A quick, and I mean VERY quick idea I got at 4:30 AM (hence the title) after watching southparkcosplay on youtube (GO LOOK IT UP), and seeing random videos. However, everything in here is true expeirences, and real emotions by moi. Infact, just replace 'Stan' with 'Comsie' and you have all my real thoughts and stuff. Even including the thing about Sparky :)
Dedication: to my lovely, lovely, girlfriend: Pi. Every emotion, every situation is what we've been through, and I wouldn't trade any of it for anything. From our little gibberish on the phone--to our gay drawings I keep near me, you are, and will forever be, the Pie to my Cake, and the Kenny to my Wally. Happy 4.9 years; I love you.
Disclaimer: Matt and Trey own.
4:30 AM
Life is more like a game of poker, Stan thinks. Because if you make that one wrong move—your life can be screwed. You could win it all, or lose it all.
Like love.
Love is the reason Stan's up at 4:30 AM on a Friday—now Saturday morning. Love is the reason Stan doesn't want to go to sleep. Love is the reason Stan is clad with that stupid grin on his face for no apparent reason.
Love is fucking shit sometime, but it's amazing, Stan thinks.
Stan can recall the first time he ever encountered love.
So Wendy broke up with him for the final time, which lead to the hurt and pain, which was cured two days later. Dumbass friends all crowded together in a room wasn't ever a good idea for entertainment, but when you're fourteen, there isn't much you can do. Too many horny teenagers together are never a good idea, let alone sexually confused teenagers who are bored.
It's all Butter's fault, Stan thinks. But really, it's not a fault at all since it isn't a problem. Butters had to open his mouth and ask Stan "do you really like Kyle?" to which Stan shrugged and said "I think so."
Stan knows saying "I love you" too early in a relationship is an immediate cause for failure to said relationship. But he takes the risk and has that wait that feels like Christmas. He wants some answer—maybe even denial, though a small part of him really hopes not.
When the answer's returned, Stan lets out an emotion that's probably deemed crazy, but he doesn't care. He loves Kyle;Kyle loves him. It's the start of an official relationship.
It's the start of secret 'I love you' notes, and random gifts. The not-so-secret-secret phone calls that end up in gibberish blabber, not making sense but still being treasured. It's the start of random day dreams and secret codes, ones that should never be explained to anyone else.
It's the start of hiding the relationship from everyone but those few you trust, especially hiding from your parents.
God knows they won't understand.
It's the start of liking songs you originally hate, because now you can understand the meaning, and it's the start of talking to someone more than you thought could.
It's the craziest emotion ever, Stan thinks, and it's the reason why he can't fall asleep at 4:30 AM.
Well, that, and the fact that Sparky had one of his freak outs again which meant no one could be left in peace.
Reviews? Heh, I'm aware it's short and quick. And fluffy....
