mother's skin on his face and forehead and unintentionally, he spread hand on his forehead and he did not understand why, but he kissed his own finger's tips, might be its his try to kiss his mother, to feel her, to make himself believe that yes his mother was still with him, somewhere around, far from eyes but very close to his sight...
Abhijeet in tears: Maa aap ny tou kaha tha k humain yaadien banani hain phir aap easey kaisy chaly gaye mujhy chour k... Abhi tou hum ny mil k mujhy talash kerna tha na, main tou aaj tk khud ko nahin dhond paya aur aap ny bhi mujhy akela chour dia... Haar maan k chali gaien na aap bhi... Itni bhi kya jaldi thi, thora time tou ruuk jatien mairy paas, bs thora sa time, thora...
And his voice chocked and tears started rolling down from his eyes in speed without any voice...
JAGY HOYEEEEE THY KB SY, TUM NY NAHIN SULAYA,
ROTHY HOYE THY KHUD SY, TUM NY NAHIN MANAYA...
KITNA HUMAIN RULAYA, KITNA HUMAIN SATAAAAAYA...
After few minutes, Abhijeet moved his gaze and found the bag, the hospital authorities gave him, present on sofa... Wiping off his tears, Abhijeet moved there and grabbing the bag, took out the saree when...
A voice dipped in extreme happiness and disbelief: Abhijeet yeh tum laye...? Mairy liye laye tum yeh, haan...?
Abhijeet nodded hesitantly with: G, aap ko pasand...
And his sentence remained incomplete as his mother just pulled him in tight hug while tears fell down from his eyes in speed but the tears of happiness and sooth as new memories had started becoming...
Abhijeet was softly spreading his hand on the saree with: Maa main ny aap ko kabhi bataya nahin lekin aap k pehn'nny k baad hi yeh achi lgny lagi thi warna iss mein tou koe easi khas baat nahin thi...
And a fresh tear slipped from his eye and got absorbed in his mother's saree, silently...
AUR PHIR, AANKH YEH, BHAR GAEEEEE...
MAAINEEEEE, MAAAAAINE...
Abhijeet smelled the saree deeply to feel his mother's essence from her clothes when a scene flashed in front of his eyes...
Abhijeet was sitting besides his mother's bed while securing her hand tightly in his own and the doctors were busy in attending his mother, in the effort to get back his mother's life from Lord but Lord was not looking interesting in doing so... Abhijeet was looking at his mother's face in tension and fear and soon found his mother coming in calm state after getting few jerks and he instantly looked at the doctors and the glance was enough to tell him that yes, his beloved mother got free from all bodily pains and worldly tensions... She had headed towards paradise and he did not realize how his forehead got rested on his mother's forehead while tears silently rolled down from his eyes in speed, still without any voice after all he was a strong person and strong persons have to pay for being so strong all the times because the person in front of whom he was allowed to be weak and could cry his heart out, was laying in front of him, soullessly...
Abhijeet came back in present with jerk as he tried to touch his mother's face for one last time but was it really possible...
MAAINE, MAAINE, MAAINEEEE...
MAAAAAINE, MAAAAAINE...
Abhijeet in extreme pain while looking around in dark when an other voice hit his ears with...
Abhijeet's mother while showing him a Blue colored Banarsi saree: Abhijeet yeh kaisi hai...?
Abhijeet confusingly: Bohut achi hai lekin aap yeh mujhy kyun dikha rahi hain...?
Abhijeet's mother lovingly: Kyun k yeh mairi bahu k liye hai...
Abhijeet in shock: G...?
Abhijeet's mother nodded with: Ab tou tum ny job bhi dobara sy join ker li hai tou ab main tumhari shadi ko ly k koe dair nahin kerna chahti... Aakhir koe tou hone chhiye na tumhara khayal rakhny k liye, ager kal-kal'lan ko mujhy kuch...
Abhijeet instantly cut her with: Maa please...
Abhijeet's mother looked at him and caringly spread hand on his head with: Fiker nahin karo, tumhari shadi kerwaye baghair nahin jaon gi kahin...
A drop fell from his eye and in low wet tone: Maa yeh tou cheating ho gae mairy sath... Aap ny tou kaha tha itni jaldi nahin jaien gi, apni bahu bhi tou lani thi aap ny lekin chali gaien aap, sb beech mein chour k chali gaien, mujhy bhi beech mein hi chour dia aap ny...
TAIRI KAHANION MEINNNNN, EK NAAM THA HUMARA,
KAISY TUMHAIN BATAIN, KITNA TUMHIEN PUKAAAARAAAA...
And he looked towards the TV where a video was running in which a boy of around 11 years was swimming, looking ambitious and a voice rang in Abhijeet's ears as...
Abhijeet yeh jb tum sixth standard mein thy na tb tumhary school mein extra-curricular activities hoien thien js mein tum ny swimming mein na sirf part lia tha bl k first aaye thy, tumhien bachpan sy hi swimming ka bohut shoq raha hai...
Abhijeet in low tone, still looking at the screen: Kitni koshish ki maa aap ny k kisi tarhan mujhy kuch bhi yaad aa jaye... Koe doctor, koe mandir nahin chora aap ny lekin main phir bhi aap k liye kuch nahin ker saka... Main lakh koshish k baad bhi shaid kabhi aap ko aap ka baita dy hi nahin paya maa, na-chahty hoye bhi bohut takleef di main ny aap ko aur shaid issi liye aap chalien gaien, khamoshi sy, bina kuch kahey, bina koe gil'la ya shikayt kiye... Mujhy maaf ker dien maa, please mujhy maaf...
And he stopped with a lump in his throat and he just closed his eyes, while hugging the saree near his heart, possessively and caringly...
TAIRI KAHAAAAANION MEIN, EK NAAM THA HUMARA,
KAISY TUMHIEN BATAIN, KITNA NAHIN PUKARA...
EK BAAR TOU KAHO NA, EK BAAR TOU SUNO NAAAAA...
Abhijeet was sitting with closed eyes when a mist of soft wind, blew near him and he looked in the direction of terrace and while standing, silently moved there... He reached in terrace and spread his hand on one easy-chair, while sitting on floor when...
A sweet voice hit his ears as: Arrey Abhijeet baita tum kb aaye... (While weaving in his head, smilingly...) Itni khamoshi sy aaty ho k maa hoty hoye bhi mujhy apny bach'chy ki aahaat sunae nahin perti... (Patted his head softly with...) Chalo jaldi sy fresh ho k aao, main table set kerti hoon...
Abhijeet unintentionally in the try to grab her hand with: Maa main fresh... (And he stopped in hell pain and tears silently fell down from his eyes and while wiping off his tears, in sad smile, still spreading hand on his mother's chair...) Sb kehty hain k waqt hr zakhm bhar daita hai aur insan aagy berhna seekh laita hai, jhoot kehty hain sb... (Tears again started forming in his eyes while he added, in whisper tone...) Easey thori hi hota hai, theek hai k hum khud ko mazbot ker laity hain, zindagi sy larny k liye khud ko taiyar kerty hain lekin larny ki himmet bhi tou aap hi sy milti hai na maa aur dunia k samny bhaly hi mazbot deewar hoon lekin aap k samny akely mein bohut dil khol k roo bhi laity hain, aaghy nahin berhta koe bs zindagi k sath chalna seekh laity hain sb, hai na maa...?
And he rested his head on the seat of the chair while closing his eyes and allowing his tears to make their way out...
BS YEHI, REH GAE, HAI KAMIII...
MAAINE, MAAINE...
Abhijeet was silently sitting there in half-sleepy condition when heard a voice filled with extreme care and love with: Abhijeet, mairi jaan ander ja k soo, apny room mein aaram sy warna beemar per jao gy bach'chy... Bohut jaldi beemar per jaty ho ab tum, uth jao jaldi sy shabash...
And the voice stopped while opening Abhijeet's eyes simultaneously who was looking around in the search for the source of that voice but the voice was coming from inside him, yes his mother was living inside him, in her son's every breath, his mother was breathing and the thought was so beautiful and encouraging for him, that he stood up strong on his feet and moved inside towards his room...
MAAINE, MAAINE, MAAINEEEEE...
MAAINEEEE, MAAINE...
He was about to enter inside his room when a voice hit his ears with: Abhijeet light aur TV band ker k sona baita, bhoolna nahin aur haan dodh pee laina yaad sy, tum bhooky hi soo jaty ho hamesha...
Abhijeet, changing his way, moved towards lounge and after switching off the TV and placing back his mother's cloth in her bag, he switched off the lounge's light and was about to enter inside his room when remembering something, changed his path and entered inside the kitchen and after filling one glass with milk, sat there on floor and touched the glass with his lips and few fresh drops blurred his image and clearing his image, he again touched the glass and then drank the glass filled with milk, in one go while tears were continuously rolling down on his cheeks and after emptying the glass, he just threw the glass aside and started crying in low sobbing voice while hiding his face in his knees...
HO GAE, ZINDAGI, AJNABI...
MAAINE, MAAINE...
MAAINEEEE, MAAAAAINE...
After few minutes, he composed himself and then moved towards his room and stopped on door-step and changing his path, he entered inside his mother's room and then lay down in horizontal posture, as his mother used to sleep in vertical posture so in that way, Abhijeet's head was coming right on the place, where his mother used to place her feet... Abhijeet was laying there with closed eyes and tears were silently falling from his eyes and he did not realize, when his mother smoothly wrapped her child in a protective shell named as sleep in the dictionary of alive people...
DEATH IS NOTHING BUT JUST A COVER BETWEEN YOU AND THE PERSON WHO WENT AWAY FROM YOU,
BUT FOR THOSE ONLY, WHO BELIEVE... :)
A/N...
Take good care of yours love ones, more than your selves... Keep smiling and stay blessed, love you all... :) :)
